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Wednesday, May 31
ytd was told that there is training today.
i was happy initially
but when i saw the time i was like wtf so early lar.
haha.
let's progress to today.
woke up at 7am
got ready and everything.
strolled to mrt station.
when i reached amk
i thought i was going to be late.
but i was not. (:

training started off pretty well.
went back to the old court.memories.gosh
running 10 rounds under 4mins.
did that before.
so was pretty okay.
did stretching warm-ups and the usual stuff.
sprinting was fine.
the court is much smaller lar!!!!
but the sun blazed like siao lar.
after that went to the fitness corner.
to do some bonding things.
and teach the sec ones the rules.
thought them footwork and everything while we seniors jus slacked arnd.
haha.
but we manage to drill some stuff into their brains.
hopefully they will get it.
dun let us down lar.
in time to come we hope to c u ll shine.we've wasted half a yr without a coach.so bear with us
the teachers in charge of us is so horrible.
not referring to all of u but one of u.she is in school but she never appears lar.in the air-con room.if cannot tahan the heat and go change cca in charge lar.without such an irresponsible teacher it will be better lar

haiz.
i think i have to miss three holiday trngs.
2nd june--due to the remedial marathon science.8-11am 1 hour break and english.12-2pm.crazy lar.
7th june--have class chalet.6th-7th.i m staying over.if i chiong for trng it will be impossible lar.from pasir ris.than wad the use of staying over.gosh i duno.
14th june--day i come back from batam.i come back in the afternoon somemore.
when school reopens i hav to miss somemore on 28th learning journey wad crap lar.

tml going out shopping with the netballers. as in sec 2s
woots
didnt really go out together as a big grp i hope before.
looking forward.
010606.
:)

3 more days.

the moment <3 2:18 PM

Monday, May 29
gosh one day down in the hols.
arugh.
that means one day less to sch reopen.
haiz.
did not touch my homework yet.
except on last sat when the netballers met up to do homework.
i think i ll go do my homework after i post.

went out today with my younger sis.
actually did not want to go out one but still went out.
went to lot 1.i didnt choose the location
she bought my bday gift.
thanks alot.muacks
handphone strap form gift a name.
later went to take neos.
lols.
not bad quite nice.
after that walked arnd for a while.
ate and drank then went home.
nothing much to do there anyway.

tml going to update the photo in my passport.
it has been a couple of years since i last changed it.
gosh i look funny.
weird.
alot different from what i m now.
thank god that i changed.
i cant imagine how will i be if i dun change throughout the years

off to do my homework.
my chinese birthday today

the moment <3 7:51 PM

Sunday, May 28
went to church today.
they celebrated my birthday with me.
ate the cake they bought.
chocolate!!! whoots.
too bad i dint take a photo of it.
after that ate chips and crackers.
two ppl gave me a present
the rest owe me my present.

chocolate!!!















i love the notepad. personalised.













i love this pic cos it's so me.














another one (:















a finger on a ball?














"i am throwing the ball!"
"i ll get it!"
lols. (:











i cant wait till my birthday.
i want to get presents!!!
however i might get belated birthday gifts.
sobs.
aye nvm.
i will anticipate.

the moment <3 3:58 PM

Friday, May 26
short day.
tiring one.

lessons were normal.
i cant really rmb anything extremely out of the ordinary.
recess went down earlier again to finish up out bubble tea stuff.
boring.
business not so gd.
i dun give a damn anyway.
we earned quite a decent sum.
realised we spent alot on our expenses.woah.
slaced around after recess ended.
went up quite late.
but mrs lee wasnt here for chi.
slacked sround.
helped minshan with her rod stuff for st.john with angeline.
i m nice okay.
hurry hurry thank me.

netball trng was initially cancelled.
not eveyone knew about it.
as in the sec 2s.
later anna&nat asked if we wna train.
was a little unwilling lar.
cos i didnt bring my shoes. not used to playing with my school shoes.
sec2s were crowding round discussing.
anna & nat came in.
nat was disappointed with us.
anna oh well she said sth which stroke a chord.
but in the end they cancelled it.
sorry.if we made u ll disappointed.
i am not sure
wad m i doing right now is right.
i dun wan the team to rot
oh well.
wad u ll did was for our own gd.
someone speak to her.
i think i wan the new coach to come.

did srp for a while after gossiping
did observations.
doing a new set.
more accurate lar.
went back to 2/1 classroom.
talked for a while
later jocelyn and i left.
went for lunch at macdonalds.
gosh that persons attitude sucks lar.
walked to the library.
almost died lar.
so far.
jocelyn went to borrow books.
i jus looked around
i dun like reading wad
after that went to tke bus to yishun
was too tired to walk back to amk.
talked and talked.
haiz.
she gg to thailand tml until 10 june.
i will miss u happy?
then i am gong abroad n the 11th.
now i ll be so bored lar.
i will try my best to chiong homework
although i never suceed.
aiya.
next fri i ll die a tozen times over.
remedial marathon!!!
3hrs science+1hr break+2hrs eng
siao lar.

haiz.never mind.
8more days.
the anticipation. :)
u know wad i mean?

the moment <3 6:20 PM

Thursday, May 25
gosh.i keep sneezing.
is ppl cursing me or sth.or m i really falling sick
i feel myself falling sick.
but i seldom fall sick enough to skip school.
it is hols now.so wads the use of falling sick.
and i wna eat my heart out during the hols lor snacking

today lessons went on as usual.
one more day to the hols.
i cant wait!!!
before school i was told we had to finish eng compo and maths by today.
i didnt do both.
sry i shouted at u ziai
chiong-ed through eng compo within 20 mins.
the fastest compo i ve written.
but the content was crappy jus wrote no inspirations to arugh
during eng did maths.
mrs poh walked past.
hope she didnt see tt i was doing sth else.
ms thoo didnt catch me cos she was busy counting money.
for the donation card.
i brought the money and not the card.lols

during recess brought down maths to do.
thought they wanted to sell bubble tea.
but didnt.
did for a while den gave up.
so difficult lar.

when music came we thought we had to go down
to the music room.
in the end we were supposed to go to comp lab.
aiya.
made us climb from level 1 to level 4 again.
did some thoery and prodikeys.
didnt really play.
no mood bah.

maths.was really afraid ms yeo would wan us to pass up the maths.
but she knew we would hv a little prob.
so extended until sch reopens. cos tml no lesson
did some stuffs.
she allowed us to slp in class.
i was really tired and ger woke me up lar.
she was so awake.
i was right lar.
when ppl very enthu she is very sleepy but when ppl very sleepy she very enthu

ci
was given back the result slip.
reults was okay lar.
dun hv As in the combined section.
was supposed to go to the hall for the student council presidential election.
was late for this as a result.
voted.
voting is complusory your vote is secret.
lols.
i shall not say who i voted for.

after school.
searched for ms ong high and low.
managed to get hold of her finally.
did srp in bio lab as usual.
poured heavily.
when we chiong-ed cross the road to the coffee shop
we were already soaked to the skin.
sth went on in class.was really scary.hopefully it wont hurt anyone and their friendship..put troubles and differences aside bah.

nine more days.i m older liao

the moment <3 6:10 PM

Wednesday, May 24
trng today was tiring
warm up did the 10 patterns.
then had to do stretching
didnt do the push ups properly
had to do 80 push-ups in the end.
my hand was so wobbly until i nearly could not hold up my weight
i was like dying down there
but it was only the beginning.
went for break
i could not feel my hands lar.
they were so numb
later had to do shuttle run
we had to run three times.
the time limit was shorter and shorter
and i ran slower and slower each time.
my legs were so wobbly.
had PT later.
it was okay.
not so bad.
i guess i was dying during trng cos i didnt train for long ba.
muz improve my stamina!!!
during games.
i didnt know wad to do at first.didnt play for a long time mah
slowly i got the momentum and lost it
but i maged to catch the ball.
although my shooing went haywire.
lols
went home with joce and thiviyah
talked :)

read an article on the news.i was shocked to hear that.i feel that the reporters were sacarstic.i guess the media isnt right always.there might be some trunth in wad they say.but i dun agree. i muz look at things from different perspective. but i am angry at wad they said.oh well.






the moment <3 8:40 PM

Monday, May 22
have not been blogging the last few days liao
okay this few days is going to be very busy for me.
with that ipw proj underway.
i jus feel like screaming.
the service in selling bubble tea.
i dun even know if it turned out nice.
i think i better do the waitress duty.
lols.
today was choas lar.
hopefully tml will be better.
and i beat tired.

pe--
we jus slacked arnd
ppl who wanted to play,played.
those who did not want to like me
slacked arnd talking.
eng--
waste of time and boring as usual
we went off early to set up the stall
recess--
i think i said alot of sorry's
cos we were too slow and all
the thing did not turned out nice
gah.
we are not pros lar.
we went into dnt time
dnt--
he was so arugh.
told the dnt ppl to go up and say wadevr he said
gosh i m rushing through this
he asked us to do one drawing and dint even teach us.
expect us to draw wad.
aiyo.
did my toy on wheel until so irritated.
while filing the filings keep entering my eyes.
so pissed.
called it a day.
went to get a drink after that.
we dint even eat or drink

after sch sold agn.
mrs goh allowed us to go off early to prepare.
sold until sain lar.
to think it is only day one.
in the middle ger,tz and i rushed to looked for msong
for srp.
did until damn pissed lar.
i give up lar.
haha.
i think i useless in lab stuff.
duno wad is the lab rules and all.

gosh one day.
and another busy day ahead.

the moment <3 9:33 PM

Friday, May 19
this week kinda suck for me.
teachers keep scolding us day after day.
i think they are starting to detest us lar.
but wad they say is kinda true.
guess we are going overboard.
shant elaborate.
it is oso a totally freaking packed wk lar.
cannot really rest.
by the time i reach home it is quite late.
uand i have a few hours to do my work.

sports day
this yr's sports day in yishun stadium
the place i grew up in
2/5 seemed enthu.not that i m doubting the fact but it us weird lar
everyone was cheering.
as in screaming
we lost everything.
track events.push ball.
haha.
nvm.u guys still rock.
then it started to rain.
i feel like playing in the rain but i m sure the teachers will scold us.
so sat down and talked with dorothea.
ger went to her dreamland.
the councillors danced.
some danced funnily like ahem.
and a few rocked
ohkay.forget about it.
when the rain finally stopped.
had the cca race.and staff race.
u ll noe who won.so i shall not go on about that.
hehe.i m lazy.i admit it.
i am glad all te screaming has not made me deaf.
i m glad that i can hear.lols
OUR CLASS WON THE BEST CLASS FLAG FOR LOWER SEC.
didnt expect it.cos it seemed plain and dull
not so out standing as the other flags.
special thanks to our class chairman and his sister for doing up our flag.
msthoo wore our class tee
it looked like nicer on me lar.
admit it.
it doesnt fit her at all.
when we were finally released.
took the bus to yishun
regretted my desicion cos it was quite late.
shld have gone back wif tz.
sry lar.i live so far cannot blame me wad.muz ti liang yi xia wad

the moment <3 8:34 PM

Wednesday, May 17
today
i trained to school cos my father is not in town
in fact he is not in town for the whole week
i was so damn tired i slept the whole way through on the train.
when walking to sch i was almost sleep walking.
walking with my eyes partially closed.

english-
got back my results.
quite happy with my grammar results but not so with my compo.
and our newspaper report got us a 50/60.
my friend and i were like smiling when we saw the results lar.
we got the second highest in class i think

the rest of the lessons were normal.
after school we had to do a survey thinggy.
we were a little late.
i went to and.tech with the last twenty in my class.
the notebooks there were cool
the screen could be turned arnd and almost 180 degrees lar.
we waited and waited for the web to load.
so we fiddled with the comp.
than went downstairs to eat.

had the ringtone thing on
everyone chiong-ed into the comp lab.
we were so fascinated by the comp's beauty lar.
we kept wow-ing over the comp.
it is a beauty lar.
i want to bring it back home already.
te features or so cool
webcam installed in it wif many patterns.
i can drool lar.
apple imac u r mine!
we went too crazy over it until the instructor had to lock our screens.
lols.
i quickly complete the ringtone for a competition.
and we started taking pics of ourselves.
haha.
a bunch of zilian ppl.
like neo prints.
but this is free.
at 5.30pm
many left.
i stayed on for a while
and left to get my bag and went down to look for joce.
to go home together.

joce and i crapped about some stuff.
this week is cramped with events.
arugh!

the moment <3 8:53 PM

Tuesday, May 16
the last few days i kinda lost the mood to blog already.
shall update u ppl on wad has happened this last few days.

monday
i cannot really rmb much but
i got 23/30 for geog
i almost jumped arnd.
so cool lar.i think it is not bad.
to think i did not scrape a pass.
haha.
met up for ipw after school
we are doing a service thing so muz do b4 june hols.
we making bubble tea and selling it arnd.
hopefully it works.
the shop we went to sold all kinds of bubble tea stuff.
i was amazed but it had a certain smell.
oh well.

today
maths-
ppl were scolded for not doing homework
kena booking somemore.
ms yeo was in a really bad mood lar.
she never really flared up in class like that b4.
i wonder wad is wrong wif her.
shall not think so much ba.
chinese-
was brought to the comp lab.
was supposed to do ilearn thing
i went to some blogs and tag.
dared not tag to many cos some of my friends kena caught.
i didnt.
clever enough lar.
science-
did the flower experiment.
the stem of m carnation almost broke
but i used scotchtape to stick it back.
lame right.
i manange to stay
then we were supposed to slice the stem into two horizontally
it was so disastrous for me
ended up cuting of the other half off.
so only can dip in one colour nia ):
haha.
then someone turned the flower the other way and dipped it in the colourings.
lols.
than kena scolded.
guess who.
history-
got back paper.
17/30 nia.
not so gd.
but wadever lar.
efl-
went ustage to receive prize.
was super sian-diao.
didnt want to receive prize lar.
ppl cheered for me wors.
i wonder who.
i had the i-could-not-be-bothered look
according to someone.

went to j8 later for lunch and to get guizhen's specs.
in the end guizhen did not like the specs we chose.
wadevr
ate macs.
crapped.
went to pop to look for things
than went home.

got class tee today.
got some printing errors.
the dealer dun wana reprint
cos only a few letter missing.
and one word wrong.
anyway the mistakes not very obvious lar.

the moment <3 6:47 PM

Sunday, May 14
first time in my entire blogging time.
i see ppl rushing me to blog.
hehez.
i know u ppl miss me lar.
it has been a long time.
everytime i feel like blogging.
my mind goes blank.
i duno wad to type.
i guess i ll jus crap my way through it.
no it sounds so exam-ish mode.
i ll do random stuff.

the weekend.it is so super damn short lar.
although i wasted my fri lazing arnd.doing nth at home
haha.still call long weekend.
it still seems uper short to me
a long weekend, to me would be for like the minimum 5days including the 2weekend days
lols am i greedy.the best best long week end would be 9days.
5days off plus 4days of weekend.
that would be so cool
although i will get bored.
i can go shopping and jus chill.
that would be one of my long long weekend.hehe.

mother's day today.
i dint get anything for my mum.
i'm bad.
but i bought her birthday gift.
her birthday is in april
haha.
i shall be nice and dedicate one portion of my post to her.
happy mother's day, mum
althought i didnt get u a mother's day gift.
i want u to know that u r loved by me
so smile. :)
look i m so nice lar.this is a priceless gift.

i manage to collect $20 in my donation card so far.
so achievement kaes.
on the fact that i have only $2 before
jus $12 more.
can lar.
most of the donation came from my family.
lala.
actually i dun c the use of collecting all these cash.it doesnt benifits me wad
aiya do for the sake of doing it.

monday tml.
oh well school agian.
week 9 already.
muhahahahahahaha.
2 more weeks till the hols.
but we would have to get back our report silp.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
trng resuming.
hafta miss this wed's trng due to some IT course lar.
oh well.
i will miss u gals.

bye :D

the moment <3 8:28 PM

Thursday, May 11
short short day today.
i meant.half-day nia.so shuang.
two hours of lesson.
and we are free!!!
i pity the uper sec.
haha.
they have three hours of lesson.aww.so sad.

later i went to the porch and waited for jocelyn
she took such a long time to come
so slow lar
dillied and dallied outside school
cos it was still damn early
walked frm 7-eleven to cheers and 7-eleven and cheers again
manage to waste some time and went to mrt.
we wanted to go to j8 and take neos.
budden changed our mind.
crossed over to thee other side and went to yishun
wanted to get earrings
but the shop wasnt open. *sobs*
so went to jocelyn's hse.
we hanged arnd and crapped alot.
after a while, her mum prepared lunch for us.
it was nice!!!
watched 'just like heaven'
but ended up taking photos of ourselves instead.
zilian-ing is quite tiring.
we took alot and i mean it of photos.
later went and edit the photos.
not bad sia.
haha.ty jocelyn u did most of the work.xinku ni le
i shall upload the pictures when she send them to me.
went home after that.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY QIAOYIN!!
hugs and kisses from me


:)

the moment <3 7:29 PM

Wednesday, May 10
am so damn tired to day lar.
thanks to the sports day heats.
i ran 1500m.
almost died.
sec2 guys and lower sec girls ran together
wana save time wad
the guys ran so damn super fast can
like sprinting lidat.
cannot tahan.
tried to catch up.
and resulted in me being damn tired.
then i had no energy at all to run.
was slowing down alot at the last part.
i manage to beat clemence sia.he act one think he can run.haha
thanks to all the ppl who shouted for me.to cheer me on.
i couldnt really rmb cos was dying at where i was.
thank you tz for running wif me.
i made u run.haha.
we were like saying we wana give up liao.
but in the end we didnt.
lols.
i mange to get third among the girls
ok lar.

lesson ytd was kinda slack cos the teachers had photo taking session.
got back my lit paper.
15/25.
although not an A
but still not bad.
couldnt rmb the facts of ytd.
aiya.
STM wad.
cannot blame me lar.

today was kinda normal.
nth special.i guess
except msthoo totally piss me off lar
the words she said.
i jus cant wait for her to die.
i was confirm plus chop hold a great celebration.
she is not a gd teacher and she say that we are stubborn.
pls lar.
who is more stubborn huh.

that's all i guess.
i am tired that's all.
wna resign to my bed now.

the moment <3 7:38 PM

Monday, May 8
i feel super slacky today lar
time table of the day was:
-pe
-english (ms thoo never come)
-homec (2hrs)
-ipw

all crap lessons right.
during pe today i played the best among all the pe lessons
usually i bo-chap wad.
duno wad motivated me to play
played captain's ball.
and it has been a long time since i perspired so much
cos there is no cca this couple of weeks.
aye.trainings.i miss them

later was eng
didnt have to change immediately
ms thoo didnt come
she would wan us to change immediately
slack all the way .
until i finally went to change
cos had photo-taking session later.

photo-taking session
the photo would seriously turn out nice without ms thoo's face
a class photo.
not ruined
had to stand on the bench beside the guys with some other girls
we had to squeeze.
i was like,"u wan me to move nearer,no way lar."
i'm mean.who cares
later informal shot i was asked to move infront.
i went,"dun wan."
but the end i still went to sit infront.
gah.
but i think the informal sucks lar.
very weird.
duno how to describe.

went for recess after that.

during homec.
i didnt have the mood to cook at all
asked mrs kumar if we can dun cook
she said yes.
she is nice
so we sat arnd observing everyone.
my observation: boys will make a huge mess if u ask them to cook.
the guys practically fooled arnd.
while the girls were quite focus.
oso went arnd pinching food from everyone.
muhahaha.
after they finish cooking
mrs kumar let us drink lemon squash.
it wasnt mixed yet so we had to dilute it in water.
had cups
for the squash is the more syrup u add,
the sweeter it becomes.
i thought it would be more sour.
but it turned out otherwise.

during ipw.
everyone was talking among theselves and not listening to the instructor at all
busy engrossed in our own world
and the instructor is talking to himself.
haha.
i pity hime.
but oh-so-sad lar
he is boring.

went to macs with minshan dorothea and lihui after that
cos someone went home leaving me alone.nah
crapped.gossip.
almost everything u can expect went a bunch of girls are together.
went home after that.

strnge thing happened today
on the way back on the train seated of cos
i did my homework
abit only
i duno what has gotten into me
oh wells.

the moment <3 6:41 PM

Sunday, May 7
okayy.it is going to be super random today

tressa said i am a rocker.
whoots.
well i told her once duno when and where not to be sad.
and she say i rock.
lols.

i FINSHED most of my homework
i dint know wad had gone into me
after i came home after i bathed and all
i sat down and finish my maths
it was a killer
although i was supposed to be easy
i did some things wrongly
great acomplishment kaes.
cos i dun usually finsh my maths at one seating.
i think i completed all my homework
except science
that i duno how to do

sarah edited one of my pics.
taken early this yr.
i am lazy to upload it
maybe another day.

gosh
monday is coming already
ah so fast.
i wan somemore rest.
didnt hv enough sleep
cos i had to go out in the morn with there somewhere.
they my parents made me wake up at 8+
cant wait for this fri
public holiday again.
i love staying at home doing nth.
yay.
maybe i might go out this fri?

i wan the great singapore sale to come.
i shall shop with my saved money.
hopefully i have saved enough
woots.

i hope the week will turn out fine

the moment <3 7:24 PM

Saturday, May 6
hey thanks pple for ur encouragements and stuff.
i am feeling much better now.
seriously.

well today is jus normal
went to my father's cousin's uncle's wedding lunch
was super sian
nth to do there.
but the food was gd
ate until i was so damn full

aye
i think i have homework to do
but i forgot wad is there.
the most i will chiong in sch if i realise i forgot about it
hopefully i wont bawl my eyes out when i receive the other test results
but i think i wont
cos the other subjects dun mean much to me
not so much as maths and the important subjects
but i oso wana do well
gah
let my fate be with god bah.

oh yar
ytd the class games
my class lost to 2/4 again
in tug-of -war
i was not playing so who cares.
was seriously bored ytd.
many things happened
but shall not blog about it
cos i am not in the mood?


oh well.

the moment <3 4:49 PM

Thursday, May 4
feeling so sad
i failed both higher mother tongue and maths
for mother tongue
i only failed by 4 marks.
at least i still got my compo n ying yong wen.
to pull my marks up.

when i got back my maths results
i was damn disappointed
i wanted to pass
but i jus failed by 4 marks
when i went back to my seat my tears jus flowed and flowed like siao
i was pissed tt i keep failing
did not know why it jus could not stop
thank you to the ppl who tried to comfort me
even the sms and the tissues
some things u ppl made sense
u told me i could do it
well
i will do my bez to pass my maths
my careless mistakes.
or else i could have passed.
or gotten ten marks according to them
arugh.
sorry i couldnt control my tears.

i am sad
i jus dun understand y
i jus keep over n over agn no matter how hard i try
it irritating sometimes
so wad if i can score in other things
but my results are not to my satisfactory
this sucks
i dun wana cry of disappoinment after getting my results
i wna rejoice and be satisfied that wad i put in paid off.
when will this happen?
it has been a long time since i actually rejoiced
for my results.
i want that feeling to come back agn.

gah.

the moment <3 5:54 PM

Wednesday, May 3
i jus feeling so sleepy and bored
on the way to school i slept all the way in the cars.
i was oso practically walking with my eyes closed
up the stairs somemore.
wanted to sleep b4 assembly but realised i did not do my eng hw
did it
crapped my way through
wad i always do

went through lessons as usual
got back science and homec paper

science
23/40.still ok lar.
i am ranked 20+ in class.
not so accurate
but i think i am in the middle.
somewhere there.
still a but disappointed
wanted a higher score
oh well at least i passed.
my heart was pounding like siao b4 getting back my paper

homec
scored 43 marks upon 50
quite good
considering the fact that i jus crapped my way through
and that i was partly asleep.
might score an a1/2
depending on my practical

gah
getting maths paper tml
i really hope i wont fail again
i am jus so tired of failing again and again
i am working hard but is it enough
muz pass!!!
i feel so hopeless
failing and seeing myself fail
sometimes i jus wonder is it jus how it is?

stayed for a while for srp.
poured soil into the tupperware
dirtied ger's table

tml i foresee a war breaking out in class
due to some matters.
hopefully we will be able to resolve stuffs.

i dun get how some things work.
i dun get why some things are done.
why muz some things happen
why this thing happens at that time and not another
why i meet some ppl
is this wad we call life is predestined
no matter how much we try to change it
it will end up this way.
never take life seriously
if that is so why is everyone slugging their life out
why muz ppl mug day and night and score well
when we are here for a purpose
a purpose to do wad we are supposed to.
does studying and working fall under this category?

the moment <3 6:10 PM

Tuesday, May 2
today is 2-5 day.
2 may 2006.
2/5/2006.
geddit.

but it dun seem to be a lucky day for me.
i was really pissed wif some stuff.
shant blog abt it.
i think i lost my temper at ger.
didnt talk after that.
sorry.

after sch went to the gym.
with joce and glad.
none of us are extra.
dun blame anyone.
ok gladys
run for a while then got bored
did other things.
lost my gymming interest very fast
i guess i am jus plain lazy.

running 1500m for sports day.
shall jus run
not aimming for anything
phew.
luckily the heats are postponed.

i am bored
my post is crappy.
bye.

the moment <3 6:34 PM

Monday, May 1
didnt go kbox today.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
so sad.
cos my mum say too ex.
lols

in the end
when to lyn's hse.
cdiv netballers' outing.sort of.
there were only six of us.
lyn,daph,cher,siang,syah and me of cos
met up with siang first
i was late by seven mins
haha.
siang then went to 7-eleven to buy a sandwich and big gulp.
when we went out saw 159 approaching
sneaked in the drink
didnt get catch.
yay.
both of us didnt know where is hougang point
we are supposed to meet them there
but we manage to find it.
with the help of lyn and daph!!!
waited.
we were early
forgot to tell siang we are making sandwiches.
sorry...
went to buy food.
then we started taking photos.
of ourselves
cool and natural pic.
maybe siang or cher will upload them.

thank u lyn for sponsoring ur hse.
and her mum for cleaning up after us.
after lunch,
we talked and crapped and cried.
i wont elaborate on the details
took many pics.
cool.funny.legs.twittish.
yup more.
syah and cher went off first.
then me.siang.lyn and daph went downstairs to play ball.
realised my skills dropped.
kept laughing at small things.
played until i cut my feet wearing flip flops mah
honey the netball dropped into the drain a few times.
poor thing
lols.
went home.
lala
was fun
i didnt spend a single cent except on the bubble tea i bought on the way back

going gyming tml after sch with joce
at my hse there.
build up my stamina.
after resting for so long.

the moment <3 7:26 PM

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