was really pissed during lessons today.
sorry if i accidentally insulted anyone on the verge of anger.
today things just didnt go right lar.
several minute things are making me blow up.
probably one of the worst in class.
sorry to those sitting arnd me.
oh well.
after that i was a little better.
at least i think.
although there was a little anger in me still.
i shall not dwell on it anymore.

shall talk about the moe survey we did ytd.
it was a reality check.
it really kept me thinking about the answers.
some of the questions relate to me.
but there was a couple of repeat questions.
somehow the same thing but phrased differently?

ok now to netball trng today.
normal lar.
but went gyming.
haha.
was sooooooooooooo fun lar.
enjoying the aircon.
haha.
than had to go out to let the bball guys use.
did some drills.
played games.
i cut out quite a few i think.
i am bad at making decisions in a short time.
being aggresive?
there seems to be nth to push me

have been thinking about it.where is the passion?have i lose it somewhere
or is it inside me all the time.i think there is a spark but i m unsure.how can i get it back?