i m kinda pissed with myself today.
i duno why lar.

it started out quite fine for me.
except that i was supposed to be pissed lar.
haha.
i went crazy today.
according to the ppl seated arnd me
they said i m totally berserk today.
ok lar not so serious lar.
just was super high only.

later i started to become depressed lar.
cos i lost my appetite.
ok lar.
i looooove eating so it kinda sucks when i dun feel like eating.
i have no appetite to snack in class and everything.
damn bloody sad can.
wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
depressing can.
i duno why lar.
but i feel so sad after that.
and usually at abt 12 like tt i will feel hungry.
but i didnt.
didnt feel like eating lunch oso.
man qiang de eat it lar.
good news is i think my appetite is back!
after trng.
so be careful ppl.
i am back to snatch food from u (:

wahh.
trng today was normal.
i felt that time passed really slowly lar.
like after sooooooooooo long only a freaking hour passed.
tiring.
but maybe i m not in the mood for trng today.
trained in the rain.
was super duper pissed with myself.
i felt like cursing and swearing and screaming.
guess it is the disappointment in myself.
maybe i really do bother
unsure in myself.
wth.
must have confidence girl.
match was uper duper tiring.
half an hour at one go.
maybe i do prefer GA.
not so confined i guess.
i really must jiayou.
but sth's pulling me back from doing my very very best.
haiz.
shall ponder over it.
i guess.

lalalala.
i off (: