I AM BORED LAR!!!!!!!!!!!!

here to post abt random topics.
cos i dont like posting short posts and long posts makes reading fun!
agree with me?
so please dont mind my randomness (:

been surfing the net more frequently this few days.
my parents asked me to make use of the holidays to study or something instead of rotting through.
i know, i know.
but i am also admitting that i m being lazy, sadly.
i lost that vibe to studying.
mugging my life out for eoys has totally drain out my energy or even the passion to study.
plus, looking at my grades, they told me all my effort has gone down the drain.

other than using the net, my next hobby is sleeping.
i have mentioned that, have i?
but still, really, cant you see im bored.

actually, there is plenty i can do.
but the problem is, i am lazy.

youtube, for example, im too lazy to think of what shows i want to watch.
msn, the number of people online isnt alot and im too lazy to chat, find me to chat instead.
sms or talking on the phone, have i mentioned the limited number of free messages i hae per month resulting in me having to control my rate of messaging.as i said, i am too lazy to chat (:
watching tv, well, i do not have cable lar.or else i would be glued infront of the tv 24/7.or even, someone lend me disc to watch.any nice shows lar.
reading comics, finished deathnote bk 8, waiting for bk 9.but deathnote isnt that nice now, after L dying in bk 7.so sad.
yah, that makes me feel like watching deathnote the last name.i know, it is not yet but soon lar.
going out, well, im not that rich you see.once i step out of the hse i would spend on something, somehow.unless i didnt bring money out.but i will still spend by borrowing cash from someone.but i have plans to go out this week alr (: but wait, singapore is way to boring.okay, with the lack of places to head to.rah.

i cant think of anymore stuff to random about.
but i will, hopefully.

i think i am going for my primary school class gathering!
yay for me!
it is at east coast, i wonder wad we will do there.
i would have to pul myself out of bed real early.
at abt 8, hey it is very early, for a person like me.
havent seen all of them for months.
wonder how much everyone have changed.
both physically or mentally.
i doubt the guys would be taller than me.
im mean, but get used to it.
hopefully, quite a number of people should be going.
or it would be pretty wasted.

im getting tired.
i know, it is like so early only.
shall catch a nap soon (:
back to being a pig.
i know, i keep sleeping and eating.
and i would ave to buck up next year, cannot daydream or stone or sleep.
must listen attentively in lessons.
i wish, but i think i can do it, maybe.

okay, this post shall be short.
cant think of anymore random subjects at this point of time.

see you (:

start of the holidays for me!
okay, for most secondary students, i reckon.
poor primary school students who still need to go to school and for most cases in the midst of their exams.
i know, i sound really saddistic.
but their exams only last for a short period of time, a couple of days.
no fair!

oh yar, and please dont remind me abt the homework i am suppose to complete.
i told myself that i shld take good care of my hands and prevent them from writing anymore.
but the teachers dont seem to want to let me have my way.
and by the time i am finally willing to start on my homework, i would have horrendous handwriting which will be illegible to the teachers.
or maybe, i would not know how to hold a pen/pencil and spend ages trying to figure out how to hold it.
right, i wish.
somehow, i would still take a pen/pencil to doodle if im really bored.

let me recall how i spent the day.
rotting away, if u want to me to summarise.
i lived like a pig.
sleeping, eating, stoning, watching tv, surfing the net.
yup, u name it.
im positive i would be able to gain a pound or two real soon.
but i dont mind (:
even my mum commented that i was like a pig.
well, thats the problem if i stay at home with nothing to do.
but if i go out, i would be too broke to.
and it totally defits the purpose of going out.
when i have only can look at all the pretty things and dream on owning them.
or even the fabolicious food tempting me to eat them up.

anyway, please dont mind my randomness, cause im gna do much more of it.

im not gna go off soon, im not tired.
maybe i would catch survivor later, at eleven.
new season.
if im not wrong, as i looked at the tv guide today looking for good shows to watch.
and if ur inference skills arent that good, i shall tell u.
i was bored!

i want to go overseas!!!!!
okay, that was totally random
i am too bored in the small little island.
my parents are still deciding whether or not to go abroad.
i managed to request cash from them for shopping.
either here or overseas.
i know singapore may have nice things, but im too bored here lar.
i wna get out of here.
tsktsk.
okay, im getting a little whinny here.
so i shall jolly well shut up.
but before i do, i wna that i wna get alot alot of things.
but my only restriction is cash and that, sometimes, nothing catched my eye.
and maybe my lack of mood to shop.
as you know, my mood is crazy sometimes, i get high and not so high at the wrong times.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS!
stay happy and enjoy life <3

i know, i have many sisters, but she will know who she is.
if she ever visits my blog, that is.
ate two servings of cake told u i keep eating
oh, and rmb i still owe u ur present.
i know, i owe many their presents.

currently, i feel like staying up all night.
i suddenly feel like going sleepovers, maybe chalets.
hinthint!
okay, i hope there would be a class chalet.
or maybe a gathering where me and my friends just chill out at someone's house.
maybe it has something to do with me not being tired or feeling like sleeping.
probably cause that im having too many naps in the day.

i know, many will not read till here.
unless if u are really bored.
and i think im my mood of randoming has gone down.

so bye :D

last day of school

still pondering if i should be happy or upset.
personally, i dont really feel anything.
to me, it doesnt feel like the last day of school at all.
it seems like a normal day with the exception of sitting in the hall for almost the whole day.
i still feel that there is still lessons to attend this year.weird.

okay.
but the truth is that it is the last day of school.
yup, although twofive06 might not seem that united but still i grew up there, either physically or mentally, with my friends, my classmates.
maybe i wont miss everybody at the same degree, but still there would be people who i would miss more than the others.
well, people who ae much closer to me.
probably, i wont feel that i would miss everyone yet.
somehow, someway, im sure i would.

okay, shutup on those not so happy stuff.
come to think of it, there is still the carnival, the class chalet if there is one to meet as twofive06 again.this year.

yup, last day of school, passed up the option form.
hopefully, i will not regret my descision.
and the result slip, which brought about unhappiness in me.
cleaned up the classroom, arranged the tables.
for assembly, went to where we would have to stand next year.
looks like i would have to lip-synch already.
they can see me so clearly, sadly.
couple of programmes in the hall.
prize giving, deeparaya concert.
prize giving, is for those is clever by nature, people like me will never get that chance to receive prizes related to education.
maybe, not yet unless if primary one times was counted.
deeparaya concert, was quite nice, pretty short and sweet.
was kind of expecting it to drag real long.
nothing special happened in class, no suprises or whatsoever.

currently, im multi-tasking and not focusing on blogging.
so please pardon me if the above made no sense to me.
some didnt make sense to me, but im too lazy to change it.
and i know, my english seems really lousy here, but heck.

holidays, a long break and a long time for preparation for the next year.
would have to make new year resolutions soon.
and i must remind myself and make myself do them.
remind me, please, to keep to my resolutions.
wonder how would i spend the holidays, and im plain lazy to work.
maybe another time.
im short of money, seriously.
i doubt my parents would give me any judging at the state of my grades.
maybe my grades arent that bad, but who knows them.

i know, im uttering rubbish now.
well, i cant go to sleep cos im not tired and i have been sleeping since i reached home.
maybe that explains why.
arugh.
arugh.
arugh.
im bored.

fine i shall end the post here, to prevent u people from dying of more boredom reading thie non-sensical post.

so bye!

hello (:
okay not in the perfect mood to post.
but i will still post lar (:

yesterday was nice =DDD
went out with daph lyn siangyee cher
to discuss abt the subject combi.
went to causeway first.
got bored of that place quickly.
so we hopped on to the train and went to IMM (:
anyway IMM is pretty nice.
but the food section is the best of all the shops (:
so next time im gna bring loads of cash and stuff myself like a pig.
which i wont mind, cos i doubt i will grow fat.
*evil laughs*
well, if we had much more time, we could have explored IMM more :(
but oh wells.

came home and read deathnote (:
there are like so many words in the comic
reading one book can take about two hours, if i read it word for word.
and boy, it take ages to finish a book

today was average.
sexuality education was boring lar.
didnt really listen =x
got back result slips, well i dont think my results are good.
had the rock band after that.
seriously, we were really cold towards the bands.
there were two bands who came.
personally, i feel that ronin is much much better lar.
and judging by the difference in cheers and applause, well tell-tale sign.
after a sorta pretty upbeat rock band performance which left my eardrums hurting due to the change of sound environnmment, was a career talk.
which practically made most of us go into dreamland.
and we are totally not interested on how sucessful and famous u are, or whatever bloody obstacles u overcomed, who cares anyway.
yah, maybe some were inspired.

netball trng afterwards.
ate lunch at a pretty late hour.
strolled back, made it in time.
did warm-up, gosh my stamina has dropped :(
coach came, did ballwork and all.
okay, maybe i made myself forget about my results.
arugh, i sort of told myself that it was average.
i was sorta reluctant to show my report slip to my parents.
okay, i did.
and my mood had been dampened as a result.
i really hope this doesnt affect my mood overall tomorrow.
i guess what is done is done, just hoping that they would understand.

it is not as easy as u think it is.u might think i didnt put in my best, but i, myself am not happy over the results either.
okay, i guess i shld go off soon.
wna finish deathnote.
=DDD

arugh!
okay stupid subject combinations!!!!!
please dont mind me.
i feel like whining like crazy.
i dont want to choose.
and in addition to that my grades suck
to me, i flunked my eoys
plus i dont even know my level ranking.
cos my lovely form teacher didnt tell us.
and i doubt my ranking is anywhere near good too.
rah.i feel like screaming lar.
pulling my hair out my strands or something lar.

school today was a total waste of time lar.
watched a few movies.
i bet they were trying to test out how long we will stay awake.
the movies practically left me with tears welling up in my eyes.
i was silently glad when we were told to leave for our sem survey.
the survey was utter rubbish.
i placed most all my answers as neutral.
and luckily i only had to do one survey.

went down for recess after that.

had to go to the hall for some leadership thing.
rah and im not listening.
going high with minshan and gang.
and there something that made us go bersek and screaming about in the hall.
imagine that scence
oh i shall leave the details for minshan to emphasise on.
well, if she ever does that.

spent the hell of my life talking about the subject combinations now.
like what is better and what is not.
but it sucks lar.
i have no freaking idea what i would like to take.
oh forget it.
i shant talk about such stuffs.

okay so from now until im forced to show the report slips to my parents.
i shall play and slack all i want.
which i what im doing now.
okay, this post is boring and i m getting bored.
ta!

okay im currently kinda bored.
so i shall do a little blogging

got this quiz by siangyee, didnt plan to do it initially.
but oh well, im bored.

________

1. Think of 15 interesting things about yourself, they've gotta be true.
2. Think of 5 false things about yourself, but for fun's sake keep them in the threshold of believability.
3. Jumble them all up together and list them in any order.
4. Post them and let people guess which the five false ones are!
5. Get 5 others to do the same.

***
1.i hate taking the train to school in the morning.
2.i love eating chocolates (:
3.i used to be in dance in primary school.
4.i love going to the library.
5.sometimes,i spend most of my free time sleeping.
6.i got posted for girl guides as a cca in secondary school, before appealing to be in netball.
7.i have been passing my maths this year.
8.i love to see it when guys cry wahahaha
9.i complain alot
10.i am actually super organised.
11.im really tall. its in the genes
12.rubbish can be kept in my bag for days before i am willing to clear them.
13.i dont really get afraid if im poked
14.i have never taken an aeroplane before.
15.i hate crying
16.i like being around people who are able to be make me smile and laugh or be myself.
17.people have seen me cry before.
18.i like being alone sometimes.
19.i am afraid of dogs and cats.
20.i want to die.soon
***
guess which five are fakes (:
do this quiz if you want.
________

1. what is ur full name
sherilyn tan jia yi
2. what is ur chinese name
chen jia yi
3. name 5 weird facts about yourself
-i have serious mood swings sometimes.
-i can try to do other things to stop me from thinking of something.
-i never go totally crazy over an artise.
-i eat alot but dont really grow fat
-i get bored easily
-many more (:
tell me the other weird facts about me!
4. name 5 habits of yourself
-i smile
-i frown
-and many more.
lazy to list.(:
5 name any 5 people
jocelyn daphne germaine minshan anyone
6. out of the 5 people, choose 1 of the same sex and give a reason
daphne.i picked her randomly.
but shes my chopstick
thank you for cheering me up ytd (: with many others (:
7. choose another 1 of the opposite sex and give a reason
anyone.can be a he/she.
8. are you crushing, dating or available?
wad do you think?
9. how many times have you been married?
married?i think im too young for that yet (:
10. how many ex do you have?
guess?
11. have you have sex before?
o.O
12. have you kissed anyone before?
wad do u think?
13. wad is the most embarrassing thing you did?
as u said,embarassing.so i would rather not say it :p
14. are you homo or straight?
i am actually hormo!NAH.im perfectly straight (:
15.lastly, are you mad?
yes!im insane.please send me to IMH T_T
16. choose 5 ppl to do this quiz
i shant sabo.but if u are really bored,its my pleasure to allow u to do this (:
_______

im done with the quizzes i think
put up some songs on my blog.
wasnt able to find the one i like, blue tuesday by kat-tun.
but it is okay.
anyway i love the first song too, precious one by kat-tun.
although i dont understand it but i like the tune (:
and the words somehow.

*****
PRECIOUS ONE/KAT-TUN
Time goes by bokura wa ikutsumo no deai to wakare wo kurikaesu
Here I am dareka no yasashisa ni amaete nanika wo miushinatta

ima sugisatta kisetsu wo kazoe 1(hito)rikiri no yoru nani wo omou?

Sometime toki ni nazeka mune ni semaru loneliness
I don't want to be all alone setsunakute

One day itsu no hi ni ka mitsukaru sa precious one
sora miagereba hora ne hitotsu no shining star

tell me why doushite boku-tachi wa konna ni ai wo motomeru no kana?

Ahh... hoshizora wa shoujiki da ne yasashiku kirameki yoru wo kazaru

Somewhere dokoka ni iru taisetsu na only one
You're not all alone anymore 1(hito)ri ja nai

Someday itsuka aeru unmei no someone you'll love
futo ki ga tsukeba hora ne kimi no soba ni iru

tatoe million years toki ga sutemo
We never change No worries You'll be alright
Your precious only one kanarazu deaeru sa
One day you'll find kono ??(hoshi) de I believe in love zutto

Sometime toki ni nazeka mune ni semaru loneliness
I don't want to be all alone setsunakute

Somewhere dokoka ni iru taisetsu na only one
You're not all alone anymore 1(hito)ri ja nai

Someday itsuka aeru unmei no someone you love
futo ki ga tsukeba hora ne
kimi no soba ni irukimi ga soba ni iru
You'll meet your only one

Somewhere dokoka ni iru taisetsu na only one
You're not all alone anymore 1(hito)ri ja nai

Sometime toki ni nazeka mune ni semaru loneliness
I don't want to be all alone only one
*****

the lyrics might not be correct.
after all, i copied and pasted the lyrics from the net (:

i will change the songs when i am free.
meanwhile, happy listening (:

hi (:
mood has been pretty down lately.
but nvm, i should live everyday with a smile.

wednesday
it was kinda boring, going through the answers of papers.
and it is really depressing to think that your answer is wrong.
was trying hard to stay awake but i ended up with my head on the table, most of the times.
but the good thing is the teacher wont scold you.
after all, we are not obliged to listen.

helped out with the art project for a while.
hope that i was of much use anyway.
went for netball late.
it was pretty slack and my toe hurt.
placed all the pressure on my other leg.
and limped all over the place.

thursday
the same thing as wednesday.
going through the answers.
but i really didnt bother to listen at all.
spent most of my time stoning and doodling on some paper that i found.

did art for a while again
went off to catch deathnote
not a bad show, probably introduction a little too draggy.
worth watching but it ended with a cliff hanger.
and the two hours film only consisted of three books of the comic series.
but L is cute as in the funny way.

today
day of horror.
blame it on my luck or wadevr, it didnt get the results i wanted.
all the confidence in doing well seemed to be blown away from me.
facing my results, i felt more and more disappointed.
i expected myself to do much better.
with all the burning of midnight oil, sacrificing my free time, mugging my life away.
somehow my results seems to tell me, there is no need to study too hard.
i did relatively better for some subjects i didnt really study for.
maybe i expected too much, and the disappointment seems too much.

but i really want to thank the people who were there for me.
even trying to make me smile.
thanks (:
i know that there are friends who care.

ok than, enough of stupid results which are making me upset.
now i have the weekend to sleep and slack (:
the haze seems to be getting worse.
the air seems oh-so-smelly
although there is like a part of me silently hoping to psi would go higher so there isnt a need to go to school.
but it affects our health too.
im not here to talk about air pollution.

ok bye (:
happy weekend :D

today was normal.
not as boring as i expected it to be and not as interesting either.
luckily i didnt black out again.

woah my black out incident was made known to alot of ppl.
since i blogged it
i dont think i will black out again i think
was late for assembly.
we were asked to change into or pe attire before heading down for assembly
it was about the time for assembly at that time too.
but we didnt get scolded.
assembly that time felt warm and cold.
maybe is due to the haze and the breeze?

in-line roller blading was lined up as our post exam activities.
was whining and whining about how much i didnt want to blade.
i pity those beside me.
but anyway still had to do the blading.
took the equipment and all.
i was still whining.
how itchy it was and smelly and i how i didnt want to blade.
blah blah blah.
i know i was very noisy lar.
starting blading.kinda got the hang of it after a while.
screamed and screamed and screamed.
the problem is when i want to stop they dont allow me to.
but i didnt want to stop they made us stop.
there were ppl who knew how to blade who were within the beginners ppl.
trying to pretend they didnt know how to blade.
was super fake.
they went what is this thing, i never see before leh
tsktsk.
but luckily they were there cos i was kinda freaking out?

washed up.
i practically wet my hair with water again.
washed my hands and legs like crazy.
i was alr screaming that i want to bathe when i wore the equiment.
ok i promise i shut up my mouth le.

the canteen was overpacked with ppl during recess.
had to queue for a long time for drinks.
the auntie was obviously happy with the business.
hmm.shld thank the teachers who organised the in-line blading thing.

after recess had this opera thing.
slept through.
half of class was gone.
went for the moe survey thing.
was too bored due to the lack of ppl for me to talk to.
after that was the forum.
out of the so many proposals, there were only some approved.
pathetic
some art briefing after that.
didnt know art was counted in streaming.
i didnt even treated art like an impt subject.
to me it was just a recreational lesson
sorry

went off to orchard after that.
to collect minshan's phone.
sat arnd and didnt want to walk much.
haze getting pretty bad.
hopefully it will rise till 300 tml.
fat hope
than i wouldnt need to go through the torture of going through exam papers without knowing my marks.

im too lazy to do the quiz daphne sabo-ed me to.
bye (:

time passes fast when u are having fun
the marking day holidays are drawing near to the end.
right now the nightmare will come soon.
the results
i would rather take exams than receive the results.
the reality

sunday was pretty boring.
i spent most of my time hogging up the computer
watching you-tube.
you-tube is entertaining, seriously

went out shopping today with minshan ger and lanqi
many interesting events happened today.
i shall talk about the not so interesting events first
met at amk, i was late.
cos i missed the train
went to marina square first.
ate at long johns there.
the total number of chilli and tomato sauce used by for of us is abt twenty plus.
main contributors are lanqi and germaine.
we walked arnd.
went to carrefour and played with the mask for halloween.
than got really sick of that place.
so trained to bugis.

i almost fainted there.
at level two of bugis street.
at first i felt quite giddy
thought it was kinda normal cos it happens sometimes when i sit for a long time than suddenly stand.
so i walked on.
than soon everything became really blur.
soon it became dimmer and dimmer.
to the extend of blacking out.
i couldnt see.
than i couldnt hear as well.
not totally but i couldnt hear properly.
and i really freaked out.
believe me, it is really scary.
i think i scared the wits out of the other three as well.
but luckily, there were certified first aiders within them.
they brought me to seat down on a chair they found somewhere
i couldnt see where i was going, stumbled along.
was fanned with paper filled with lyrics of KAT-TUN songs.
(KAT-TUN is a japanese boy band)
and they claimed KAT-TUN saved me.
went to get a drink when i was feeling a little better.
at least i could see properly and hear as well.
heat exhaustion according to minshan.
maybe cos i didnt drink enough water or maybe lack of rest or the haze.
hmm i have no idea.

okay didnt have the mood to shop afterwards and got bored of bugis.
went to hougang mall.
germaine lost her tortoise.
well the tortoise (kame in jap) is part of the surname of a KAT-TUN member.
and germaine is in love with kame (how that person is known as)
dropped it on the way while changing train to the NE line.
went back to find it but couldnt.
one minute of silence for the lost tortoise please.
so at hougang mall germaine and minshan lanqi went back first found posters of KAT-TUN.
pretty nice ones.
bad im not that crazy over KAT-TUN yet so i didnt get them.
went back after a while.

yup so back home now.
luckily i didnt feel like fainting or anything on the trip back.
anyway, feeling better now
only a little headache.

so back to school tomorrow.
the countdown starts

hi (:
okay, actually i didnt want to blog
cos there wasnt much to blog about anyway.
as i told u ppl i was rotting at home.
maybe not anymore lar.
i swept off all the maggots on my body and left home to shop.
okay the maggots part aint for real.
if there were maggots on my body i would scream the hell out of me.

my routine for the last two days were
eat, sleep, use comp.
is that boring or boring
okay i shant continue with all this boring stuffs.

i went out today!!
no big deal!
mum gave me cash to buy clothes (:
yay!
not much but better than nothing.
wanted to set my mind on buying clothes.
but i didnt have that mood to.
well that is at first.
than ziai forced me to try on clothes.
hmm.bought a couple of clothes back (:
and blame my lost of mood to my dental appt.
changed that stupid wire in my braces again
and my teeth hurt like crazy!
it is still hurting now
weird and funny thing abt me is that i start to have the mood to shop when it is time to go back.
idoitic mood lar.

oh yar went shopping with ger ziai lihui and tz.
i was doing most of the shopping.
we bought friendship bands.
tied them on our legs.
left leg, to be precise.
we looked like goons trying to tie the bands on our legs outside the shop.
there was an empty space outside the shop.
we didnt block the passageway.
we are considerate people.
lihui dropped her band.
went arnd to search for it.
actually wanted to give her the extra one i had.
but i found it.
due to my sharp eyes.

went to candy empire.
first few times i didnt buy anything from there.
one, cause i didnt have enough cash.
two, my teeth hurt like crazy and i couldnt bite those chocolates.
three, even if i bought them i would most probably have to put them on display.

minshan couldnt come out with us.
caused her mother pms-ed and didnt allow her too.
so sad hor.
and we called her to tell her a very saddening news.
something about kat-tun a jap band
minshan, u must be honoured that i took the effort to inform u about the news.
wahahahaha

if u didnt realise more for really slow ppl
i changed my blogskin.
well the old one has to go.
and i anyhow choose another one.
okay, not anyhow but didnt really have a theme and just pick some i like.

is it me?
or is the haze back yet again.
i think it is.
cos looking out of the window currently.
i see the same situation as last saturday.
maybe not as bad lar.
cos my eyes arent hurting that much.
i think the wind direction has changed yet again.
hmm.has something gotten into me?
why am i suddenly so observant?
dont ask me.
ask my eyes and brain.

okay.i shall end here (:

hi people (:
the exams are over!
whoots.and i didnt jump down the building cos the exams are over
right now im rotting at home.
big time
how boring can it be lar.
more boring than boring

last of exams yesterday.
right now, eoys are history for me (:
the dnt paper was utter rubbish
i couldnt be bothered to do it properly.
in trim and proper handwriting.
i was just scribbling all the way.
completed the paper in 20 mins and slept through the rest of the time.
and theres no way im gna top dnt again.
wahahaha.and i m glad (:

the time i spent in school this time was really little.
and there wasnt even a need to come in the first place.
oh well after the paper.
we chiong-ed through our art proposal.
stuff that waste my time!

went home to change and out i went again.
to bugis to shop
okay not really shopping cos we didnt bring much cash.
cry with me.boohoo.
well we didnt have the mood to shop at first.
but after a while.
we went crazy and i mean it.
luckily we werent wearing our schol uniform
or we ll be so dead!
one thing i hate about bugis street is the smokers lar
pollute the whole area.
a large cause of air pollution lar.
saw many clothes i like.
we walked almost the whole of bugis.
ran to this fashion and OG.
and it was in OG that we humiliated ourselves.
i m not insulting the clothes ok.

took neos.


























































went crazily high ytd.
hope i will be as high on sat.
where i would really bring cash to shop (:
lalala.
and i hope my mum would give me cash.

seven more school days and the sec two life would be over.

hello :D
i hate moodswings lar.
they suck big time yar.
and if i have serious moodswings it means that i may fall into a mode of depression.
so if i am having serious moodswings.
beware!

the sky has cleared.
okay that was a few days ago.
and on monday i was busy complaining that if the psi wadevr that means reach 300 we will not nd to come to school
being in our cosy bed sleeping.
most probably with the air-conditioning on the whole day.
isnt that life?
nah.we will not get to go out.

literature paper was ytd.
and i didnt have enough time to complete the paper.
if only i was given only 15 more minutes.
i dont ask for much..
there might be a world of difference in my results.
nah.it wont make any difference anyway.
but all i knew was that i was writing my life out.
writing everything that i read or came into my mind.

some little incident went on ytd.
with ziai and minshan.
there was actually an incident in macs.
but due to pure laziness and being nice as not to be so mean.
i shall not say.
but one word: disgusting people.
but luckily conscience struck them when stared at them.
and they left.
leaving behind peace and quietness.
okay we went to look for earpiece for minshan's phone.
cos hers spoilt.
after that little spree i realised that there are quite a number of handphone shops in ang mo kio.
went arnd looking for the cheapest.
finally found one.
and minshan realised that a earpiece could be so expensive.
today i realised something that made her regret buying the earpiece too.
she could actually use a normal earpiece and plug it in the earpiece there.
get what i mean?
i dont think u do.

maths paper today sucks.
and i think i totally screwed it up also.
big time.
one of the paper that i did with the greatest amt of regret too.
i regretted alot of things.
not studying or practising ytd not being in the mood to do the paper.
i know it is not worth it to live in regret.
cursing or being angry or crying over what is over.
sometimes one wrong step is made.
but we just have to pick ourselves up.
and not refusing to move and standing at the same spot carrying that regret.
there would be a scar
but the journey still have to be continued.
live moves on.

gosh.what is this pile of rubbish.
i must not say anymore rubbish in the future.
i shall try.

went to tingzhi's hse today.
okay with ger minshan lihui and tingzhi.
watch the summary concert.
ger have been talking abt it non-stop to me.
it is nice!
seriously.the effects and all.
woah.
all the shuai ges lar.
but they are seriously super skinny can.
ribs and bones.
but than not bad (:
watched another show later.
didnt really like it cos there was alot of dialouge.
not that funny lar.

maybe if get hold of the pics i shall post them.
maybe

i wna forget everything le!
tml i can jump down the building if i want.
i wont do anything foolish.i promise
or eat some memory erasing medicine and i can forget everything i have learnt.the school.some horrible memories.
eeyer but i dun want to forget my friends leh.
especially my close ones.

okay shut up sherilyn!
rubbish is coming out again.
i shall leave being more rubbish comes out
bye :D

i admit that the weather is getting really hazy.
actually it seemed to have started on thurs?
but i noticed no difference.
i have horrible observation skills.
and i will finally declare that it is super hazy!
looking out of the window now.
all i can see in a distance is a blur.

i m getting eye irritance alr.
and it is not nice :(
affecting my mood for studying lar.
looks like i would have to hide in the aircon room all day so i can mug and mug mug!
however the problem is that my mugging/studying mode refuse to come back lar.
i get distracted by little things.
the temptation to switch on the comp.going to the kitchen and search for food to eat.watching shows.
i cant seem to sit down and study properly.
and the eye irritance is giving myself a bloody excuse to sleep.
arugh!

i know im weird
wanting to have my mugging mode back and becoming a study freak and yet again.
at least today i played like crazy.
p.s i was alone at home.
and dont worry i didnt do anything silly/foolish.
maybe some unwanted thoughts are going through my mind.
i gonna refuse thinking about them.

mugging/studying mode please come back!
i still have two more relatively impt papers to go.
so i must mug!
i dont like studying when all that is in my mind is sleep.
how tiring can that be.

its getting seriously blur outside.
kinda cool.
dreamy feel.
but it just not so nice after all.
if you are the one breathing in those polluted air.

looking at my photos and pictures just now.
i have realised many things changed.
either from the beginning of the year or last year.
people.things.relationships.
those decisions we have to make.
those misunderstandings with others.
those change in character or appearance.
the pics made me miss the old times.
right now complications step in.
before we even decipher what is right from wrong.
when misery steps into one.
would u rather keep it to yourself or just show it.
making one person upset or the whole world upset.
making people arnd you worry or just simply break down inside.
feigning happiness or cry openly.
that kind of decisions step in.
i hate it when a decision must be made.

i think thats all for now!
bye (:

hey hey!
another update here.
see i told u my blog is revived wad.

and i m so-not mugging at this point of time.
if i am feeling happy i shall consider going back to my exam mode.
seriously speaking i have switched to holiday mode alr.
and thats not good news ok.
been mugging too hard the last week for exams.
and i seriously need some exercise.
i think i will die if netball trng resumes.
i am bound to faint and die in the middle of the court.
but no worries i think i will go gyming for treadmill one day soon.
but most likely i wont

whoots a few more papers left.
oh yar.dnt doesnt count as a paper anyway.
so i m left with two papers.

english paper II
it was do-able for me seriously.
although for editing i couldnt find a single crap.
i suck at spotting eng spelling or grammar mistakes.
so never ask me to be a teacher or mark an english essay or anything to that extend.
oh yar.i dont even wish to be a teacher.
if i ever become a teacher, please kill me.
somehow during the paper i suddenly felt like blogging in perfect or maybe even profound english.
but i m just too plain lazy.
i wrote alot for compre maybe because i have been writing loads for the previous paper.
and it is not my fault that i wrote so much ok.

higher mother tongue paper II (today)
thought the paper would be beyond my comprehension.
i couldnt understand what exactly the first few passages were talking about.
kinda bluffed my way through the qns.
and i managed (:
surprise!
i actually understood some passages.
seriously hope i do pass my paper.
i was expecting a paper x100000000000000000000 more incomprehensible than wad we got.
so i should be happy.
yay!
did the paper to kinda the last minute.
wanted to change the ans for one qn.
but the time was up.
when the invigilator said that the time was up i almost jumped out of my seat.
i can seriously die from the overdose of facing way too much chinese words.
4 comprehensions and 1 cloze and 1 chang wen suo duan.
i admit that my chinese is not good either.

i have realised that i always feel sleepy after every paper.
maybe due to over dying of brain cells from all the thinking.
i wonder how many funerals i have to hold for my brain cells?
uncountable.

been going to lihui's hse these few days.
with ger minshan tz and of cos lihui.
watched some japanese show.
but it is quite nice (:

i seriously seriously anticipate to the end of exams.
than there would be a long long break from studying (:
no i m looking forward to the dates i have with people after the exams.
a couple have been lined up alr.
right now all i need is cash!
loads and loads of them.

ok i have been taking a long time on this post.
so bye for now!

HELLO!!!
I M BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.
MISSED ME?
I BET SO.

i have finally decided to post cos i m back early!!
whoots.
i suddenly feel so restless.
with nothing to do.
my examinations are still on but tml's paper seems irrevalent to me.
english paper 2.
please tell me wad can i study for it?
maybe except learn the text types?
i can scan through it before i sleep tonight (:

since it has been exams the whole one week?
i shall report my feelings and opinions so far.
i reckon that my right hand will be bigger than my left hand at the rate and amount we have to write.
arugh!
i am so hating essay questions every minute.

english paper 1
write about an occasion when you could not cope with the problems of your life
yup.thats wad i wrote.
somehow i just could not pen everything down properly.
and im really afraid that i went out of point.
p.s if u are wondering how come i could rmb the question so clearly.i had the question paper beside me.

history.
two hours is simply not enough.
next time just give less essay and source based qns.
it will save both the tcher's and the students' energy.seriously.

chinese paper 1.
i planned my comp in english.
well to get ideas.
im better with planning with english you see.
and it is so not funny ok.

geography.
it was fun in the beginning.
everyone was discussing the ans for the first few mcqs.
cos we didnt have the ans booklet.
and it is not cheating lar.
same result.i had to rush through the essay questions yet again.

maths paper.
did the whole paper slowly.
cos once i panic i can say byebye to passing.
in the end i didnt have time to finish two qns.
they were the questions i skipped at first.

we had english remedial after that.
my eng tcher thought we even care abt her habving an extra lesson and staying back just for us
can we protest?no!
look who's the stubborn one.

science (today)
somehow i seem to be able to make logic out of the questions in section a and b.
section c.essay qns.
same senario.
i had to rush through it again.
can they just stop making us write so much?
i wrote wadevr pops up at that point of time.
without even thinking if it was logical.
the sentences that came out was of the same meaning but constructed in a different manner.

the last few days i was really studying my life out.
trying to cramp those last minute information into my brain.
and that has caused me not having enough rest.
so thats why i decided to be a good girl and come home early.
i just woke up!
to replenish those lost hours of sleep.

for now i can relax for a while.
maybe for literature i just read the book again.
do some revisions.
dnt.i dun really care.
maths 2.i have no idea how to study that.
maybe do past year's papers.

after this examinations.
i shall declare that i will never write unless im forced to.
maybe until next year.
so my handwriting be ugly next year?
cannot!
but i dont want to write.
bleahs.

i received the top three for dnt.
the certificate.
luckily it was given out in class.
too bad chopstick u cnt scream and cheer loudly.
i m evil.

our class recieved the trimmest class award.
that is like so o.O
to think that the school could think of such a prize.
i m in total awe.really.
but do you think i care about receiving such a prize?
no!

i only have like 5 more papers to go.
and after that i can go crazy.
as in really insane
u might find my in the mental hospital.
jump down the building if i want
wahahahaha.
and soon after that the long-awaited holidays will be here.
where i can just rot my life out at home or in the shopping malls.
but the holidays means a mark of change in my life yet again.
a new year.
a new class.
will i miss 2/5?
i really dont know.
although i alr told myself it is downright impossible for us to bond as a class or anything.
although i know that there are many differences between us.
but somehow we managed to set them apart.
i used to just treat 2/5 as a class for me to study with and nothing else.
but after all it has been two years.
there is sure to be a sense of unwillingness to part right?
i think so.

right now i shall return to my normal tagging and blog hopping and wadevr routine i used to do.
as a mark of surviving the last few days of mugging.
oh yar.
MY BLOG HAS BEEN REVIVED!
at least for now (: