during lessons.
i was thinking.
can i cope with life?

seriously somehow i feel really stressed.
why.
everything seems to be moving so fast.
and i cant seem to catch up.
can life jus come to standstill.
to let me sit down and think.
wad is wrong wif me?
sudddenly everything comes pouring down.
losing tournaments.
failed papers
projects and all.
jus stop and let me take a breather please.
schoolwork is piling up each day.
life is such a bore.
ms thoo ever asked me wad's wrong.
did not answer cos i did not know.
guess stress is part of life.
a obstacle i have to faced.
someone help me please.
i duno wad to do.

school has finally came to a standstill.
weekends.
am i supposed to feel happy?
school today was boring.
as usual.
came to school early in the morning feeling very bu shuang.
duno why.
i was just quite pissed with duno wad.
face very black.
sian.
nth much to say about school.

after school.
went to j8 wif jocelyn.
bought my mum's and friend's bday present.
ate at long john's.
took neos.
i look spas.
but some turned out not bad.

i thought we were late for training
but actually we were not.
coach didnt come.
who cares about him anyway.
did stairs thinggy.
the duckwalk i do until jiao ruan.
realli.
did 1-3-2-4 again.
dun realli like it anymore.
i like playing games.
cos i m born to be a shooter.
i am meant to shoot.
stupid rain.
rain and stop, rain and stop again.
stupid lim.
make us go in shelter.
some crude words came out from my mouth.
was pissed off by him.
when we played games.
the teams were mixed.
i prefer playing together with the cdiv.
the communication is there.
i wana cancel off the beat seniors during match in the cdiv blog
we sang birthday song for anna.
her face was so RED.
i guess so was touched.
haha.
tml her bday.
actually wanted to take a photo.
whole cdiv.
but it was raining heavily and we wanted to go home quickly.
got drenched.
when i reached home it wasnt raig anymore.
yay.dun nd to get drench.
haha

well today was normal.
i realised sth.
i sux in html.
so if i did sth wrong pls guide me.
yup cheryl lyrve u.haha.

i went to school
was so damn freakin tired lors.
slept almost all the way in the car.
reached school.
and my klasroom went to my seat.
put down my bag.
and put my head down and sleep.
i duno why i m so tired.
cos of netball?
not a bad feeling.
got excuse to sleep in klas.
haha.

after school went to guizhen's hse to do eng proj.
which is like due on mon.
who cares.
but we manage to finish almost all in 3 hours.
took turns.
quite sian lar.
i gossiped with the others.
quite funny lar.

tml trng.
coach here.
oh wells.
at least he will point out my mistakes
I WANT TO BEAT THE SENIORS.
we will.
one day.
i believe.

school today
a hell of a crap.
everyone was pissed off.
srp thinggy.
had to change our topic again and again.
ms ong said that there might be problems.
but
finally.
we have a topic and she approves of it.
have to do my experimental plan again.
proj sux lar.
everyone was so bu shuang during srp time.

maths.
had test.
i dun think i will get full marks.
filled with stress.
would someone help me?

english.
lessons are quite crap.
as usual.

chinese.
went through some work.

art.
mrs kamel scolded me.
my socks was too low.
opps.
i did not know she was behind me at all lar.
played with clay.
quite fun.
haha.

in assembly
sth realli funny happened.
my belt was pulled to the back.
i thought it was my friend behind so i pulled it infront.
after that she said it was ms thoo.
omg.
yup.wad if she books me?
i m gg to bring a clip and pin my my belt tighter a bit.
i duno lar.

trng.
not bad. i could take the 20 rounds.
it ended faster than i thought.
weather was cool.
cdiv.
we muz cut out as much as possible.
jia you.
did 1-3-2-4.
i clash into many ppl.
haha.
wanted to get the ball too badly.despo
we were dismissed at 5.30pm
wanted to take a pic of the cdiv.
but the batt was flat.
arughhhhh! @$##@#%@!
after that played game with seniors.
lost by one point.
were leading at a point of time.
can we break the senior-junior curse.
y do we always lose to the seniors.
haiz.
but we will never give up!!!
that's the spirit.

haha.ppl i cut my hair.
fringe is like freakin short lar.
maybe u ll didnt c me cos i was looking down trying to avoid letting anyone c me.
haha.
dun laugh at me.
i ll try to make it nicer.
styling it. duh.

well.
to lessons at sch.
normal.
nth special happened.
didnt finish my maths
cos i was chionging for my project.
i realised something that i MUST share.
PROJECTS SUX.
ok.
we are given such a short deadline and we muz chiong like siao.
although my personality test says i do better in grp work
i m sure u ll agree wif me rite.
like duh.

i forgot to mention ytd.
we arr gg to have gymnastics for pe.
can i pond?
i am gg to dread pe.
can u imagine me doing cartwheels, splits and all?
i will die.

haha.
i lurve my specs. <3>happy seniors?

cut my hair!!!
fringe is like quite short.
back almost the same.

today lessons were super duper slack lar.
quite fun
the ipw workshop wasnt
and never will.
haha
i am so mean.

a hell of a rush today.
alot of homework left undone.
maths
lit hw.
eng newspaper proj.
rush and rush and rush like siao lar
right now.
manage to find some time to blog.
sian.

haha
lots of ppl said my new specs looks nice.
yay.
on me duh.
haha.
off to chiong

weekend has been so short.
sch tml again.
sian
life is boring
most of the time.
agree?
siangyee.u will get to c my specs tml.
be patient.
being too excited is not gd.
i didnt show the pics as to not spoil my reputation.
haha.
today.
celebrated someone's bday
ate and ate and ate and ate like a pig.
i m one.
love to eat tibits.
one day i ll grow fat.
no i wont.
then went to lihui hse to discuss proj.
nth much happened
went to northpoint took neos
not bad
quite tiring moving up and down.
to face the camera.
not bad.
anyhow decorate.
havent scan the pics in yet.
too bad cant c.

HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my eardrums are spoiling.
not far, near my house.
there is sth like a karoeke competition
none of them who sang can actually sing.
everything went off-key.
their singing sux.
do they actually think they can sing?
cannot sing then dun sing lar, please i beg u.
the music may seem so nice but once they start singing.
i ll die many times over.
please dun organise this kind of activities anymore, please.
i m sure everyone in the neighbourhood is like
please stop singing.
or even wearing ear plugs.
where are my ear plugs??

SOMEONE SAVE ME!!!!!!!

YAY! YAY! YAY!
i got my new specs.
three cheers.
ok siang it is a little outlandish lar.
so i wont be wearing it for assembly and eng lesson.
ms thoo will catch.
so if u wana c my new specs.
come out side my class and hv a peek of me.
LOL.jus joking.
anyway do u know that my seat is jus beside the corridor.
hmm.
wanted to upload photos for siang yee to see but.
i felt tt i look fugly.
so too bad.
hey i m a bad photographer
u cant blame me
i hv the photo as my dp on msn currently.
hint hint.
haha.

:p

jocelyn said that after she reads my blog she will fell sian.
say i write all the sad things
i m like tt wad
trying to make it happier but not today.
not so happy :(:(:(:(:(:(
suay day.
I FORGOT TO BRING MY HOMEWORK FILE!!!
very suay rite?
today i hv geog, sci, eng and chi
luckily it is a short day or else i would hv died many times over.
science was the KILLER.
had to copy the whole chapter of the notes jus because i didnt bring it.
it was like 13 pages long.
had to pass up by today.
thank you germaine for helping me copy <3<3<3>didint copy everything word for word
i feeling like telling that ms ong
u think i am a robot ar, can finish it all by today?
geography.
forgot to bring my proj.
told ms sheela.
she didnt say when i hav to hand up.
i guess i ll put in her pigeon hole shelf on mon.
eng was supposed to be reading
but ms thoo went on and on and on
till the lesson ended.
so no reading.

lunched with jocelyn, jia le, daphne, cheryl and lynette
ate curry mee.
the curry spattered all over the place
wow nice picture we made on the canteen tables :):):)
read through the results thinggy from the career test.
my personality is cooperative, patience and friendliness.
yay :):):):):):):):):)
i agreed with some but not all.

netball trng.
coach was here.
ran two rounds compound.
almost felt like puking.
did the usual things.
after training.
anna nat & xueling
talked to the sec 2s about our attitude
they want us to be more positive.
i agree a little
maybe i was being to not enthu.
muz be positive.
(the test results said tt i lack enthusiasm, it is true.)

reached home really late at about 7.45pm
sigh.
gone were the days when i stayed in khatib
and the trip between sch and home was so short. x)

today.
at the end of school was really feeling damn unwell.
stomach ache.
really pain ok.
but i m alright now.
going for tml trng
definitely.
after skipping one
yesterday.
beginning to worry about my new specs.
even someone who wore a simple design but orange coloured specs.
got caught.
by ms thoo.
then mine die lar.
got two colours some more.
nvm.
i thought of sth.
when assembly or ms thoo lessons.
i will wear the specs i m wearin now.
other times than cahnge.
ingenious idea right.
i know u ll might be thinking.
who cannot think of this idea.
but wadevr lar.

i m home so early despite it being a trng day.
i confess.
i pond trng.
no one felt like going.
i think there would be so little ppl at training.
on the fact that many sec twos did not go.
sec threes only like two ppl or so.
had a bit of headache
not feeling so well.
quite tired as well.
seniors if u happen to read this.
sorry.
dun be so angry
please...
didnt mean to purposely pond the trng.
i swear that i will make sure i attend the rest of the trainings.
and make sure i dun slack.
am so tired.
my eyes are hurting.
m i falling sick?
heyy.
i m supposed to be happy.
i said i wanted to be sick.
yea.
day was normal.
school is boring.
as usual.
some special things happened.
dun feel like blogging about them .
eyes are going to close soon.

no mood to blog.opps
i m not in a bad mood.
jus dun really know wad to blog about.

during efl.
there was this student council investiture thinggy.
the different levels of student councils put on an item each.
sec two sang.
under the sea.
laughed at some of them on how they danced.
haha.
couldnt hear anything they were singing.
only could hear the cd music.
no offence.
sec threes and fours put on a dance.
geraldine (i think) frm sec four got so gd lor.
i liked the way she danced.
got the grove lar.
quite nice lar.
haha.

it is raining really heavily right now.
it has been a really long time since it last rained.
got drenched in the rain.
soaked to the skin.
my pinafore changed colour.
the rain was so heavy.
i felt like a whole swimming pool of water splashed down on me.
waited so long for the traffic light to change
no one pressed the button.
ended up jay-walking.
eww.no one had the initiative to press the button.hello?

in school
life goes on
boringly
changed sitting arrangement
sitting beside germaine.
fourth row.
near the corridor.

freakingly pissed off with ipw teacher.
irritating.
she is pms-ing or wad
one moment she shouted at us to get to our groups.
we were to lazy to move nearer
is that a problem?
then she said my body language
does not seem interested in the discussion.
wadevr lar.
later she came to us and says (high-pitched voice)
"girls! wad is ur product?"
bitch.

went back with joce after sch.
spent alot of time in the shop opposite sch
photocopying stuff.
wanted to go to amk library
felt it was too far
gave up and went home.
haha.

:):):):):):):):):):):):):):)

last day of holidays.
never thought this day would come.serious.
i still have homework left undone.
who cares
have to wake up at 5.45 liao.
iron my pinafore.
listen to the teacher's nagging.
sleep during lessons.
ahhh.
boring.
i have to study harder.
cannot slack.
if i dun score at least 70 marks for all my test
i have to return/pay for my mp3
nooooo.
jia you :)

once sch reopens may not hv time to blog.
haiz.
but i ll try my bez
to blog when i have time.
i promise.

star idols finals later.
who will win?
i dun know.
but may the bez person win :x
hope is bryan

i was so freakin bored just now.
now i am okay.
went out wif parents just now to get new specs
my degree only increased a little.yay.
the specs i chose is orange at the side.
a blue in front.
quite nice.
it is quite expensive too.
but i promise i m gg to treat this specs well.
so nxt time dun nd to buy new one :)
ate early dinner cos my sis wanted to go home early.
kfc.haha.

those who got sabo-ed by me for the survey
realli sorry.
i oso got sabo-ed wad
i m oso a victim
look on the bright side.
u can sabo the others
and you have sth to blog about :)

i did not bring back my geog txtbk.
jia le and i was afraid we would get locked up.
there was so much construction gg on.
haha.
excuses.
still got hw left but
i can do them during the wk
no rush.yet.
so i m feeling quite relaxed.
ahhhhhhh.
pe on mon.
i got the bball assesment
i am not good in bball
dun like to play in school shoes.
spoiling.

wadevr lar :)

got this quiz from germaine.here it goes.

1. Grab the book nearest to you and turn to Page 18, Line 4.
-abandoned railroad cars...totto-chan have to do it for my reading assignment

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
-my handphone

3. What was the last thing you watched on TV?
-I forgot.i have STM you know

4. Without looking, guess what the time is.
-9 plus in the morning

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
-9.23

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
-the television outside

7.When did you last step outside?
-ytd for netball practice

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
-the computer

9. What are you wearing?
-shirt and shorts (wad do u expect)

10. Did you dream last night?
-i seldom dream.

11. When did you last laugh?
-during training ytd.gossiping.haha

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
-blue walls.my room.

13. Seen anything weird lately?
-like.?

14. What do you think of this quiz?
-never ending.haha

15. What is the last film?
-cant rmb.STM is getting serious

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
-everything i ever wanted.

17. Tell me something about you I don't know.
-I dun like swimming.is it counted?

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
-no exams!!yeah.

19. Do you like to dance?
-a bit.

20. George W Bush...
-an angmoh.no lah the president of America

21. Imagine your first child is a girl. What would you call her?
-how would i know.

22. Imagine your first child is a boy. What would you call him?
-no idea. i cant read the future.

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
-maybe.maybe not

24. What would you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
-you may come in.

25. 4 people who must do this in their blogs
-daphne
-jocelyn
-siangyee
-tess

i m back from training
couldnt blog earlier as my dad was using the comp.

before training.
walking to sch.
saw a cat. *shrieks*
a black cat.
it was on a grass patch
it was shiting
eww.

bought hersey's
ate some.
placed it in bag.
came back
it was melted!
threw it away :((((

erm.training today was ok.
coach came.
so shld i be happy or sad.

I DID NOT SLACK.

yeah.thank you daphne,siangyee and jiale for reminding me
when i felt tired and wanted to slack.
feeling tired right now.
guess because i put in my bez?
love this feeling?
quite.i promise tt i will not slack anymore.
be a role model for the sec ones :))))

good night.

TRAINING LATER!!!
I MUZ NOT SLACK!!!

feeling quite sad right now cos i missed my pri sch class gathering.
ahhhhhhhhhh.
i miss all my pri sch frenz.
they are gg bowling
it is at 12pm
i got trng later at 2.30pm
anyway i dun hv money :(
(juz trying to comfort myself)
sighz.
forgive me ppl.
i promise that i will go for the nxt class gathering
so quick organise one and book me first :)

my cousins are here.they are swimming right now.i m currently alone at home.didnt go down.dun ask y.i jus lost interest in swimming.
so remember this:NEVER EVER ASK ME OUT FOR A SWIM!!!
my homework pile didnt really moved.not a good sign.actually i didnt finish any homework today.
i suddenly realised tt i have to do my geography properly.IT IS GRADED.holy crap.i did not bring back my geo txtbk.muz rmb to bring it back tml.i have to climb all the way to the top jus to get my txtbk.
can we do running up and down the stairs tml so on the way i can take my txtbk.no,no,no, i m jus jk. *dead laugh* i sound so lazy.no i muz change my mindset!
omg.i suddenly remembered sth else.in the new timetable lit is on mon.hav not done group discussion yet.have to find a picture and a music piece for the poem thinggy.mrs lawrence does not want music wif words.looks like i have to listen to classical music liao.ahhhh.
looks like i have to chiong through my homework.no mood to chiong today.another day ba.

I AM SO FREAKING BORED!!!!
i dun have any mood to do my homework.there is nth to do at home.did not even start on a single piece of homework today and it is already thurs.school is gg to reopen soon.i have not slept enough.haiz.i know i sound like a pig.but wadevr.yay.there is trng tml.
yup u didnt hear me wrongly i said yay!suddenly i feel like trng i wana feel breathless,perspiration rolling down my body.haha.i juz feel like playing netball.
my cousins are coming over today for a swim.so i guess i will update u later about wad happened...

march games day two.
went to sch was so boring didn't get to play at all!!! my friend rushed me saying tt there was not enough ppl for captains ball and the game started at 8.15am.brisked walk to sch to find out tt they have not even started!!! ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!! @#%****%$@!! i was there jus in case they needed someone to play.felt tt i wasted my time there.they were in the other team playing the losers bracket as they lost their first match.i was there cheering for them regretting tt i bothered to come in the first place.when i finally could play(captains ball) it was for only like 4 mins.should have jus stayed at home and sleep and sleep and sleep.in the end lost to 2/4 for captains ball.bball oso lost to 2/4(again).in the end,for bball our class emerged 2nd.
(i totally regret winning our first captains ball match or else we might have made it to the finals.for my team,it was jus our luck tt we met 2/4 for our second game.sighx)

went with tz after tt for lunch(germaine pangseh us).we bought bubble tea.the auntie was so niao didint fill the whole cup.was not even ice blended.the drink was not sweet at all.i felt like asking for a refund.but i didnt.haha.

i m here to blog again.feeling so bored.dun have mood to do my homework.sian.

jocelyn said the words are too small.right now,hopefully it is bigger.jocelyn if u r reading dis.feedback and say if it is ok.you freak!

i am making full use of this holiday.haha
today i slept in real late feeling pretty refreshed now.yeah:))
nothing much to blog anyway.
i finished ONE set of maths homework.it is a great acomplishment for me cos i always do my homework in the eleventh hour :p

i guess it is all for now.

yay.now evrything is fine for my blog n i m so happy:)))
it is now officially open!!!
finally,after many days of working through days and nights.
haha.jk.

i hav a pile of homework to do.
onli started on my maths.
gd start i guess.

yesterday had march games.
captains ball we won 2/2 but lost to 2/4 by a freakin point
wad e...
for basketball my class won is now in the finals,i think.
i dun realli care.
badminton.didnt realli follow.but i know one team is out.
haiz

i gg to try my best during this friday's trng to NOT SLACK.
it is gg to be tough but i'll do my best :))

my blog is still in progress...
still trying to figure out some html.
trying to change certain stuffs..
haha.
thks cheryl for helping me to make the blog skin.yeah.
lurve ya :)))