hi (:
mood has been pretty down lately.
but nvm, i should live everyday with a smile.

wednesday
it was kinda boring, going through the answers of papers.
and it is really depressing to think that your answer is wrong.
was trying hard to stay awake but i ended up with my head on the table, most of the times.
but the good thing is the teacher wont scold you.
after all, we are not obliged to listen.

helped out with the art project for a while.
hope that i was of much use anyway.
went for netball late.
it was pretty slack and my toe hurt.
placed all the pressure on my other leg.
and limped all over the place.

thursday
the same thing as wednesday.
going through the answers.
but i really didnt bother to listen at all.
spent most of my time stoning and doodling on some paper that i found.

did art for a while again
went off to catch deathnote
not a bad show, probably introduction a little too draggy.
worth watching but it ended with a cliff hanger.
and the two hours film only consisted of three books of the comic series.
but L is cute as in the funny way.

today
day of horror.
blame it on my luck or wadevr, it didnt get the results i wanted.
all the confidence in doing well seemed to be blown away from me.
facing my results, i felt more and more disappointed.
i expected myself to do much better.
with all the burning of midnight oil, sacrificing my free time, mugging my life away.
somehow my results seems to tell me, there is no need to study too hard.
i did relatively better for some subjects i didnt really study for.
maybe i expected too much, and the disappointment seems too much.

but i really want to thank the people who were there for me.
even trying to make me smile.
thanks (:
i know that there are friends who care.

ok than, enough of stupid results which are making me upset.
now i have the weekend to sleep and slack (:
the haze seems to be getting worse.
the air seems oh-so-smelly
although there is like a part of me silently hoping to psi would go higher so there isnt a need to go to school.
but it affects our health too.
im not here to talk about air pollution.

ok bye (:
happy weekend :D