i jus feeling so sleepy and bored
on the way to school i slept all the way in the cars.
i was oso practically walking with my eyes closed
up the stairs somemore.
wanted to sleep b4 assembly but realised i did not do my eng hw
did it
crapped my way through
wad i always do

went through lessons as usual
got back science and homec paper

science
23/40.still ok lar.
i am ranked 20+ in class.
not so accurate
but i think i am in the middle.
somewhere there.
still a but disappointed
wanted a higher score
oh well at least i passed.
my heart was pounding like siao b4 getting back my paper

homec
scored 43 marks upon 50
quite good
considering the fact that i jus crapped my way through
and that i was partly asleep.
might score an a1/2
depending on my practical

gah
getting maths paper tml
i really hope i wont fail again
i am jus so tired of failing again and again
i am working hard but is it enough
muz pass!!!
i feel so hopeless
failing and seeing myself fail
sometimes i jus wonder is it jus how it is?

stayed for a while for srp.
poured soil into the tupperware
dirtied ger's table

tml i foresee a war breaking out in class
due to some matters.
hopefully we will be able to resolve stuffs.

i dun get how some things work.
i dun get why some things are done.
why muz some things happen
why this thing happens at that time and not another
why i meet some ppl
is this wad we call life is predestined
no matter how much we try to change it
it will end up this way.
never take life seriously
if that is so why is everyone slugging their life out
why muz ppl mug day and night and score well
when we are here for a purpose
a purpose to do wad we are supposed to.
does studying and working fall under this category?