this week has been a horrible week for me.
and to make matters worse.
i think today is one if the worst days of my life.

it seemed like really a trying year for me.
everything dun seem to be gg well.
i am just really tired.
plus all the things that happened today.
didnt know wad got into me.
i suddenly felt so depressed, sian diao and everything.
i seldom feel like that.serious.
maybe it is cos i dun think so much.
everything is jus gg on too quickly.
i cant catch up.
i miss the times.
when i was still a young, innocent girl.
unknowing wad is ahead of her.
living every day to the fullest.
now i spent each day with boredom, sadness.
i wna change it.
but it is different now.
being older = more matured.
and there is much more obstacles i have to overcome.
it is tough.
i overcame a couple.

but i just broke down today.
unknowing why.
why i m feeling this way.
wad is happening to me?
i m unsure.
someone please tell me.
someone please bring me to another place where things will always be perfect.
like in fairytales.
i know it is unrealistic but i sick of everything now.
i feel like ending my life.
asking everything to quit moving so fast.
but wads the use.
i know it is part and parcel of life.
wad can i do.
running away will not solve everything.
i must face the truth.

thanks ziai.
thank you for listening to me today.
although i know i cried like shit.
but thanks anyway.

and everyone that has always been there for me.
i love u ll loads.

i know that u ll always be there for me (:

i have learnt to appreciate