couldnt blog ytd although i was so desperate to.
i was really depressed ytd.
seriously.
let me start with a higher note.
lessons boring.
but the fire drill thing.
arugh make us stand under the sun.
so hot somemore.

trng was ok.
kinda fun lar.
played something like telematch.
went to old court cos the security said we will disturb the exams.
it was fun.
but i was thinking in the train.
why must it be me?
somehow i dun think i make the cut.
i really felt like giving up my place instead.
u ll might think i am crazy
say that i lack self-confidence or anything.
seeing those tears, i felt like breaking down too.
i really cant bear to not know wad to say.
i know all of u put in a lot of effort.
but it is not the end.
the memories we had together are still playing back vividly in my mind.
we used to laugh,cry,suffer or be ourselves as a team.
i want life to be the way it was.
without one of u people there will be a missing piece in my life.
without u ll i would not have made so far.
i know i cant keep clinging on to the past.
life must move on.
things will change.
but it to stay the same.
i dun want to u all of u cry.
i would rather be in ur place.
i love u all loads.
all u of u have a special place in my heart.

so smile.