i.dun.freakin.care

2007-08-10T22:20:00.000+08:00

HELLO!
I'VE MOVED!
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2007-07-22T21:24:00.000+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
how are all of you?
i decided that i SHOULD do some posting here.

let's see..how about 2.4?
one word.SHIT!
my stamina suck like dno what lar.arugh.
and i ran my worst run..~~so much for slacking leh~~
was a wed didnt go back to school.
and i want to say,
im so sick of the game
im so sick of perspiring
im tired of the aches in the limbs
somehow,i look forward to nxt ye.
i love the team.
but i lost the passion,need to find it back
sorry.

and racial harmony day!
i want the PICTURES!
*chants..pictures!piectures!pictures..*
please..send them to ME!!WAIASHI!BOKU!! :D
and its been a long time since i last wore an enthic costume.
the last time was hdsafhwyfuhPRIMART ONE
lovely record,no?
be proud lar,first time i so enthu leh.
and i FORCED many others to wear enthic costume too.
*IM SOOOOOOOOOOO PROUD OF MYSELF!*

and flag day!
planned to slack lor,but the others were so enthu..
and KOVAN rocks!
many ppl donated~
FINISHED STICKERS..HAHAH AND EVERYONE CANS WERE [B]HEAVY[/B]

and today was quite erm..
-serve,yes/no?
-selfish,me?maybe
-irritate me.
and im not badmouthing anyone..
i SHOULD not be angry tml le bah.
if i dont dwell on it,i guess.

okay,i will stop here..
bye!

2007-06-20T21:02:00.000+08:00

HELLO (: and im updatinggggggggggggggg.
SHOCKED?
okay.i have a motive here: TO DRIVE PPL NUTS BY MY FANGIRLING~
im not THAT mean,no?
okay,somehow im back to the HILARY DUFF fandom but ONLY slightly lar.dont worry after proposal daisakusen i will be in YAMAPILAND~ :D if you are not sre what it is abt. READ THIS! thats for a rough idea of the show LAR!nothing more.
~~and its ratings is really high~~~
okay back to hilary duff HER OFFICIAL YOUTUBE PAGE! gosh shes really pretty.haha been a looooooooooooooong time since i last fangirl-ed over her.since p6.im not going crazy now,promise!her voice improved loads.lazy to upload her songs here.
had a mini carn at allang on monday.~~shots sucked,sorry guys :(~~
and neos we took after that.
stole from cheryl!

okay splited it.

ah editing a little.
andandand prodai ep10 is so aww..very idontknowhowtodescribe feeling ne.ya lar.some part damn emo..I DONT LIKE.but watch it,its worth it.really.i wont lie,right?and im too lszy to take screenshots too.

remember in the last entry i said abt Dont Knock New York?
HERE ARE THE SCREENSHOTS

the pic is CUTE,right?

from last week's ep ~~heart breaks~~

JYA~

2007-06-15T23:18:00.000+08:00

hi(:
doing a tiny update here!
ok changed skin lar.
wanted to resize the photos in the previous entry but it just wont lar.
been slacking the last few days.
left with a few hw. and i need to chiong them. i think.
haha (:

andandand i wna put some stuff in this post but lazy..
i wna put a lot of songs lar.
been randomly ~~downloading~~ listening to many jap artise songs.
into crystal kay now,her voice is like OMG!!
andandand i wna fangirl but i cant *sobs* :(

starts fangirling:
PROPOSAL DAISAKUSEN!AHH YAMAPI SAN, KAWAII NE (: HAHHA KENZOU, ANATA WA GANBATTE NE!DONT GIVE UP NE (: ~~AND MY JAP IS SO LIMITED.ARUGH!~~ SENSEI CANT YOU JUST DISAPPEAR I SO WNA SLAP YOU NE!GOMEN. HAHA AND KENZOU DONT BE SO SABISHII ALR LAR.
AND DKNY STANDS FOR DONT KNOCK NEW YORK OK NO. IT STANDS FOR DONNA KAREN NEW YORK LAR.AYE I NEED TO SCREENCAP THAT DONT KNOCK NEW YORK THING LARRRR.AND I SHALL NOT GET TOO CARRIED AWAY!
--END FANGIRLING.

actually i didnt fangirl alot lar.
very embarrassing lar :D
and you do not need to know all the character names.
i added some random facts inside that has NOTHING to do with fangirling (:
okay kill me.
NEVER!!I WONT LAR! :p
~~overdose of highness,ignore me.~~
okay this shld be a long enough post.
and im lazy to tag at others blog,so if you pass by here
TAG and DEMAND ME TO SPAM OR TAG YOUR TAGBOARD!

WATCH THIS.
ITS IN THAI.
DONT ASK ME WHY I LISTEN TO THAI SONGS.LONG STORY!
ASK ME PERSONALLY!
(AND I AM TOO LAZY TO PRESS THE 'CAPS LOCK' BUTTON AGAIN)
DOZZO

BYE (:

2007-06-03T21:22:00.000+08:00

hello :D
yay happy birthday to me! (: hahah and many thanks to those who were really sweet,either wishing me face to face or email or msn or through sms!or even celebrating it with me.thanks (: well, being fifteen, theres not much difference ~~only feeling older~~
on 31st may
i almost went to malaysia.lost my way on the road with my friend ~~who could drive~~ but lesson learnt.went to one of my church friend/teacher's house.had lunch,cake and games (: she gave me this.

sweet right.

after that went back,didnt get so lost this time.reached home in half the time!bathed,changed and got out of house again.this time with NZJZ ~~i took mrt this time~~ ,was kinda tricked when i reached amk mrt.i almost got ready to go back when they said the meeting was cancelled.tsktsk.suddenly they appeared with these.

one two three four five six seven IT'S BIG NEWSpaper collage.
~~what was written on it, dont get it,forget it~~

haha sweet (: i got to keep them too (: but i was in a total shock at that time lar.after that went to suntec for dinner and esplanade to play sparklers.ok i admit, i was tired but you cant blame me. ~~i almost went to malaysia~~ haha

family celebrated today with simple meal.and durians long time since i ate it!

a random picture (:

i purposely edited it:D

and signing of with...

2007-05-29T15:17:00.000+08:00

TADAIMA!!!
IM BACK!
miss me?
no?
too bad then (:

maybe i will continue to update,maybe not.spent alot of time editing my blog.the skin went down and everything.i admit its not well done.whatever.im lazy to do anymore ne.

its has been a real long time since i have updated this blog.let it rot bah.haha

the holidays are on now.and yup i have nth to do lar.~~i have nth to write here~~ long forgotten how blogging should be.resultd of mid-year is really rubbish so i have to ganbatte for the next time. for the next term as well.

time sure flies,aye.now its almot half a year over.bleah.its too fast, i dont like.hahah crap lar.but im glad that this past half a year has been a nice one for me (: at least no depression mode.and i dont want to be depressed.so ~~DEPRESSION~~!like that life would be perfect,ne? :D AGREE RIGHT..

should i move to livejournal?but i wont update there either.i dno lar.

anyway trough my 'hibernation' mode, many birthdays happened.
otanjoubi omedetou ne (:
especially you pi (:

ok i am really running out of things to say.
will update when i have things to blog about.

GREAT SINGAPORE SALE NOW ON!
~~someone, give me money to shop! :p~~

and this is a song i would like to share,its real nice i love her voice lar.

anata no soba de by crystal kay

~~hmm will being fifteen be nice?~~

until the next time (:

2007-04-06T16:47:00.000+08:00

hello (:
fine.im really abandoning my blog.but here to apologise.sorry for not replying your tags and i will link others if i have time ok?
and happy birthday to those i missed out wishing here.
andandand yamapi's birthday is coming up soon, this monday.tanjoubi omedetou (:
sorry but i dont want to update such a long post here.

leaving some videos for you to watch.
credits to whoever who made this video.

and this pv is super super funny, or rather spastic.
please watch (:

2007-03-13T19:42:00.001+08:00

hello (:
coming back to do a little post.cos i feel kinda guilty not posting for so long.yup so its official.netball bdiv of made it to 3rd in north zone.nationals next,kinda tiring,having to keep skipping classes.but still jiayou everyone,ok?
its the holidays now,nope its so not the holidays lar.more like a break.with that amount of homework and the number of days i have to go back to school.dies.and to think i got alot of time a finish a random drama :(
march games and trng for the whole day,how tiring can that be.i managed survived a day like that ytd.and it left me really tired.sleeping till twelve today.it is not very late but it still is qite late,right.suprised that my mum didnt ask me to wake up.~~or maybe she did but i didnt hear~~ my sis attempted to wake my up but obviously she failed.and i think i got sunburnt.cos i forgot to bring my sunblock.i must rmb to bring it tml.*reminds self repeatedly* and the ball of my foot is a little swollen (according to mum) it kinda hurts.i shall see if i can play tml.jiayou 3/3 for the games tml.cos u guys rock! (:
andandand HAPPYbelatedBIRTHDAY DAPHNE! sorry,i didnt make an effort to blog on sunday,i know you wont blame me :D
cross counrty this year, i dont think it was very sucessful.the assembly area and all muddy.not one listening to the teachers announcement.but congrats to the winners.netball managed to get many ppl in the top 20.well done, girls.fine,and i was lazy so i didnt run.
i managed to finish some homework and have no mood to do somemore.doing homework is tiring,agree?i feel like sleeping and sleeping.feeling like a pig,lazy (i know).its raining now.~~that was totally random~~
ok,shall end here.didnt do fangirling here.so be grateful (:

2007-03-13T19:42:00.000+08:00

2007-02-19T19:56:00.000+08:00

hello (:
since everyone is asking me to update, i shall do a short post,yah.
~~well,its better than none.so be glad that i bothered to update (:~~
happy chinese new year everybody (:

lately,things been fine.
or rather things has been always fine.
tests coming up, and ~~i cannot do my maths~~, netballers beat st nics *prays that we would get into the next round*

yes,NEWS finally made performances.
yay and they have this new song which is really really nice.
trust me.

the vid.(shorter ver. of song)

and the lyrics are really nice and sweet (:

HOSHI WO MEZASHITE
(aim for the stars)

the english translation
Once you die, you’re again reborn
That sort of magic has been floating in the air
Because you were there when I awoke, so full of light
I have made a fresh new start

[Chorus]
Is everyone here?
Let’s aim for the stars
With you to lead the way
I will sing
As we go along
We won’t look back
On our youth filled with pain

I had surely lost my way
And was crying in the deep darkness of loneliness
But because you were there when I awoke, so full of light
I have made a fresh new start

[Chorus]
Is everyone here?
Let’s aim for the stars
With you to lead the way
I will sing
As we go along

hope you will listen to the song,ok.
although its a little out of tune,~~since its live~~,but still nvm lar (:
have fun!

2007-01-28T21:43:00.000+08:00

hi!
okay im here to do the posting of pics today or i wont be here lar.
had the second round of the daisy tan carnival.
yup, we got into the second round.
~~was freezing cold in the morning and i totally didnt want to wake up.~~

some random pics.
pics i was supposed to upload.

we emerged 1st in the seond round and proceeded to the semi-finals (:

and and and!
we got FIRST in the under 17 category.
*coughsmdmlimcoughs* see!
we are good lar.yay (:

photos with our trophies!

ok, thats all for now (:
jya!

2007-01-18T18:48:00.000+08:00

it has been some time i have not updated.
well, its about sixteen days to be exact!
i am back in school now, my class is nice,really!
and no sacarsm here.

to sum everything up, some teachers i have are nice while some are not so nice (:
yeah.
there was a period of time this year where it kept pouring and pouring.
andandand it reminded me of this pv!
*shall go search for it on youtube although i have it myself*
here!

i dont know if you all would watch it but still, i dont care.

tornament's starting real soon and sec ones are coming in for cca.
i really hope there would be enough people in netball *prays hard*
okay fine, although i counted the allocation and so far we have eleven people.
but there would be people appealing in and out.
to be exact,it's starting tml for the bdiv.
have confidence and jiaou everyone <3
and same for the cdiv too,jiayou jiayou jiayou!
do your best,aye.

okay,i shall leave this blog on hiatus too.
and sorry for not updating
my laziness is one of my weakness,you know (:

still continuing some of routines during the holidays. ~~oops~~
but the problem now is that i do not have time.
every day is really busy and theres homework to do.
sometimes, especially when i am really tired.
but still, ganbatte everyone too!
well, ganbette ne! for everything you do (:

and i didnt wish siangyee and thiviyah happy birthday here.
10 jan and 11 jan respectively.
woah, fifteen already?
time sure flies!

i think i am ending here.
and this blog is on a temporaily hiatus!

2007-01-02T19:25:00.000+08:00

happy new year
ok i know this is a little late but still (:
my com has been down lately due to some virus thing.arugh.
now i cant read jap words/ chinese words online even if i change the encoding to unicode.
oh perfect!

school's starting soon.
whoot.great.~~please sense the sarcasm, can you?~~
i still feel like im in 2006 somehow.
the reality of the new year hasnt sunk in.
maybe it will when school starts.

and yup,im going to be sec three ~~next year~~ i mean this year.
but still there are some things worth looking forward to.
but i shant say.
after all,you all might not get what i mean.
but im really really really excited.hontou!
i shant mention what it is cos most of you all might give me =.= look if i say.
roughly know what i mean?

well, im in 3/3 this year.
a really crazy mixture of people from different combis.
not really crazy but weird,thats all.

new year resolutions.
i think i would just set practical ones.
firstly, ganbatte in my studies and try not to sleep in class.i probably would, for really irrevelant lessons.
secondly, eh have more confidence in myself? for netball especially (: yosh!
thirdly,WATCH MORE JAPANESE DRAMAS did you see that coming?haha and of course it will improve my grasp of japanese!i will try my best cos im also supposed to work hard too right?so maybe once a week?or twice?

practical enough?

and and AND i can remove my braces soon!
the gaps in my teeth have already closed!
yay yay YAY :D
the dentist said if im satisfied with my teeth, i can have my braces removed.
and of course, i would love to get it removed as soon as possible!
so its going to be off this month in my next dental appointment.
haha i assume.and i really really really hope so.

gosh.it has been a long time since i last blogged like this.
it feels weird.

and the taiwan earthquake thing.
i think it is still affecting my internet connection.
downloading is way way WAY slow.
and i cant stand it.
so please, im begging the workers or whoever please fix up the internet wires as soon as possible.~~and make it as good as new or better~~
onegaishimasu.

going off to do other stuffs.
until then, ja-ne

2006-12-25T20:55:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! (:

2006-12-18T23:15:00.000+08:00

im here again.i wna post some translations of yamapi's diary.

credits:http://community.livejournal.com/pichan_daccha/

12/13 #1220
5:58
Konbachiwa^^
Today is an interview for a magazine.
What kind of questions will they ask me?
What are your memories of Valentine’s?
Maybe that’s what they’ll bring up?
But I don’t have that kind of memories.
I feel like I’m talking about the same things every year.
Should I make some new memories next year?
Maybe I’ll give homemade chocolates to someone instead
That’s not happening (laugh)
Please, I beg you, don’t ask me about my memories of Valentine.
I have nothing on that subject^^

12/14 #122
13:10
konbachiwa. （＊＾＿＾＊）
Yesterday, at the interview,
they didn't ask me about the Valentines. (laugh)
That interview ended and when I went home,
there was a task waiting to be done.
well, we're changing our livingroom lights into a chandellier
I was working on changing that.
That chandellier was pretty heavy,
and so I was sweating although it's winter! (laugh)
I totally felt like do-it-yourself kind of a carpenter dad.
Work hard dad!
That kind of feelings grew in me!
When I thought that, it made me want to call my best friend's dad really badly!
I couldn't get connected, so I'll try calling once more.
Ah~ I'm hungry!
I want to eat Tan shio (seasoned cow's tongue)

12/15 #1222
Konbachiwa.
Today was a pretty good weather ne
There was another interview today
Today i met Koyama and Tego!
Both of them were doing well, so I'm glad!
So, I hugged both of them!

I want to go out and eat with them~ is what I thought!
Maybe we should do a year-end party!
Although there's nothing to forget! (read below for this meaning)Supposedly, there's a new T.V coming to my Mabudachi's house
I want to Wii with that big T.V
Although I don't have Wii (laugh)
After work, I went to the electronics store but it was out of stock
Shoots~
Year-end party is called "dousoukai" and it has the kanji "forget" in it.

koyama and tego are members of news, the band yamapi is in.news was suspended for a year, thats way he miss them

12/16 #1223
konbachiwa
I slept well today. I'm refreshed~
I'm full of energy everyday.
just until now, I was using the speakers I bought yesterday,
and I was listening to music loudly and getting totally into it
when my mom scolded me (laugh)
She said You're loud!
I tried to cover it up by telling that to the speaker,
but it didn't get through (laugh)

I can't help it!
I just bought it and I was happy
Shoots~ I'm so vexed~!
Okay! I'll play a prank!
Maybe I'll play Yamashita Tomohisa's first solo debut single「Daite Senorita」on maximum volume (laugh)

haha didnt the posts just make you laugh.it made me laugh lar.ahh.he is so cute (: shall not comment on the posts or i would go crazy fangirling and all of you would die hehe.

ok. oyasumi!

2006-12-18T21:46:00.000+08:00

fine fine fine im blogging again, happy?
theres alot of things to blog about today and im bored.(cos im irritated that youtube is loading a 10 min show in snail pace and they dont give me slots to download or downloading damn slowly) yes,reasons why i dont like downloading or using youtube at night cos there are many people using.i have not been appearing online recently cos i usually appear offline ~~so no one would disturb me.~~
it has been raining and raining and raining this few days and really heavily.i hate getting drenched in the rain.u get real wet and cold and what-not.and u freeze like crazy.looks like i would have to bring umbrella out from now on.although i would never use them but still.
went for friendly with guangyang and whitely today.guangyang is nice, as in the school building.ok, the ppl were quite nice too.andandand i saw my primary school coach.she is guangyang and whitely's coach.when i first saw her today she looked freaking familiar.than i went to talk to her after that.near the ending of the game.at first she couldnt remember who i was but found me familiar.than she remembered who i was (: yay.after all,she coached me two years ago.which was quite long ago.at least she remembered me lar.
it started to rain afterwards.went to j8 kfc for lunch.than met with kaixin,viting,hannah,coach,daph,cher,effa,syah and went to far east.walked around and i managed to get some christmas gifts.yay for me.but i still have a ton of christmas shopping to do lar.i have no idea what im gna get for the others yet.i think i might leave home early tml to do some gift hunting.
ok maybe i dont have much to blog about already.
oh yah, im uploading my pics on photobucket.really afraid i lose all my pics.if i really do *touchwood*,i would die!!maybe not.
oh well, im gna scream at youtube to load my shows quicker.
im sick of this skin but im too lazy to change lar.or maybe i would delete this blog.who knows?

ja-ne

2006-12-13T23:02:00.000+08:00

okay.im actually in blogger now (:
yosh xD i finished another series of show.
fine fine, i didnt understand what exactly they were talking about in the show cos there wasnt any subtitles.
but their actions were so funny!
or rather cute and baka.

please, dont mind my huachi-ness here.
went to west mall today, with my mum and sis.
i went shopping alone or rather i walked around alone.
and i spent most of my time in comics connection.
digging out the xie zhen jis.
wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i found kat-tun ~~i saw that one before~~ news and yamapi
and a mag with yamapi in the front page.
i really want to buy them butbutbut i must control.
for the sake of the christmas gifts i have to get.
and i saw yamapi poker cards ~~as well as jin's~~ but yamapi appeals to me much more.
photos too, a few sets of different designs.
woah.when i finally decided to get the poker cards my mum called me to leave.
arugh :(
i have faith that the cards wont be bought or at least there would be stock when i come back (:

lets move on.
netball camp.
the three days, let me sum it up ~~cos im lazy to descrie every detail and i forgot some things we did~~
it was fun
yup, probably maybe.haha
~~okay sherilyn shut up!~~
it was fun and tiring.
got stuck on the way to school on the first day thanks to the foreign worker who commited suicide or accidentally dropped onto the tracks.
please choose a better time to fall onto the tracks at least when im not needed to rush anywhere.
rock climbing.okay, it was indoors not that bad and i suck in rock climbing.i got a huge bruise cos i hit the wall, i think.
no strength was left on arms.
second day after trng.
water games, got soaked and i think we wet the whole school by running all arnd too.
third day:friendly.
had to eat lunch in 2o mins.
we need more time to eat lar.
buffet high tea and performance which was funny.
and went to watch the four nations cup later.
was too tired to concentrate on the game lar.
okay, im lazy to elaborate.

some photo i edited when the internet connection couldnt be used.

okay,im going to disappear again into my world of youtube (:
heehee.

and im bored of this skin shall search for another skin when im free

oyasumi!(good night)
dewa mata (see you again) (:

2006-12-05T21:51:00.000+08:00

here to do a little updating.if i dont force myself to, i have no idea when i will update again.i shall make this a quick one.
yes, i finished 1 litre of tears watched it two times, in fact.teared more in the first time i saw it.
currently not really watching any j-dramas cos youtube is irritating with the many parts.arugh.and there arent any slots for me to download.if this really continues i might die.no lar, joking.
the past few weeks, many things happened.and i cant recall.sorry.u can say i slacked alot.netball camp started today.yup, its quite fun,really.and i had trouble getting to school today cos the train was delayed.walked here and there trying to find a bus or cab.bleah.why must that person fall into the track at that time?arugh.irritating.i ended up being really late.
okay im lazy to blog already.shall post pics (: or videos.yay.
i dont care if you all see it or not. but still i want to post for fun although some might be quite old.

okay,im lazy to update more.want to put something else but cant figure out the stuffs.
and yup, changed the songs.but it makes not much difference after all its jap songs.
okay than bye (:

2006-11-19T22:19:00.000+08:00

hello (:
will be on a temporary hiatus again.really really sorry ): currently i found another nice show, will not blog till i finish that.and i will be going to malaysia from tml.dont miss me too much, ok?~~gosh i feel freaking thick skin~~
ahh.im still waiting for tatta espisode 5 with subs and i think espisode 6 is out.rah.oh yar, tatta is the show that i complaint about the sub-less one.i guess i need to do downloading already.~~i wonder if my comp has space~~
and and and, 1 litre of tears is niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.okay, another jap show but it is a true story and really really touching lar.about a girl who has this incurable disease.and it how she leads her life.although the male lead is not-that shuai as yamapi!~~haha~~ but still the female lead is chio.ok i shall shut up.
had fun the last few days.doing my own stuffs.and the details i forgot.oops.sorry (:

ok now, this blog will be on temporary hiatus.

ja-ne!
until the next time (:

2006-11-15T21:38:00.000+08:00

yay yay yay!
im updating again (: be happy for me.well, i decided to update cos i was finally doing something out of my usual routine.okay, something fun lar.and i want to update cos i have nothing to do!!rah.the show im watching on youtube has no subtitles, ~~it is a jap show~~ youtube has suspended the user who uploaded with subs.idoitic.like how am i supposed to understand what they are talking abt.but there is at least the other user who uploads without subs :(

went the botanic gardens ytd.with my church friend,for a picnic (: the botanic gardens is quite nice, really. ate and ate and ate, talked and played (: yup.there was this huge tree ~~too lazy to emphasise~~, it was huge lar.it has a branch sticking out horizontally from it, we sat on it.the branch is pretty thick, thick enough for me to hug (: suprisingly also, the texture of the bark of the tree was smooth.it is a heritage tree, suposedly grown on a 5 dollar note.my slippers were attacked by ants.arugh!after that we went to feed the swans, fishes, turtles and duck at the swan lake. fed them with bread crust and our leftovers which include biscuits, cucumbers and tomatoes. they cant eat tomatoes, too hard for them.

the turtle/tortoise with a pointed mouth.kinda cool.picture not so clear :(

the swans and a duck (the last one) the duck keeps tagging behind the swan.

swan (:

this swan is freaking dao.it does not want to eat the food we give it and rather scrap the gravel than to eat our food.meanie!

today!!
rgs for carnival! okay, i was late by 15 minutes.gomen! (x i kinda overslept lar.but we still reached rgs on time lar.played against a few schools.okay, i forgot the names of the school.when it ended, there was a discussion on the netball tee and stuff.okay, im lazy to update about those.
went to town after that.tried fried mars bars (: not bad, pretty nice (: went ~~shopping~~window shopping.had this craziness over shoes and bags.we kept looking at shoes and bags and accessories.saw many many many pretty stuffs, but i have no money and i have to save.i will survive, dont worry.was tired after a few hours, cos i woke up so early lar.earlier than usual.went home, slacked and im online again.yay.

okay, gtg and carry on with my own stuffs.i will find time to tag (: im a very busy person u know (:

JA-NE!

2006-11-12T20:55:00.000+08:00

BOO!

im backkkk!!!!!!!
okay at least for now.and hey, i survived for not blogging for a week or so.thats a record, for me, it is. (: i think.

i shall do a quick update about what i have been doing ever since i went into hiatus mode.simple, youtub-ing, downloading stuffs, listening to music, sleeping, shopping and what-nots.

oh yar, i have been frequenting mise exclusive more and more.yup, thats the name of the shop in cineleisure, 9th floor. ~~yup, theres a nineth floor only accessible by lift.~~ although, it isnt huge or anything.but it sells stuffs to allow me to hua-chi over.yup, those jap guys.they are good-looking.maybe you all dont find it so but one day,im sure.even with a person like me falling for them, what do you expect.

youtub-ing and downloading.yup, into j-pop nowadays.their shows are nice as well, trust me.songs equally nice too.and i dont download illegally, i just download from ppl who share the music/shows and upload it on net. the are legal, i assume.

seriously, many things have happened, but i have short term memory loss.i cant remember every single fact.

secondary three posting results are out.yup i got into the stream i wanted.my first choice, to be exact.chem+phy, pure geog+lit elect.quite a number of people from 2-5'06 got into phy+chem.many familiar faces are going to appear in my class next year, im pretty sure.the class allocations are going to be out after christmas.looks like they would like to make our class allocation like a christmas present. oh my, thats perfect.and do u expect me to say thank you as well

talking abt 2-5'06, i think theres going to be a class chalet.aloya loyang's all booked, sadly.maybe we will be back to coasta sands again.carnival's on the 25th,if im not wrong.hopefully, many pics will be taken (:

i know, my randomness has gone up ever since the holidays have started.but sadly, it cant be helped, really.if i really blog about what i do every day during the holidays, all of you are going to fall asleep real fast.trust me, my holidays are kind of routined.im doing almost the same thing every day.but suprisingly, i didnt get bored yet.~~maybe a little~~cos the show im currently watching now on you-tube is pretty boring.but i want to complete the whole show.and i will.

i shall wish people happy birthday now, i guess.but please tell me if i forgot to.kindly tag at my tagboard and i will make changes with sincere apologies.haha thats sounds wrong, or rather weird but whatever.

happy birthday ziai! 2 nov.
happy birthday tess! 6 nov.
happy birthday lihui! 7 nov.
happy birthday sinying! 8 nov.

i think those are the few i missed while on hiatus and busy enjoying myself.

so right now, i will go back watching shows.maybe i will update, again.when i feel like.the next update might be soon, or it might take days.

ja-ne!

2006-11-03T21:00:00.000+08:00

IM GOING ON HIATUS
okay just blame my plain laziness to update.
but still, tag anytime u want (:

yamashita tomohisa (yamapi) i know he's shuai lar (:

akanishi jin(left) and kamenashi kazuya (right)

kamenashi kazuya (top) akanishi jin (bottom)

kat-tun

thats for now!
see ya the next time i update (:

2006-11-01T09:55:00.000+08:00

HELLO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it has been a few days since i last posted.
gee, i wanted to post ytd night but the internet connection has to spoil on me.
but it is okay now, so rejoice! ~~tsktsk~~

let me see, i shall start from monday.
went to school to settle some stuffs with my form teacher over clas fund thing.
turn out, my teacher went out of school for invigilation.
oh perfect, theres no way i m going to meet her again.
oh yar, i went with tz.
im so not the treasurer this yr, i was last yr's treasurer.
so we went to meet ger at amk mrt station.
the weather was really hot lar,practically perspiring profusely.
we trained to orchard!
well, we ate, talked , blah blah blah.
~~pardon me, cos i forget.~~
our main purpose there was to visit a shop.
which, according to ger, sells stuffs of the japanese artise we are crazy over (:
there is actually up to nine floors in cineleisure.
okay, i might be slow but i didnt know that nine floors existed in there.
to me, the highest was only up to the highest floor the escalator brought us to.
yup, the store is on the nineth floor, search for it yourself (:
it would be pretty obvious once you see a lovely poster outside the shop.
so when we reached, it wasnt open.
so we waited and waited.
went shopping at other places and sat at the chairs available there.
paitence is the key, the store opened!
at about four.
according to the shop keeper, the person in the previous shift was on mc.
no wonder they opened so late.
the shop was pretty small, with jap and korean stuff.
there were raffles girls in there as well.
they went crazy over some korean band while me tz and ger went crazy searching for jap stuffs (:
after that walked arnd a little and went back home.

ytd, spent most of my time on youtube.
watching shows (:
my mom wondered why i could spend abt 5 hours on youtube.
well, you guys wont understand.
than my computer connection didnt work, so watched tv.
my alternative (:

got stabbed by sinying ~~hey it hurts lar~~ to do this quiz.

Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italise the statements that you WISH are true.
Leave the Fibs alone.
Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.

I miss somebody right now.
my friends.tsktsk
I do not watch tv these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I have tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I have changed mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I curse.
most of the times (:
I'm totally smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
i dont believe in plastic surgery at all
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller ID.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
hmm.depending on the case.
I have a lot of mood swings.
not a lot, but yes, sometimes.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
what is your definition of a lot?
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
depending on my mood.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I want to have children in the future.
depends.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I'm shy around members of the opposite sex.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I have tried alcohol before.
I own the South Park movie.
I would die for my best friend.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I am happy at this moment!
well, im not exactly happy nor sad, just neutral.
I'm obsessed with guys.
haha yamapi, jin, kame !
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I study for tests most of the time.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
never!the pay is pathetic :p
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake's slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've written in.
somewhere within those rubbish.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
I have jazz in my blood.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I wear a toe ring.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.

i shant stab anyone!! (:

i shall post the pics of the people i m crazy over later!!!
blogger is being irritating by not allowing me to post pics :(

2006-10-29T19:23:00.000+08:00

I AM BORED LAR!!!!!!!!!!!!

here to post abt random topics.
cos i dont like posting short posts and long posts makes reading fun!
agree with me?
so please dont mind my randomness (:

been surfing the net more frequently this few days.
my parents asked me to make use of the holidays to study or something instead of rotting through.
i know, i know.
but i am also admitting that i m being lazy, sadly.
i lost that vibe to studying.
mugging my life out for eoys has totally drain out my energy or even the passion to study.
plus, looking at my grades, they told me all my effort has gone down the drain.

other than using the net, my next hobby is sleeping.
i have mentioned that, have i?
but still, really, cant you see im bored.

actually, there is plenty i can do.
but the problem is, i am lazy.

youtube, for example, im too lazy to think of what shows i want to watch.
msn, the number of people online isnt alot and im too lazy to chat, find me to chat instead.
sms or talking on the phone, have i mentioned the limited number of free messages i hae per month resulting in me having to control my rate of messaging.as i said, i am too lazy to chat (:
watching tv, well, i do not have cable lar.or else i would be glued infront of the tv 24/7.or even, someone lend me disc to watch.any nice shows lar.
reading comics, finished deathnote bk 8, waiting for bk 9.but deathnote isnt that nice now, after L dying in bk 7.so sad.
yah, that makes me feel like watching deathnote the last name.i know, it is not yet but soon lar.
going out, well, im not that rich you see.once i step out of the hse i would spend on something, somehow.unless i didnt bring money out.but i will still spend by borrowing cash from someone.but i have plans to go out this week alr (: but wait, singapore is way to boring.okay, with the lack of places to head to.rah.

i cant think of anymore stuff to random about.
but i will, hopefully.

i think i am going for my primary school class gathering!
yay for me!
it is at east coast, i wonder wad we will do there.
i would have to pul myself out of bed real early.
at abt 8, hey it is very early, for a person like me.
havent seen all of them for months.
wonder how much everyone have changed.
both physically or mentally.
i doubt the guys would be taller than me.
im mean, but get used to it.
hopefully, quite a number of people should be going.
or it would be pretty wasted.

im getting tired.
i know, it is like so early only.
shall catch a nap soon (:
back to being a pig.
i know, i keep sleeping and eating.
and i would ave to buck up next year, cannot daydream or stone or sleep.
must listen attentively in lessons.
i wish, but i think i can do it, maybe.

okay, this post shall be short.
cant think of anymore random subjects at this point of time.

see you (:

2006-10-27T22:04:00.000+08:00

start of the holidays for me!
okay, for most secondary students, i reckon.
poor primary school students who still need to go to school and for most cases in the midst of their exams.
i know, i sound really saddistic.
but their exams only last for a short period of time, a couple of days.
no fair!

oh yar, and please dont remind me abt the homework i am suppose to complete.
i told myself that i shld take good care of my hands and prevent them from writing anymore.
but the teachers dont seem to want to let me have my way.
and by the time i am finally willing to start on my homework, i would have horrendous handwriting which will be illegible to the teachers.
or maybe, i would not know how to hold a pen/pencil and spend ages trying to figure out how to hold it.
right, i wish.
somehow, i would still take a pen/pencil to doodle if im really bored.

let me recall how i spent the day.
rotting away, if u want to me to summarise.
i lived like a pig.
sleeping, eating, stoning, watching tv, surfing the net.
yup, u name it.
im positive i would be able to gain a pound or two real soon.
but i dont mind (:
even my mum commented that i was like a pig.
well, thats the problem if i stay at home with nothing to do.
but if i go out, i would be too broke to.
and it totally defits the purpose of going out.
when i have only can look at all the pretty things and dream on owning them.
or even the fabolicious food tempting me to eat them up.

anyway, please dont mind my randomness, cause im gna do much more of it.

im not gna go off soon, im not tired.
maybe i would catch survivor later, at eleven.
new season.
if im not wrong, as i looked at the tv guide today looking for good shows to watch.
and if ur inference skills arent that good, i shall tell u.
i was bored!

i want to go overseas!!!!!
~~okay, that was totally random~~
i am too bored in the small little island.
my parents are still deciding whether or not to go abroad.
i managed to request cash from them for shopping.
either here or overseas.
i know singapore may have nice things, but im too bored here lar.
i wna get out of here.
tsktsk.
okay, im getting a little whinny here.
so i shall jolly well shut up.
but before i do, i wna that i wna get alot alot of things.
but my only restriction is cash and that, sometimes, nothing catched my eye.
and maybe my lack of mood to shop.
as you know, my mood is crazy sometimes, i get high and not so high at the wrong times.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS!
stay happy and enjoy life <3

i know, i have many sisters, but she will know who she is.
if she ever visits my blog, that is.
ate two servings of cake ~~told u i keep eating~~
oh, and rmb i still owe u ur present.
i know, i owe many their presents.

currently, i feel like staying up all night.
i suddenly feel like going sleepovers, maybe chalets.
hinthint!
okay, i hope there would be a class chalet.
or maybe a gathering where me and my friends just chill out at someone's house.
maybe it has something to do with me not being tired or feeling like sleeping.
probably cause that im having too many naps in the day.

i know, many will not read till here.
unless if u are really bored.
and i think im my mood of randoming has gone down.

so bye :D

2006-10-26T22:06:00.000+08:00

last day of school

still pondering if i should be happy or upset.
personally, i dont really feel anything.
to me, it doesnt feel like the last day of school at all.
it seems like a normal day with the exception of sitting in the hall for almost the whole day.
i still feel that there is still lessons to attend this year.weird.

okay.
but the truth is that it is the last day of school.
yup, although twofive06 might not seem that united but still i grew up there, either physically or mentally, with my friends, my classmates.
maybe i wont miss everybody at the same degree, but still there would be people who i would miss more than the others.
well, people who ae much closer to me.
probably, i wont feel that i would miss everyone yet.
somehow, someway, im sure i would.

okay, shutup on those not so happy stuff.
come to think of it, there is still the carnival, the class chalet ~~if there is one~~ to meet as twofive06 again.this year.

yup, last day of school, passed up the option form.
hopefully, i will not regret my descision.
and the result slip, which brought about unhappiness in me.
cleaned up the classroom, arranged the tables.
for assembly, went to where we would have to stand next year.
looks like i would have to lip-synch already.
they can see me so clearly, sadly.
couple of programmes in the hall.
prize giving, deeparaya concert.
prize giving, is for those is clever by nature, people like me will never get that chance to receive prizes related to education.
maybe, not yet unless if primary one times was counted.
deeparaya concert, was quite nice, pretty short and sweet.
was kind of expecting it to drag real long.
nothing special happened in class, no suprises or whatsoever.

currently, im multi-tasking and not focusing on blogging.
so please pardon me if the above made no sense to me.
some didnt make sense to me, but im too lazy to change it.
and i know, my english seems really lousy here, but heck.

holidays, a long break and a long time for preparation for the next year.
would have to make new year resolutions soon.
and i must remind myself and make myself do them.
remind me, please, to keep to my resolutions.
wonder how would i spend the holidays, and im plain lazy to work.
maybe another time.
im short of money, seriously.
i doubt my parents would give me any judging at the state of my grades.
maybe my grades arent that bad, but who knows them.

i know, im uttering rubbish now.
well, i cant go to sleep cos im not tired and i have been sleeping since i reached home.
maybe that explains why.
arugh.
arugh.
arugh.
im bored.

fine i shall end the post here, to prevent u people from dying of more boredom reading thie non-sensical post.

so bye!

2006-10-25T21:53:00.000+08:00

hello (:
okay not in the perfect mood to post.
but i will still post lar (:

yesterday was nice =DDD
went out with daph lyn siangyee cher
to discuss abt the subject combi.
went to causeway first.
got bored of that place quickly.
so we hopped on to the train and went to IMM (:
anyway IMM is pretty nice.
but the food section is the best of all the shops (:
so next time im gna bring loads of cash and stuff myself like a pig.
which i wont mind, cos i doubt i will grow fat.
*evil laughs*
well, if we had much more time, we could have explored IMM more :(
but oh wells.

came home and read deathnote (:
there are like so many words in the comic
reading one book can take about two hours, if i read it word for word.
and boy, it take ages to finish a book

today was average.
sexuality education was boring lar.
didnt really listen =x
got back result slips, well i dont think my results are good.
had the rock band after that.
seriously, we were really cold towards the bands.
there were two bands who came.
personally, i feel that ronin is much much better lar.
and judging by the difference in cheers and applause, well tell-tale sign.
after a sorta pretty upbeat rock band performance which left my eardrums hurting due to the change of sound environnmment, was a career talk.
which practically made most of us go into dreamland.
and we are totally not interested on how sucessful and famous u are, or whatever bloody obstacles u overcomed, who cares anyway.
yah, maybe some were inspired.

netball trng afterwards.
ate lunch at a pretty late hour.
strolled back, made it in time.
did warm-up, gosh my stamina has dropped :(
coach came, did ballwork and all.
okay, maybe i made myself forget about my results.
arugh, i sort of told myself that it was average.
i was sorta reluctant to show my report slip to my parents.
okay, i did.
and my mood had been dampened as a result.
i really hope this doesnt affect my mood overall tomorrow.
i guess what is done is done, just hoping that they would understand.

~~it is not as easy as u think it is.u might think i didnt put in my best, but i, myself am not happy over the results either.~~
okay, i guess i shld go off soon.
wna finish deathnote.
=DDD

2006-10-23T21:29:00.000+08:00

arugh!
okay stupid subject combinations!!!!!
please dont mind me.
i feel like whining like crazy.
i dont want to choose.
and in addition to that my grades suck
~~to me, i flunked my eoys~~
plus i dont even know my level ranking.
cos my lovely form teacher didnt tell us.
and i doubt my ranking is anywhere near good too.
rah.i feel like screaming lar.
pulling my hair out my strands or something lar.

school today was a total waste of time lar.
watched a few movies.
i bet they were trying to test out how long we will stay awake.
the movies practically left me with tears welling up in my eyes.
i was silently glad when we were told to leave for our sem survey.
the survey was utter rubbish.
i placed ~~most~~ all my answers as neutral.
and luckily i only had to do one survey.

went down for recess after that.

had to go to the hall for some leadership thing.
rah and im not listening.
going high with minshan and gang.
and there something that made us go bersek and screaming about in the hall.
~~imagine that scence~~
oh i shall leave the details for minshan to emphasise on.
well, if she ever does that.

spent the hell of my life talking about the subject combinations now.
like what is better and what is not.
but it sucks lar.
i have no freaking idea what i would like to take.
oh forget it.
i shant talk about such stuffs.

okay so from now until im forced to show the report slips to my parents.
i shall play and slack all i want.
which i what im doing now.
okay, this post is boring and i m getting bored.
ta!

2006-10-21T15:13:00.000+08:00

okay im currently kinda bored.
so i shall do a little blogging

got this quiz by siangyee, didnt plan to do it initially.
but oh well, im bored.

________

1. Think of 15 interesting things about yourself, they've gotta be true.
2. Think of 5 false things about yourself, but for fun's sake keep them in the threshold of believability.
3. Jumble them all up together and list them in any order.
4. Post them and let people guess which the five false ones are!
5. Get 5 others to do the same.

***
1.i hate taking the train to school in the morning.
2.i love eating chocolates (:
3.i used to be in dance in primary school.
4.i love going to the library.
5.sometimes,i spend most of my free time sleeping.
6.i got posted for girl guides as a cca in secondary school, before appealing to be in netball.
7.i have been passing my maths this year.
8.i love to see it when guys cry ~~wahahaha~~
9.i complain alot
10.i am actually super organised.
11.im really tall. ~~its in the genes~~
12.rubbish can be kept in my bag for days before i am willing to clear them.
13.i dont really get afraid if im poked
14.i have never taken an aeroplane before.
15.i hate crying
16.i like being around people who are able to be make me smile and laugh or be myself.
17.people have seen me cry before.
18.i like being alone sometimes.
19.i am afraid of dogs and cats.
20.i want to die.~~soon~~
***
guess which five are fakes (:
do this quiz if you want.
________

1. what is ur full name
sherilyn tan jia yi
2. what is ur chinese name
chen jia yi
3. name 5 weird facts about yourself
-i have serious mood swings sometimes.
-i can try to do other things to stop me from thinking of something.
-i never go totally crazy over an artise.
-i eat alot but dont really grow fat
-i get bored easily
-many more (:
tell me the other weird facts about me!
4. name 5 habits of yourself
-i smile
-i frown
-and many more.
lazy to list.(:
5 name any 5 people
jocelyn daphne germaine minshan anyone
6. out of the 5 people, choose 1 of the same sex and give a reason
daphne.i picked her randomly.
but shes my chopstick
thank you for cheering me up ytd (: with many others (:
7. choose another 1 of the opposite sex and give a reason
anyone.can be a he/she.
8. are you crushing, dating or available?
wad do you think?
9. how many times have you been married?
married?i think im too young for that yet (:
10. how many ex do you have?
guess?
11. have you have sex before?
o.O
12. have you kissed anyone before?
wad do u think?
13. wad is the most embarrassing thing you did?
as u said,embarassing.so i would rather not say it :p
14. are you homo or straight?
i am actually hormo!NAH.im perfectly straight (:
15.lastly, are you mad?
yes!im insane.please send me to IMH T_T
16. choose 5 ppl to do this quiz
i shant sabo.but if u are really bored,its my pleasure to allow u to do this (:
_______

im done with the quizzes ~~i think~~
put up some songs on my blog.
wasnt able to find the one i like, blue tuesday by kat-tun.
but it is okay.
anyway i love the first song too, precious one by kat-tun.
although i dont understand it but i like the tune (:
and the words somehow.

*****
PRECIOUS ONE/KAT-TUN
Time goes by bokura wa ikutsumo no deai to wakare wo kurikaesu
Here I am dareka no yasashisa ni amaete nanika wo miushinatta

ima sugisatta kisetsu wo kazoe 1(hito)rikiri no yoru nani wo omou?

Sometime toki ni nazeka mune ni semaru loneliness
I don't want to be all alone setsunakute

One day itsu no hi ni ka mitsukaru sa precious one
sora miagereba hora ne hitotsu no shining star

tell me why doushite boku-tachi wa konna ni ai wo motomeru no kana?

Ahh... hoshizora wa shoujiki da ne yasashiku kirameki yoru wo kazaru

Somewhere dokoka ni iru taisetsu na only one
You're not all alone anymore 1(hito)ri ja nai

Someday itsuka aeru unmei no someone you'll love
futo ki ga tsukeba hora ne kimi no soba ni iru

tatoe million years toki ga sutemo
We never change No worries You'll be alright
Your precious only one kanarazu deaeru sa
One day you'll find kono ??(hoshi) de I believe in love zutto

Sometime toki ni nazeka mune ni semaru loneliness
I don't want to be all alone setsunakute

Somewhere dokoka ni iru taisetsu na only one
You're not all alone anymore 1(hito)ri ja nai

Someday itsuka aeru unmei no someone you love
futo ki ga tsukeba hora ne
kimi no soba ni irukimi ga soba ni iru
You'll meet your only one

Somewhere dokoka ni iru taisetsu na only one
You're not all alone anymore 1(hito)ri ja nai

Sometime toki ni nazeka mune ni semaru loneliness
I don't want to be all alone only one
*****

the lyrics might not be correct.
after all, i copied and pasted the lyrics from the net (:

i will change the songs when i am free.
meanwhile, happy listening (:

2006-10-20T16:19:00.001+08:00

hi (:
mood has been pretty down lately.
but nvm, i should live everyday with a smile.

wednesday
it was kinda boring, going through the answers of papers.
and it is really depressing to think that your answer is wrong.
was trying hard to stay awake but i ended up with my head on the table, most of the times.
but the good thing is the teacher wont scold you.
after all, we are not obliged to listen.

helped out with the art project for a while.
hope that i was of much use anyway.
went for netball late.
it was pretty slack and my toe hurt.
placed all the pressure on my other leg.
and limped all over the place.

thursday
the same thing as wednesday.
going through the answers.
but i really didnt bother to listen at all.
spent most of my time stoning and doodling on some paper that i found.

did art for a while ~~again~~
went off to catch deathnote
not a bad show, probably introduction a little too draggy.
worth watching but it ended with a cliff hanger.
and the two hours film only consisted of three books of the comic series.
but L is cute as in the funny way.

today
day of horror.
blame it on my luck or wadevr, it didnt get the results i wanted.
all the confidence in doing well seemed to be blown away from me.
facing my results, i felt more and more disappointed.
i expected myself to do much better.
with all the burning of midnight oil, sacrificing my free time, mugging my life away.
somehow my results seems to tell me, there is no need to study too hard.
i did relatively better for some subjects i didnt really study for.
maybe i expected too much, and the disappointment seems too much.

but i really want to thank the people who were there for me.
even trying to make me smile.
thanks (:
i know that there are friends who care.

ok than, enough of stupid results which are making me upset.
now i have the weekend to sleep and slack (:
the haze seems to be getting worse.
the air seems oh-so-smelly
although there is like a part of me silently hoping to psi would go higher so there isnt a need to go to school.
but it affects our health too.
im not here to talk about air pollution.

ok bye (:
happy weekend :D

2006-10-17T21:41:00.000+08:00

today was normal.
not as boring as i expected it to be and not as interesting either.
luckily i didnt black out again.

woah my black out incident was made known to alot of ppl.
~~since i blogged it~~
i dont think i will black out again ~~i think~~
was late for assembly.
we were asked to change into or pe attire before heading down for assembly
it was about the time for assembly at that time too.
but we didnt get scolded.
assembly that time felt warm and cold.
maybe is due to the haze and the breeze?

in-line roller blading was lined up as our post exam activities.
was whining and whining about how much i didnt want to blade.
i pity those beside me.
but anyway still had to do the blading.
took the equipment and all.
i was still whining.
how itchy it was and smelly and i how i didnt want to blade.
blah blah blah.
i know i was very noisy lar.
starting blading.kinda got the hang of it after a while.
screamed and screamed and screamed.
the problem is when i want to stop they dont allow me to.
but i didnt want to stop they made us stop.
there were ppl who knew how to blade who were within the beginners ppl.
trying to pretend they didnt know how to blade.
was super fake.
they went what is this thing, i never see before leh
tsktsk.
but luckily they were there cos i was kinda freaking out?

washed up.
i practically wet my hair with water again.
washed my hands and legs like crazy.
i was alr screaming that i want to bathe when i wore the equiment.
ok i promise i shut up my mouth le.

the canteen was overpacked with ppl during recess.
had to queue for a long time for drinks.
the auntie was obviously happy with the business.
hmm.shld thank the teachers who organised the in-line blading thing.

after recess had this opera thing.
slept through.
half of class was gone.
went for the moe survey thing.
was too bored due to the lack of ppl for me to talk to.
after that was the forum.
out of the so many proposals, there were only some approved.
~~pathetic~~
some art briefing after that.
didnt know art was counted in streaming.
i didnt even treated art like an impt subject.
to me it was just a recreational lesson
~~sorry~~

went off to orchard after that.
to collect minshan's phone.
sat arnd and didnt want to walk much.
haze getting pretty bad.
hopefully it will rise till 300 tml.
~~fat hope~~
than i wouldnt need to go through the torture of going through exam papers without knowing my marks.

im too lazy to do the quiz daphne sabo-ed me to.
bye (:

2006-10-16T21:06:00.000+08:00

time passes fast when u are having fun
the marking day holidays are drawing near to the end.
right now the nightmare will come soon.
the results
i would rather take exams than receive the results.
~~the reality~~

sunday was pretty boring.
i spent most of my time hogging up the computer
watching you-tube.
you-tube is entertaining, seriously

went out shopping today with minshan ger and lanqi
many interesting events happened today.
i shall talk about the not so interesting events first
met at amk, i was late.
cos i missed the train
went to marina square first.
ate at long johns there.
the total number of chilli and tomato sauce used by for of us is abt twenty plus.
main contributors are lanqi and germaine.
we walked arnd.
went to carrefour and played with the mask for halloween.
than got really sick of that place.
so trained to bugis.

i almost fainted there.
at level two of bugis street.
at first i felt quite giddy
thought it was kinda normal cos it happens sometimes when i sit for a long time than suddenly stand.
so i walked on.
than soon everything became really blur.
soon it became dimmer and dimmer.
to the extend of blacking out.
i couldnt see.
than i couldnt hear as well.
not totally but i couldnt hear properly.
and i really freaked out.
believe me, it is really scary.
i think i scared the wits out of the other three as well.
but luckily, there were certified first aiders within them.
they brought me to seat down on a chair they found ~~somewhere~~
i couldnt see where i was going, stumbled along.
was fanned with paper filled with lyrics of KAT-TUN songs.
(KAT-TUN is a japanese boy band)
and they claimed KAT-TUN saved me.
went to get a drink when i was feeling a little better.
at least i could see properly and hear as well.
heat exhaustion according to minshan.
maybe cos i didnt drink enough water or maybe lack of rest or the haze.
hmm i have no idea.

okay didnt have the mood to shop afterwards and got bored of bugis.
went to hougang mall.
germaine lost her tortoise.
well the tortoise (kame in jap) is part of the surname of a KAT-TUN member.
and germaine is in love with kame (how that person is known as)
dropped it on the way while changing train to the NE line.
went back to find it but couldnt.
one minute of silence for the lost tortoise please.
so at hougang mall germaine and minshan ~~lanqi went back first~~ found posters of KAT-TUN.
pretty nice ones.
bad im not that crazy over KAT-TUN yet so i didnt get them.
went back after a while.

yup so back home now.
luckily i didnt feel like fainting or anything on the trip back.
anyway, feeling better now
only a little headache.

so back to school tomorrow.
~~the countdown starts~~

2006-10-14T20:47:00.000+08:00

hi (:
okay, actually i didnt want to blog
cos there wasnt much to blog about anyway.
as i told u ppl i was rotting at home.
maybe not anymore lar.
i swept off all the maggots on my body and left home to shop.
okay the maggots part aint for real.
if there were maggots on my body i would scream the hell out of me.

my routine for the last two days were
eat, sleep, use comp.
is that boring or boring
okay i shant continue with all this boring stuffs.

i went out today!!
no big deal!
mum gave me cash to buy clothes (:
yay!
not much but better than nothing.
wanted to set my mind on buying clothes.
but i didnt have that mood to.
well that is at first.
than ziai forced me to try on clothes.
hmm.bought a couple of clothes back (:
and blame my lost of mood to my dental appt.
changed that stupid wire in my braces ~~again~~
and my teeth hurt like crazy!
~~it is still hurting now~~
weird and funny thing abt me is that i start to have the mood to shop when it is time to go back.
idoitic mood lar.

oh yar went shopping with ger ziai lihui and tz.
i was doing most of the shopping.
we bought friendship bands.
tied them on our legs.
left leg, to be precise.
we looked like goons trying to tie the bands on our legs outside the shop.
there was an empty space outside the shop.
we didnt block the passageway.
we are considerate people.
lihui dropped her band.
went arnd to search for it.
actually wanted to give her the extra one i had.
but i found it.
due to my sharp eyes.

went to candy empire.
first few times i didnt buy anything from there.
one, cause i didnt have enough cash.
two, my teeth hurt like crazy and i couldnt bite those chocolates.
three, even if i bought them i would most probably have to put them on display.

minshan couldnt come out with us.
caused her mother pms-ed and didnt allow her too.
so sad hor.
and we called her to tell her a very saddening news.
something about kat-tun ~~a jap band~~
minshan, u must be honoured that i took the effort to inform u about the news.
wahahahaha

if u didnt realise ~~more for really slow ppl~~
i changed my blogskin.
well the old one has to go.
and i anyhow choose another one.
okay, not anyhow but didnt really have a theme and just pick some i like.

is it me?
or is the haze back yet again.
i think it is.
cos looking out of the window currently.
i see the same situation as last saturday.
maybe not as bad lar.
cos my eyes arent hurting that much.
i think the wind direction has changed yet again.
hmm.has something gotten into me?
why am i suddenly so observant?
dont ask me.
ask my eyes and brain.

okay.i shall end here (:

2006-10-12T11:41:00.000+08:00

hi people (:
the exams are over!
whoots.~~and i didnt jump down the building cos the exams are over~~
right now im rotting at home.
big time
how boring can it be lar.
more boring than boring

last of exams yesterday.
right now, eoys are history for me (:
the dnt paper was utter rubbish
i couldnt be bothered to do it properly.
in trim and proper handwriting.
i was just scribbling all the way.
completed the paper in 20 mins and slept through the rest of the time.
and theres no way im gna top dnt again.
wahahaha.and i m glad (:

the time i spent in school this time was really little.
and there wasnt even a need to come in the first place.
oh well after the paper.
we chiong-ed through our art proposal.
stuff that waste my time!

went home to change and out i went again.
to bugis to shop
okay not really shopping cos we didnt bring much cash.
cry with me.boohoo.
well we didnt have the mood to shop at first.
but after a while.
we went crazy and i mean it.
~~luckily we werent wearing our schol uniform~~
or we ll be so dead!
one thing i hate about bugis street is the smokers lar
pollute the whole area.
a large cause of air pollution lar.
saw many clothes i like.
we walked almost the whole of bugis.
ran to this fashion and OG.
and it was in OG that we humiliated ourselves.
i m not insulting the clothes ok.

took neos.

went crazily high ytd.
hope i will be as high on sat.
where i would really bring cash to shop (:
lalala.
and i hope my mum would give me cash.

seven more school days and the sec two life would be over.

2006-10-10T20:50:00.000+08:00

hello :D
i hate moodswings lar.
they suck big time yar.
and if i have serious moodswings it means that i may fall into a mode of depression.
so if i am having serious moodswings.
beware!

the sky has cleared.
okay that was a few days ago.
and on monday i was busy complaining that if the psi ~~wadevr that means~~ reach 300 we will not nd to come to school
being in our cosy bed sleeping.
most probably with the air-conditioning on the whole day.
isnt that life?
nah.we will not get to go out.

literature paper was ytd.
and i didnt have enough time to complete the paper.
if only i was given only 15 more minutes.
~~i dont ask for much..~~
there might be a world of difference in my results.
nah.it wont make any difference anyway.
but all i knew was that i was writing my life out.
writing everything that i read or came into my mind.

some little incident went on ytd.
with ziai and minshan.
there was actually an incident in macs.
but due to pure laziness and being nice as not to be so mean.
i shall not say.
but one word: disgusting people.
but luckily conscience struck them when stared at them.
and they left.
leaving behind peace and quietness.
okay we went to look for earpiece for minshan's phone.
cos hers spoilt.
after that little spree i realised that there are quite a number of handphone shops in ang mo kio.
went arnd looking for the cheapest.
finally found one.
and minshan realised that a earpiece could be so expensive.
today i realised something that made her regret buying the earpiece too.
she could actually use a normal earpiece and plug it in the earpiece there.
get what i mean?
i dont think u do.

maths paper today sucks.
and i think i totally screwed it up also.
big time.
one of the paper that i did with the greatest amt of regret too.
i regretted alot of things.
not studying or practising ytd not being in the mood to do the paper.
i know it is not worth it to live in regret.
cursing or being angry or crying over what is over.
sometimes one wrong step is made.
but we just have to pick ourselves up.
and not refusing to move and standing at the same spot carrying that regret.
there would be a scar
but the journey still have to be continued.
live moves on.

gosh.what is this pile of rubbish.
i must not say anymore rubbish in the future.
i shall try.

went to tingzhi's hse today.
okay with ger minshan lihui and tingzhi.
watch the summary concert.
ger have been talking abt it non-stop to me.
it is nice!
seriously.the effects and all.
woah.
all the shuai ges lar.
but they are seriously super skinny can.
ribs and bones.
but than not bad (:
watched another show later.
didnt really like it cos there was alot of dialouge.
not that funny lar.

maybe if get hold of the pics i shall post them.
maybe

i wna forget everything le!
tml i can jump down the building if i want.
~~i wont do anything foolish.i promise~~
or eat some memory erasing medicine and i can forget everything i have learnt.the school.some horrible memories.
eeyer but i dun want to forget my friends leh.
especially my close ones.

okay shut up sherilyn!
rubbish is coming out again.
i shall leave being more rubbish comes out
bye :D

2006-10-07T22:04:00.000+08:00

i admit that the weather is getting really hazy.
actually it seemed to have started on thurs?
but i noticed no difference.
i have horrible observation skills.
and i will finally declare that it is super hazy!
looking out of the window now.
all i can see in a distance is a blur.

i m getting eye irritance alr.
and it is not nice :(
affecting my mood for studying lar.
looks like i would have to hide in the aircon room all day so i can mug and mug mug!
however the problem is that my mugging/studying mode refuse to come back lar.
i get distracted by little things.
the temptation to switch on the comp.going to the kitchen and search for food to eat.watching shows.
i cant seem to sit down and study properly.
and the eye irritance is giving myself a bloody excuse to sleep.
arugh!

i know im weird
wanting to have my mugging mode back and becoming a study freak and yet again.
at least today i played like crazy.
p.s i was alone at home.
and dont worry i didnt do anything silly/foolish.
maybe some unwanted thoughts are going through my mind.
i gonna refuse thinking about them.

mugging/studying mode please come back!
i still have two more relatively impt papers to go.
so i must mug!
i dont like studying when all that is in my mind is sleep.
how tiring can that be.

its getting seriously blur outside.
kinda cool.
dreamy feel.
but it just not so nice after all.
if you are the one breathing in those polluted air.

looking at my photos and pictures just now.
i have realised many things changed.
either from the beginning of the year or last year.
people.things.relationships.
those decisions we have to make.
those misunderstandings with others.
those change in character or appearance.
the pics made me miss the old times.
right now complications step in.
before we even decipher what is right from wrong.
when misery steps into one.
would u rather keep it to yourself or just show it.
making one person upset or the whole world upset.
making people arnd you worry or just simply break down inside.
feigning happiness or cry openly.
that kind of decisions step in.
i hate it when a decision must be made.

i think thats all for now!
bye (:

2006-10-06T16:33:00.000+08:00

hey hey!
another update here.
see i told u my blog is revived wad.

and i m so-not mugging at this point of time.
if i am feeling happy i shall consider going back to my exam mode.
seriously speaking i have switched to holiday mode alr.
and thats not good news ok.
been mugging too hard the last week for exams.
and i seriously need some exercise.
i think i will die if netball trng resumes.
i am bound to faint and die in the middle of the court.
but no worries i think i will go gyming for treadmill one day soon.
~~but most likely i wont~~

whoots a few more papers left.
oh yar.dnt doesnt count as a paper anyway.
so i m left with two papers.

english paper II
it was do-able for me seriously.
although for editing i couldnt find a single crap.
i suck at spotting eng spelling or grammar mistakes.
so never ask me to be a teacher or mark an english essay or anything to that extend.
oh yar.i dont even wish to be a teacher.
if i ever become a teacher, please kill me.
somehow during the paper i suddenly felt like blogging in perfect or maybe even profound english.
but i m just too plain lazy.
i wrote alot for compre maybe because i have been writing loads for the previous paper.
and it is not my fault that i wrote so much ok.

higher mother tongue paper II (today)
thought the paper would be beyond my comprehension.
i couldnt understand what exactly the first few passages were talking about.
kinda bluffed my way through the qns.
and i managed (:
surprise!
i actually understood some passages.
seriously hope i do pass my paper.
i was expecting a paper x100000000000000000000 more incomprehensible than wad we got.
so i should be happy.
yay!
did the paper to kinda the last minute.
wanted to change the ans for one qn.
but the time was up.
when the invigilator said that the time was up i almost jumped out of my seat.
i can seriously die from the overdose of facing way too much chinese words.
4 comprehensions and 1 cloze and 1 chang wen suo duan.
i admit that my chinese is not good either.

i have realised that i always feel sleepy after every paper.
maybe due to over dying of brain cells from all the thinking.
i wonder how many funerals i have to hold for my brain cells?
uncountable.

been going to lihui's hse these few days.
with ger minshan tz and of cos lihui.
watched some japanese show.
but it is quite nice (:

i seriously seriously anticipate to the end of exams.
than there would be a long long break from studying (:
no i m looking forward to the dates i have with people after the exams.
a couple have been lined up alr.
right now all i need is cash!
loads and loads of them.

ok i have been taking a long time on this post.
so bye for now!

2006-10-04T15:07:00.000+08:00

HELLO!!!
I M BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.
MISSED ME?
I BET SO.

i have finally decided to post cos i m back early!!
whoots.
i suddenly feel so restless.
with nothing to do.
my examinations are still on but tml's paper seems irrevalent to me.
english paper 2.
please tell me wad can i study for it?
maybe except learn the text types?
i can scan through it before i sleep tonight (:

since it has been exams the whole one week?
i shall report my feelings and opinions so far.
i reckon that my right hand will be bigger than my left hand at the rate and amount we have to write.
arugh!
i am so hating essay questions every minute.

english paper 1
write about an occasion when you could not cope with the problems of your life
yup.thats wad i wrote.
somehow i just could not pen everything down properly.
and im really afraid that i went out of point.
p.s if u are wondering how come i could rmb the question so clearly.i had the question paper beside me.

history.
two hours is simply not enough.
next time just give less essay and source based qns.
it will save both the tcher's and the students' energy.seriously.

chinese paper 1.
i planned my comp in english.
well to get ideas.
im better with planning with english you see.
and it is so not funny ok.

geography.
it was fun in the beginning.
everyone was discussing the ans for the first few mcqs.
cos we didnt have the ans booklet.
and it is not cheating lar.
same result.i had to rush through the essay questions yet again.

maths paper.
did the whole paper slowly.
cos once i panic i can say byebye to passing.
in the end i didnt have time to finish two qns.
they were the questions i skipped at first.

we had english remedial after that.
my eng tcher thought we even care abt her habving an extra lesson and staying back just for us
can we protest?no!
look who's the stubborn one.

science (today)
somehow i seem to be able to make logic out of the questions in section a and b.
section c.essay qns.
same senario.
i had to rush through it again.
~~can they just stop making us write so much?~~
i wrote wadevr pops up at that point of time.
without even thinking if it was logical.
the sentences that came out was of the same meaning but constructed in a different manner.

the last few days i was really studying my life out.
trying to cramp those last minute information into my brain.
and that has caused me not having enough rest.
so thats why i decided to be a good girl and come home early.
~~i just woke up!~~
to replenish those lost hours of sleep.

for now i can relax for a while.
maybe for literature i just read the book again.
do some revisions.
dnt.i dun really care.
maths 2.i have no idea how to study that.
maybe do past year's papers.

after this examinations.
i shall declare that i will never write unless im forced to.
maybe until next year.
so my handwriting be ugly next year?
cannot!
but i dont want to write.
bleahs.

i received the top three for dnt.
the certificate.
luckily it was given out in class.
too bad chopstick u cnt scream and cheer loudly.
i m evil.

our class recieved the trimmest class award.
that is like so o.O
to think that the school could think of such a prize.
i m in total awe.really.
but do you think i care about receiving such a prize?
no!

i only have like 5 more papers to go.
and after that i can go crazy.
as in really insane
u might find my in the mental hospital.
~~jump down the building if i want~~
wahahahaha.
and soon after that the long-awaited holidays will be here.
where i can just rot my life out at home or in the shopping malls.
but the holidays means a mark of change in my life yet again.
a new year.
a new class.
will i miss 2/5?
i really dont know.
although i alr told myself it is downright impossible for us to bond as a class or anything.
although i know that there are many differences between us.
but somehow we managed to set them apart.
i used to just treat 2/5 as a class for me to study with and nothing else.
but after all it has been two years.
there is sure to be a sense of unwillingness to part right?
i think so.

right now i shall return to my normal tagging and blog hopping and wadevr routine i used to do.
as a mark of surviving the last few days of mugging.
oh yar.
MY BLOG HAS BEEN REVIVED!
~~at least for now (:~~

2006-09-23T20:24:00.000+08:00

I KNOW I M SUPPOSED TO BE A HIATUS BUT I M HERE TO POST.SO BE HAPPY =D
maybe this will be the last post before i really go on hiatus.
i was lying in my last post saying that i was fine.
in fact i wasnt so fine lar.
but i think i m now =DDD

today has been fun aye (:
let me see.
i went to the dentist.
the once-a-month braces thing.
than after that the fun part.
~~at least to me lar~~
i went shopping on my own.
ok not really shopping cos i didnt feel like looking at stuffs.
i went to marina square,raffles place,citylink mall,millenia walk and the esplanade.
haha
i wanted desperately to go to candy empire.
couldnt find millenia walk.
so i walked and walked and walked till i found it.
spent abt 10 dollars there.
as a little treat to myself.
after wad i have gone through the whole week.
well i enjoyed my self seriously.
i needed a break.
i like that feeling walking aimlessly.
going where i want to go.
being on my own.
enjoying the breeze in my hair.
feeling so carefree.
doing the things i want.
that is life for me i guess.

the weekend this time has really been a long awaited one.
i have really been looking forward to today.
fine i took a break from studying.
but so wad.
i think my mum was kinda shocked when i said i wanted to go shopping on my own lar.

went to bugis to meet jocelyn.
was early cos i wanted to see sth.
walked arnd a little.
abt one hour.
than went to the library to study.
for a while also.
aye but better than none.
bugis library is real real quiet lar.
u can eat at the study longue
hehe.
kinda cool aye.

hmm.
looks like i cant slack anymore.
i have to study real hard for eoys.
i dun wna regret anything.
ok.

I M OFFICALLY ON HIATUS NOW!!!

2006-09-21T21:21:00.000+08:00

have not been blogging lately.
no mood lar.
u know me
i do many many things according to moods

many things happened lately.
dun really feel like talking abt them.
hey hey i m happy lar (:
been studying loads lately
aye saddening.
taking away my life lar.

oh yar.
i ve something to announce.
MY BLOG SHALL BE ON HIATUS!!!
ok at least for now.
until i feel like blogging.
but i will reply my tags lar.
so feel free to tag (:
flood it for all i care lar.

feeling pretty tired now.
hey ppl smile (:

~~give me a break please~~

2006-09-17T21:32:00.000+08:00

hey i m back (:
i realise my last post was really boring aye.
i dun really like factual recounts either.
hence to liven this blog for the time being i shall doing my routine crapping sessions.
wahahahaha.

the weekends for me were kinda normal.
but u know wad i have doing the last few days?
guess.
studying!!!
right.it has totally taken away my life :(
and maybe caused my immunity system to go down a little.
causing me to fall sick a little aye.
gosh and i m fine now?
wads wrong with me.
why m i never sick enough to miss school?
okok.
it is supposed to be a blessing lar.
there are ppl who wish that they dun fall sick that easily praying that their immunity system builds up
and here i m complaining that i dun fall sick easily..
wake up girl!
haha

really.since eoys are really round the corner.
wad i do is study study and study
and slowly losing interest in the internet.
sometimes i can log off without any complains after a few minutes.
and when i used to complain that i have to log off after using the whole day.
and if u have realised my posts has been on studying and exams.
arugh!
i must change the topic this instant!

let me talk about today than.
i went out studying with my church friends.
fast forward and skip the studying parts.
bishan library is super noisy ok.
and super crowded also.
or maybe cause it is sunday.
bleahs.
couldnt find a decent place to sit there.
arugh!
oh yar i kept eyeing those little rooms there.
but sadly :( all of them were occupied lar.
so in the end we went to the void deck to study.
was quite warm lar.
there was someone else there who studied non-stop lar.
i wonder how he does that.
even if i study i will stone and my mind will drift away for a while.
oh crap!
why is my topic back to studying?
after that went to buy bubble tea and sat on the merry go round in the playground.
lalalalala~
reliving childhood lar (:
it really brought back lovely memories ok (:
hahah

well i went home.
on the ride back on the mrt i started to pour.
i started cursing ~~obviously~~
i brought my umbrella ~~suprise suprise!~~
however i didnt intend to use it lar.
in the end had to resort to using my umbrella cos the rain was really heavy.

hmm.wad else shld i crap about lar.
i think i m really going to treat myself real well after everything is over.
and let my hair down for sure.
i wonder wad has gone into me either.
why m i studying so hard all of a sudden?
i must be posessed or something.
dun worry ppl, sherilyn is still sherilyn (:
nothing will make me change aye

bye =D

2006-09-15T21:48:00.000+08:00

hello (:
ok fine.
i m getting lazier and lazier to post le.
bleahs.
and due to some stm of mine.
i forgot the details lar.
haha

i seem to have been studying quite a bit.
maybe i have slackened a little the last two days.
i guess.
lessons the last few days were pretty normal i guess.
nonono.
i didnt go ~~crazy~~ too high the last few days.
i think so.
wah.although i did stupid things and laughed quite alot but i rather not embarass myself.
haha
hmm.i think i can recall ytd's lesson..
english did self entertaining.
was freaking boring.
i almost dozed off during lesson.
history next.
went to humanities room.
not bad lar the room.
nice to sleep (:
science.
arugh.i seem to not be so interested in chapter 6 and 7 anymore.
bleahs.
maybe cos my teacher really made it boring
art was so-so.
blahblahblah ~~i forgot~~
maths next.
haha
enjoyed it.
dun ask me why?
guess cos now i sit infront my tcher will ans my qn.
and i asked really crap qns.
haha
to confirm wad.
and it is abt the same thing.
heehee.
well it is not my fault ok.he didnt explain properly lar.
one time say a than later say b.
ci was next.
stress! lalala.
some symtoms apply to me..
am i stressed?
woah.haha
example.forgetting things easily.haha
went to kfc later with ziai and minshan.
so that ziai can teach me maths lar.
saw many other ppl.
haha some ppl went crazy and did stupid stuffs.
wont say wad.
haha

ok today ar.
normal lar.
ok fine fine.
i m lazy to type le lar.
and i m tired?
gosh.so early?
aiya ok lar.
i m not tired just pure laziness
i shall post again when i m not so lazy hor.
haha
=DDDDDDDDDDDD

2006-09-12T21:46:00.000+08:00

i should be studying.
but i m skiving.
oops =x
been doing revision ever since i came home.

school reopened.
bleahs.
it is kinda normal in fact.
just that i wished i could like sleep a little while more..
these two days i m like crazily high
lalalalala.
i think i even went crazy.
too much stress lar.
i kept laughing and crapping way too much lar
there were even instances where i laughed till i almost teared.
woah.
lessons on the first day of school?
usual.just that i self-entertained a whole lot and that made me laugh like shit.
haha
today was nice.
kinda.i think i went almost crazy today.
didnt know wad the heck i was doing.
probably made a fool of myself lar.
my science teacher can even make the most interesting chapter boring.
way to go!
i was almost sleeping lar.
people if u do not know wad i mean by the most interesting chapter
it is sec 2 science syllabus chapter 6 and 7.
wahahahaha.
we chionged to change seats for cme.
cos our darling form teacher wants us to seat in register order.
lovely!
and i currently seated right in front of the teachers table.
i almost dozed off while she was droning along.
she caught me lar.
oops.
after lessons she called me out to have a little convo.

she scolded me for my belt.
bleahs.
oops.i forgot wad she talked about.
she talked a whole pile of crap like u seem quite miserable today.
are u still miserable.
i was seriously bored during lessons that why i might have seem miserable to her lar.
bleahs.
she went on to say that she think i am a bright girl ~~hmm maybe~~ but i dun need to compare it with other people from our class and challenge myself.
~~gosh.if i rmb the proper convo i wouldnt need to type like that.~~
i was just there like orh-ing and yar-ing away.
haha
than she finally realised my specs.
after that how long?
please lar
than she asked me to wear my uniform properly and i can go.
run away precisely.

went for lunch after that.
cos had that extra maths lesson if we missed last fri's extra lesson.
obviously i missed the lesson lar.
anyway the class only had abt 10 people.
and we were really noisy.
haha
i was but after half and hour i started to listen..
i got most of the things he taught.
pro right?
cos i studied ziai's notes lar.
haha
i study leh.

countdown: 17 more days to eoys.
good luck!!
bye (:

2006-09-10T21:36:00.000+08:00

hello (:
i am alr tired from studying!!!
studied only 3 science topics so far.
aye i must find that freaking motivation to study.
-motivation where are you?
haha.
school reopening again tml.
bleahs.
havent slacked enough lar.
how can time pass so fast without my permission.
ok i think all the studying made me a little crazily high now.
~~i dun think i will be as high later~~
i have two lovely quizes to do.
i finally decided to do them cos i wanted to take a break?
haha

here it goes:

Name 11 people you can think of right now in your head.
After that tag at least 5 people to do this.

~~wad if i put msthoo or tanteewee or someone else in.they are in my head cos i realise that i have to go through their boring lessons tml.nah.i wont put their names~~

1.jocelyn
2.minshan
3.germaine
4.qiaoyin
5.siangyee
6.daphne
7.ziai
8.cheryl
9.kaixin
10.jiangmei
11.tingzhi

how did u meet 10?
shes my classmate and she sits beside me and she often gets leng diao by me (:

wad would u do if u nvr met 2?
hmm.i wont be leng diao so often?wahahahaha.and theres no one to chant the 'i m bored' thing will me.haha

wad would u do if 9 and 11 dated?
no lar.they dun even know each other.haha

do u like 7?
like as in wad kind of like leh?i like her as a friend.

would 5 and 6 make a good couple?
hmm.i have seriously no idea lar.

describe 3
well.she is my crazy good friend lar.always talking to me abt her different self-proclaimed boyfriends.haha

do u think 8 is attractive?
haha yes.maybe.haha

tell me something about 2.
random person.good enough?haha

do you any of 4's family?
know as in how?hmm.not really.

wads 5 favourite things?
i m not very sure.oops.

wad would you do if 3 confesses that he or she likes you?
lalala.she got her boyfriends alr lar.

wad language does 6 speak?
she speaks in her own language.maybe even chopstick language when only i understand.haha

who is 9 going out with?
hmm.charlene choi?maybe in her dreams lar.haha

how old is 8 now?
14 (:

when was the last time you talked to 1?
ytd?on the phone cos she was bored on the train.=.=

wads 2 favourite band or singer?
i m too lazy to list.ask her urself.tsktsk.

would you ever date 7?
nah.i will be her victim of abuse.later i go with bruises.haha

would you ever date 11?
maybe (:

5 people?
nope (: i m nice.

now my mood is much dampened alr.
but i shall perservere on!!!

full name: sherilyn tan jia yi
name backwards: iy aij nat nylirehs
meaning of name: i forgot =x
nickname: sher chopstick gao de and many more lar
D.O.B: 3june
place of birth: singapore :p
nationality: singaporean
current location: in my house in my room on the chair facing the comp. (:
starsign: gemini
religion: christian.
height: 178 cm ~~haha.thats why the coach said i was digusting~~
weight: 55 kg
shoe size: not sure but my leg is huge
hair colour: black and brownish??
u look like: myself x)
innie or outtie: meaning?
lefty or righty: right!
gay, straight, bi or others: no i m crooked! believe me? haha i m straight lar
bestfriend: all my lovely friends
bestfriend u trust most: jocelyn and daphne
boyfriend/girlfriend: girlfriends?all my darlings lar.haha
crush: o.O
parents: my dad and mum.no aliens haha joking
worst enemy: i dun have enemies (:
fave online guy: ?
fave online girl: depending on my mood lar.haha
craziest friend: all my friends are crazy lar.
advice friend: depending on wad advice lar
loudest friend: in class?everyone knows who lar.
person u cry with: depending when..
any sister: two (:
any brother: nope
any pets: nah.i m not an animal lover.
any disease: like wad aye.maybe a little cough?haha
pager: o.O
personal phoneline: my hp no.counted?
phone model: nokia 6230 ~~i think~~
lava lamp: nice
pool or hot tub: both.i m freaking greedy.haha
a car: omg.like of cos!!a lovely nice nice sports car please..
ur personality: answer that for me, my friends!!
driving: i wna learn and prove that i can drive better than the guys!!wahahaha
room: shared with myself.hhaa
what's missing: i m not sure..
school: peiying pri anderson sec
bed: single bed
relationship with parents: okok.
believe in urself: sometimes yes sometimes no.
believe in love at first sight: nope.i dun even know the other person true colours lar
good listener: so-so
get along well with parents: normal lar.
save email convos: message history counted?
pray: yah..
believe in reincarnation: not really.
make fun of people: sometimes =x i m mean
like to talk on the phone: yup.depends on my mood too (x
want to get married: mayeb.maybe not.haha
like to drive: (: when i get my license
motion sickness: yup.if i read on the bus..
eat stem of broccoli: unless forced to
eat chicken with fork: yup.
dream in colours: o.O
type with fingers in home roll: ?
sleep with stuff animals: nope.haha
next to you: air and more air
on the wall of ur room: paint clock pictures
on ur mousepad: no mousepad.haha
dream car: sports car.
dream date: hmm.i shant tell u.haha
dream honeymoon spot: paris!!
dream husband/wife: my knight in shining amour.haha
bedtime: anytime i wish
under ur bed: drawers filled with my rubbish.
single most important qns: ?
bad time of the day: when everything just goes wrong.
ur worst fears: being alone?as in emotionally.
the weather: cooling?
time: 10.26pm
date: 10sept
best trick did on someone: i m not telling..
theme song: depend on my mood lar.
hardest thing about growing up: changes.
funniest experience: o.O
scariest experience: lalala
most desperate n funny thing i've ever did: hmm.
opposite sex: male?i m a female so the opposite sex is male wad.
scariest thing when u're out wid ur frens: ?
worst feeling: being damn freaking depressed.
best feeling in the world: happy =DDD and many nice feelings (:

phew! i m finally done.lazy to answer the questions properly.
i better sleep or i ll oversleep tml.
haha
nites (:

2006-09-08T21:25:00.000+08:00

gosh it is almost the end of the september holidays le.
so sad.
i have not played enough lar.
time to study again.
boo.

thursday
went to kbox.
i m terribly disappointed with my bad sense of time.
was happily using the comp.
and forgot all abt the time.
i was late for my date with my friends.
was so cursing myself lar.
kbox was ok.
except that i almost froze to death.
and i m not to quiet
cos i was tired at the last part wad.
i sang ok.
luckily the glass in the room didnt break or anything.haha
the waiter was uber annoying can.
he kept asking us to buy food and everything.
bleah.
reached home was really tired.
dno why.
but why must i be tired when i have sth on in the morning the nxt day.
than cnt sleep until damn late.
haiz.

today
woke up at 6.
lucky dad send me or i have to wake up earlier.
reached school damn early
so decided to go opposite and buy some chocs (:
came back.
slept on the table for awhile.
the stupid bus is always late lar.
we missed 2 matches lar.
-curses.
kinda tired during the matches today.
was off and on form lar.
mostly off.oops.
was happily eating at the end :p

i went to take my stuff.
than there were two coaches talking among themselves.
and i walked past them.
i heard ..anderson girl.
~~i turned arnd cos i was wearing my pe shirt and i m from anderson~~
one of the coach asked me sth.
let one of the coach be a and the another one be b.
a:hey girl how short are u?
me: *stunned a little.* oh blah blah blah.
a:wads ur father's height.
me:180 like that..
a:wah so tall.blah blah blah ~~i forgot~~
-than daphne walked past-
a and b talks among themselves.
b:hey ~~to daphne~~ how tall are u?
a:cannot say how tall must say how short. (=.=)
daphne:blah blah blah.
a:omg both of u are disgusting!!
-we just smiled-
-convo paused-
-i took my things.want to go off..-
a:hey if u want play for my club.
me:orh ok.

haha convo ends.
but thinking abt playing in her club.
-raises one eyebrow.
u want me to play meh.
maybe i might consider if i improve lar.

went off to ps with most of the sec2 netballers.
ate at pastamania.
added too much tabasco.
i was almost tearing at the end.
haha
lesson learnt: never overestimate myself.
walked arnd.
bought stuffs to munch on.
saw nice things.
but sadly i m officially broke lar.
thanks to me eating and eating.
i spent $10+ on food and snacks today.
wow.
when i know i had to control myself :p
have two dates alr.
one to buy a new bag and another to buy overalls.
so must save!!!
no eating of chocs everyday alr.
no splurging on unnecessary like food.
no no no to spending money.
unless i m out of my broke zone.
i keep craving for food these few days.
wahahaha.
due to stress lar!!
~~crap! i have been slacking these few days..~~
haha.
must go do hw le.

and sleep all i want today

2006-09-06T22:23:00.002+08:00

today was a nice day (:
i laughed quite a lot today lar.
so although i was a bit sian throughout the day.
i was nice lar (:

i was busy talking on msn today.
was supposed to meet jocelyn at semb at 12
cos she wanted to figure out her locker combi o.O
than i had to eat early lunch.
~~when i jus ate breakfast and hour ago~~
than i realise i was late so i chionged out of hse.
told her that i was going to be late so she left her hse later.
and in the end she was also late.
it might be my fault
~~i dun think u get wad i m saying~~

fine so we went to buy some snacks and drinks.
i took books home to study.
she figured out her locker combi.
it didnt take long lar.
*claps*

went down to the canteen and meet the netballers.
they were playing some game.
damn funny lar.
their emotions actions and everything.

soon went to board the bus.
jocelyn was being stupid.
trying to say wad is being sung on the songs.
and wad came out was really stupid.
it didnt make a single sense at all
but sadly my darling mp3 batt went flat
~~probably cos it cannot tahan her liao~~

reached kallang.
i played 3 matches.
played quite averagely lar.
only that i must be more descisive lar.
some school are really nice.
while others are not-so-nice lar.
i kept laughing during one match.
the defender was really high.
jumping arnd and everything
humorous.yes.
didnt know why i just kept laughing like shit.
nice bunch of ppl lar (:
ate and ate and ate there.
coach even say we keep eating and eating non-stop today.
but we were lar.
plus we had nothing to do when we were not playing.
so why not satisfy ur stomach?
haha
i wna binge all day long as long as there is supply of food i want
gosh who knows?
next time u might not regconise me.
cos i m disfigured.
wahahahahahahahahaha
but i might not.
dno if i will grow fat.
aiya heck lar.

ok i m quite happy today.
just that i m just plain lazy to rmb all the facts.
those who know me
u know lar hor.

bye =DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2006-09-05T11:52:00.000+08:00

i ve realised that my previous post was utter crap lar
haha
i shall not be a lazy little girl and do that quiz siangyee sobo-ed me too
~~ok cos i m bored wad~~

1.put your music player on shuffle
2.press forward for each question
3.use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesnt make sense.NO CHEATING!
4.tag 5 people at their tagboard to ask them to do this!
5.bold the questions and with the answers, give ur own comments on how it relates to the question

how are you feeling today?
SHE- goodbye my love.
erm.i m supposed to be heartbroken today?
rubbish lar.
i m happy now.
hahah

will u get far in life?
junyang-guardian angel.
haha.i will have a guardian angel to get me far in life.
perfect!
haha

how do ur friends see you?
hilary duff-who's that girl
so i m seen as a girl lar.

will you get married?
ashlee simpson-pieces of me.
??? so wad does this mean leh.
so pieces of me will get married?

wads ur best friend theme song?
the click five-pop princess.
woah.best friend u are a pop princess? not fair!!!

wad is the story of your life?
fish leong-ru guo you yi tian.
walao.it is a slow song so my life is sad?
~~i realise all my answers have no link lar~~

wad is your primary school like?
smash mouth- all star.
oh all i see in my primary school is stars
wow!lovely.

how can you get ahead of life?
tata young-i think of you.
so i have to think of someone to get ahead of life lar.
so who shld i think of?

wad is the best thing about your friends?
kelly poon-bei ai de nu ren.
??? they are all girls?haha

wads in store for this weekend?
fort minor-where's u go.
so where will i go?

wad song describes you?
hilary duff- break my heart.
crap lar.
so u must break my heart..

to describe your grandparents?
the click five-catch your wave.
hey my grandparents love waving so when u see them.wave!

how is your life going?
kelly clarkson-before your love.
haha so i m supposed to be before someone's love?
err.

wad song will they play at your funeral
rihanna-unfaithful.
so i m unfaithful in my life.
so they are trying to get back at me playing this kind of song.
good lar.beware ppl! i might haunt u when i m gone.
haha

how does the world see you?
hilary duff-crash world.
so the world see me as crashed
tragic lar.

will you lead a happy life?
guo mei mei-gou gou shou.
NO LINK LAR.

wad do your friends think of you?
jolin- xin xing quan
huh?

do people secretly lust after you?
kelly clarkson-gone.
so they are gone.
rest in people.
so if u try to lust after me.beware! =.=

how can i make myself happy?
jesse mccartney- because u live.
because who lives?
because i live right!!!
hahaha

wad shld you do with your life?
kelly clarkson- beautiful disaster
hmm so my life is alr beautiful and it turns out to be a disaster???
walao.

will you ever have children?
kelly clarkson-walk away.
so i will walk away with or without children?
erm..

next five ppl..
im nice (:
i wont sabo anyone.
cos it was a torture to do the quiz.
i dun want ppl to go through the same thing that i did.
and siangyee i m gna kill you!!!
i wanted to smash my mp3 cos it didnt give me the songs i want.

woah.
ytd i went gyming with ziai.
did all the slack stuffs.
no mood to train hard wad.
we talked and talked and talked.
abt all the random stuffs.
i think i gained back the calories i ve lost.
hahaha
cos went to kfc after that.
who cares?
i wna grow heavier wad.
than we went to sit on the bus while it went arnd in circles.
haha
good way to past time lar.

ok today i shall go and study.
wish me luck ppl.
i doubt i will suceed in studying anyway.
lalala

oh yar.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS AND MANISHA!!!!
wahahaha.
~~i havent bought the gifts yet.shhh~~

ok bye (:

2006-09-03T22:28:00.000+08:00

hello (:
there is nth really interesting happening these few days.
hmm.
let me recall.
i have been at home rotting most of the time
i think it is 60 percent of the time.
but hey doing nth is kinda nice.
have u ever lazed arnd all day.
doing nothing!
except breathing eating going to the toilet and the must do stuffs.
just lazing arnd
and hecking care abt the hectic life.
lovely right.
i know i m crazy lar.
but it is nice just doing wad u like
enjoying life.

ok the above is totally random.
but i bet most of u agree right.
we shld enjoy every moment of our life.
treasure this holidays ppl.

hmm.
let me continue to random lar.
this week is really for me to enjoy while i can.
although i know eoys is coming really really soon but i will still make time to study.
this week i m going gyming kboxing and playing netball like siao.
so i m really gna enjoy let my hair down.
hahaha

speaking of eoys.
I WNA COMPLAIN THAT OUR EOYS IS TOO FAST LAR.
we dun even have the time to revise can.
and what more we dun understand what the tcher is talking abt.
cos they are rushing through trying to complete the bloody syllabus in time.
rah.
i know we get early holidays.
but isnt this too much huh.

ok fine.
i shall stop here.
hahaha
nites ppl (:

2006-09-01T14:59:00.000+08:00

happy teacher's day
today is officially teacher's day.
ytd is the celebration only.take note.
haha

feeling kinda bored and irritated right now.
attempted to do some maths hw but gave up.
dno how to do lar.
ok partly cos i didnt listen lar.
aye ok i ll try my best to listen to my teacher lar.
i loooooooove my darling report slip this term.
ok i did well.
with comparison with the last two terms results.
i made a significant progress.
and i got the highest score for dnt (:
hahahahaha.
well done girl!
but must continue to work as hard next term.
ok fine i know that this term's results is only 10 percent but let me be happy for a while.
i m gna enjoy myself during the hols.
~~as well as study.which i might not~~

my classroom was prettyyyyyy ytd.
wahahahahaha.
but sadly i didnt take pics of it ):
it rained really really heavily ytd.
~~i didnt know it was raining until i came out of amk mrt~~
ok fine i m slow cos i was sleeping through the train ride.
i was almost cursing when i saw the rain.
cos my dad happened to be overseas.
and perfect! it rained.
no lar actually no big deal.
the rain was kinda nice (:
met ferlin and manisha they said that they called some ppl to bring umbrellas for them.
haha lovely so i didnt really get wet.
i was escorted
jealous?i bet so.
i wasnt wet except for my legs and shoes.
aces day was normal.
except that our class won the most synchronized class award.
suprise suprise!
my friends actually went huh went the results were announced.
teacher's day party.
was boring.
but after everything we go take the food.
hahahahaha

went off after that with jocelyn and tess to bugis.
ok we were really tired and not in the mood to shop and everything.
so we walked arnd for a while than sat down and ate for a while.
and went home.
ok boring lar.
who ask that stupid weather to dampen our spirits.
haha
slept almost all the way on the train ride (:

nothing much happened today
cos i m staying at home to rest lar.
gosh i hope i can enjoy this short holiday.
really need the time to rest i guess.
but holidays mean a new term after that.
which means exams!
perfect.
hahaha
currently let me enjoy a day or two!

bye (:

2006-08-30T19:37:00.000+08:00

it is raining like crazy now.
i think the sky is on depression mood currently
hence it is crying buckets and buckets.
ok lame lar.
and thanks to its depression i was drenched like wtf million of times today lar.
and i was shivering like crazy.
the wind was uber cold and plus getting drenched.
like wow.
but i dun mind falling sick.lalala (:

today lessons were a torture.
all four main subjects.
please if u didnt die i almost.
~~if i died i wont be here blogging lar~~
eng was errr tiring?
did some comprehension which passage is exploitation.
i was almost dozing off answering the questions.
felt so much like source based to me lar.
maths later had to do worksheet lar.
than didnt feel like doing so wrote my name and hand up the worksheet.
felt that i was quite mean so i took back my paper and scribbled some ans in pencil.
handed it up.
consience struck me again.
and i took back my paper to complete the paper.
ok it was pretty slipshod but who cares.
~~oh shit my attitude is back again~~
science was boring also.
and that stupid person beside me kept singing that alphabet song.
"abcdefghijk..."
to make her shut up i used my name tag pen pencil and compass to poke her.
~~compass as in the one to draw circle not the north south east west that one.take note~~
however that girl didnt want to shut up.
who cares about how many times i poke u.u made my ears suffer wad.hahaha

stayed back after school to help out with the class deco thing for tml tcher's day.
i wasnt involved but i helped.
look at how nice i can be.
hahaha
and my height helped alot leh
put my height to good use..
later went out with ziai adeline and minshan.
got drenched in the rain.
was really freezing ok.
went to plaza sing.
ate shop shop awhile.
after that went to heeren.
looked around.
i saw quite a number of clothes i like.
but no money.
the sadness.
woah.

it was raining throughout the whole day can.
and i even drank a cold cold drink.
hahahah
anyway the hols are here.
so who cares leh

tml be-urself-day.
walao so last min
i duno wad to wear lar.
aiya dno who say must put tml.
i thought postponed wad.
than still got time to think wad to wear.
haiya.
wake up early tml and decide lor.

ok bye. (:

2006-08-29T21:40:00.000+08:00

hello (:
today was relatively fine only that it finally rained!
after dno how many million of ~~years~~ months and days.
hopefully cooler days will come our way (:
of cos the weather will be damn great if u want a tan.
however hor if u have to train millions and gazillions of hours under the sun ~~like me (:~~ u will wish that mr sun cool down a little.
ok the above is crap
i didnt force u to read it u wanted to read it on ur own.

today started out ok.
only that i almost forgot to wish someone happy birthday.
oh yar before i forget.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MINSHAN
feel loved right
maths lesson.
tanteewee taught new topic and i dont understand the previous one.
PERFECT!
talking about him make me realise that i have undone hw that is due tml.
oh great!
chinese lesson was next
had to do some wksht.
tcher wasnt here due to some stuffs ~~which i didnt bother to cae about~~
i finished the worksheet with some reference (:
art did some stuff and stoned
science next.
was such a tremendous torture that i almost teared ~~cos i wanted to sleep.duh~~
and at one point of time i was stoning ~~again~~
than our principal walked past
she stood there for a while staring at dno wad.
~~and my seat is near the window facing the corridor~~
when i saw her i almost jumped
i looked at her she smiled at me and i smiled back
~~gee.i m polite lar~~
than i pretend to listen to the lesson.
and stoned again after she was gone.
efl was after that.
i was amazingly awake at that time.
and the airconditioning in the hall is beyond hope.
i think it gives off hot air lar.
ger was also suprisingly awake today during efl.
~~usually she would be in her dreamland~~
was massaged by her for half an hour.
not bad =DDD

i have decided my fate!
i m not going back.
whoots.
dno wad time school will end on thurs.
but i will hit the shops after that.
wahahahaha.
pri sch peeps
really sorry ~~although i know none of u ll will miss me~~
haha.

(:

2006-08-28T15:56:00.000+08:00

been really really bored this few days.
but i am really thankful that i have this lovely ability to stone
if i dun know how to stone
i would alr have died from boredom.
ok stop this stuff.

ytd was boring.
spent almost the whole day sleeping.
and i was so bored until i played with the games on my hp.
~~which is so boring and i seldom play~~
so i guess that u understand how tremendously bored i was.

today was normal.
~~this few days havent been extremely interesting to me~~
pe didnt that stupid banglah dance again
ms ho can shake damn well lar.
and i m giving a lot of face when i at least move my hands.
we played a little of captain ball after that.
took a longlonglooong time b4 we got into teams.
not long after we finally started playing.
that stupid bell rang.
next lesson.
was supposed to be dnt but our tcher wasnt here.
so with some others we sat down and stoned ~~again~~ for awhile
than we decided to head back to class.
went back and did some science slept and gossiped
woah woah.
actually the news not very juicy lar
went down for recess.
why isnt stall 5 open???
it has been abt 2 weeks and i m sick of the canteen food alr.
chinese after that.
had to do worksheet and apparently i cant be bothered.
so listened to mp3 and went to sleep.
science and english was hell
had a hard time listening
hence i decided to sit crossed-legged on my chair
and it is one of the few times i sit so upright during lessons
wahahaha.
ok lame.

shld i go back to see my darling primary school classmates and not so darling tchers?
oops.
i mean my dear tchers.
and my pri 6 teachers are mostly retired.
and i cant find my p1-p5 tchers.
so how???????
i have not seen them for a least a year.
long time and there is certainly alot of catching up to do
if i go out shopping instead they will forgive me right?
cos i m such a nice person?
~~wad crap~~
so HOW!!
i shall flip a coin to decide my fate.
but there is a larger part of me who is unwilling to go back.things are different.ppl change.and maybe i m not so close to my pri sch mates anymore.but they were the ones who help me tide over my difficult times in the past.arugh.why is there an unwilling feeling inside?
wahahaha.

off.

2006-08-26T15:47:00.000+08:00

hello people (:
i m back.
for the regular visitors to my blog.
sorry didnt really have the mood to blog the last few days.

let me start from thursday.
actually i cant rmb anything about thurs lar.
only that the lessons were a real bore.
got back history results.
did okok.
not very high but average.
i passed lar.
the maths class test we had was crap lar.
dun know how to do.
in the end everyone was discussing the ans with each other.
i even took another person's paper to copy.
oops =x.
who cares lar.
after school ziai and jiangmei wanted me to go out with them.
didnt feel like going out.
in the end ate at the coffee shop opposite school.
went home and sleep.

friday
eng was crap.
had to do millions and millions of preston.
i do until wna die so i copied the ans from behind
haha.
and msthoo wants us to do until excercise 105.
but i m only pathetically at excercise 80.
oh great!
chinese had oral.
and i flunked my oral.
big time.
now have to speak chinese more often alr.
diediedie lar.
geog got back paper.
results not bad lar.
quite happy.
had party after school.
pizza crackers and drinks.
didnt have to eat lunch after that.
but went opposite to buy chocs.
played hide and seek b4 trng =.=
siangyee and lynette couldnt find us.
as in me daph and aisyah.
may the music bring pleasure to you
haha.
trng was ok.
just that it was really hot.
i almost died.
guess that the hole in the ozone layer is getting bigger lar.
went home with siangyee and effa.
was really tired and slept early.

today was waken up by my parents.
at 10 like tt.
but i was still tired lar
but couldnt go back to sleep.
went to fetch my sis from school and went for lunch.
went to a chinese restuarant.
my dad's treat.
~~if my treat must wait for a million yrs lar~~
the food was nice (:
had noodles rice steamed buns and many more.
for dessert i got mango pudding with ice.
haha.
i ate until pretty full lar.
went to ntuc after that.
almost slept lar.
so boring.
back now.
and i will enjoy myself b4 the exams return.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADELINE!!

taa

2006-08-23T21:54:00.000+08:00

i m bored!
and the internet connection is damn slow now.
kinda lost the mood to blog.
but i m nice.
i shall do some updating (:

tuesday
dnt was first.
got back paper and i scored pretty well.
was really happy.
while the others were doing practical i was busy sleeping.
after recess was chinese.
had to do ying yong wen.
i crapped through it.
science was tiring as usual.
cme.
wasnt even listening.
sleeping lar.

after school had history extra lesson.
watched a movie in avt.
was practically enjoying the air con lar.
haha.

was sian diao and happy again in a few minutes.
great x)

wednesday
mdm waheeda met the sec two netballers.
talked about some things.
~~wasnt really listening~~
but the biase-ness struck me the most.
tsktsk.
all ppl see is the results.
but how abt the effort put in b4 that.
dun anyone know?
it is really tiring.
i wna prove them wrong.
but theres a part of me that is pulling me back.
i really hope that the viewpoint will change soon.

than my mood was not-so-good throughout the day.

almost flunk my chi oral.
i was reading the passage like shit.
the tcher so nice tell me do another time.
thanks!

went for lunch after school.
thought had to run three rounds compound of trng
but in the end only run 10 rounds court.
heng ah.
kept laughing throughout trng.
until i stomach pain lar.
ok that was only the starting.
and the weather was relatively nice luh.
after that for match
i became sian diao again.
i guess i m not good enough lar.
felt kinda hopeless.
heck lar.
~~maybe this is wads pulling me back~~

my mood isnt really high today luh.

having maths test tml.
hope i pass!

2006-08-21T18:52:00.000+08:00

today was nice luh.
ytd was also nice luh.

went to church in the morning.
was quite tired.
had bible study after that.
new girls came to join us.
they were so BITCH lar.
i shant talk anymore.
lest to become like them.
arugh.
after that i chionged to meet jocelyn.
was late :p
went to orchard.
shopped arnd a little.
we were approached by some ppl
said that can do some face makeover for free.
jocelyn went like 'free leh.'
than went to see.
so i innocently waited for her.
than one auntie came
and said 'come i help u trim ur eyebrow.'
i went huh.but she pulled me along.
turned out quite okay.
she is nice (:
ate lunch.
had stomachache and still ate ice cream which made it worst.
haha
met the rest later.
was not in the mood to shop.
so was pretty sian diao.
didnt manage to go high
sorry if i spoilt anyone's mood.
one of the not-so-nice days lar.

today was usual.
my hair is like so short when it is tied up.
arugh!
pe sucks.
did a stupid dance which is like for aces day.
i m so not doing that please.
for ppl who dun know wad i mean.
u will know it when it is ur pe session.
happy dancing (:
tanteewee dint come for maths.
was listening to the radio.
damn funny lar.
the person was translating some part of a eng song to chi
it was all the same.
than he went huh and said the same thing.
i felt it funny as in the way he said it.
lit was nice as usual.
mrslee kept crapping with us.
made us laugh. (:
srp did the final presentation.
bye bye srp.
i sooooooooo happy lar.
no more sleepless night
no more getting frustrated
no more pissed off on weds.
yay.
life will be so much better.

trained the secones after school.
i was a nice senior.
didnt do all the torturing.
just sat and look at them train lar.
we crapped after that.
quite fun lar trng.
but secones must jiayou hor.

i m quite happy these few days.
dno why.
more relaxed i guess.
nice feeling luh.

smile more.

2006-08-19T18:09:00.000+08:00

i m bored.
actually not so lar.
i m awake for 6+ hours so far.
haha.
i woke up at 12.
oops =x ~~and i m so not a pig lar~~
thought it was quite early when my father came and scream at me.
haha.
so still was lazing arnd until i saw the time :p

friday
there was a food fair during recess.
personal comment
there shld be much much much more food can.
for example chocs sweet stuffs deserts and more.
~~to feed sweet tooth ppl like me (:~~
and lower the cost of the food.
wanted to buy the eclairs or sth.
but it was too expensive.
arugh!

before trng went to sumo hse to eat.
was too sick of food opposite alr.
it has been a loooooooooong time since i last ate there.
during trng the weather practically sucks lar.
the weather was really damn HOT lar.
i couldnt open my eyes properly.
the heat was really sweltering lar.
it was like 5 plus and the sun was still up.
wth.
wah.
global warming or green house effect?
hmm.have u ppl been using too much hair sprays, opeining the fridge to often?
haha
or maybe it was due to the food fair earlier on.
all the disposable stuffs.
haiz.
weather sucks nowadays.
game was normal.
just that my shooting is off and on.
damn irritating.
i was made to play centre in the 4 teams game.
was totally clueless lar.
and i was shocked when coach asked me to.
haha
have to train the secones.
pity them.
have to train everyday.
but nvm the hard work will pay off (:

i chopped off my hair today.
the fringe is neater.
but it looks weird i guess.
my hair feels so much lighter.
but my father say no difference.
haiya.
nvm.

gg shopping tml (:
but i dun have enough for a shopping spree.
aye nvm.
any sponsers for my shopping spree?
pls sign up!
haha

BYE (:

2006-08-17T19:39:00.000+08:00

hihi (:
before i forget
happy belated birthday lynette!
happy birthday angeline!
happy birthday tripti!
thanks for the chocolates tripti (:

wow.there is certainly many people havinf their birthdays arnd this time.
and thats like so great cos i am alr broke.
oh wow.

ytd didnt come to blog.
was too busy chionging that srp report which is like due today
and was super super fan with it can.
couldnt think of wad to write.
rah.
mental block lar.
chionged like siao.
do until really late lar.
was too tired to read through my history ~~for the test~~
plus had trng earlier which made me even more tired.
however trng was normal.
cant wait till nxt yr.
hope i can be in the same calss as my darlings (:

well today was fine.
except that i had to keep chionging my history.
trying to commit the facts to memory.
~~with obviously couldnt go in~~
almost everyone in the class was really tired lar.
thanks to srp.
~~if there is still srp for the nxt two yrs i would rather die than live~~
did my english oracy.
didnt really care much about it.
lalala~
history test.
well it was quite easy actually.
i think i might pass although it is last min work.
science did the mirror experiment.
i dun understand lar.
heck physics.
music did the prodikeys.
rah.
anyhow play one lar.
dun expect to pass my next term's music test real well.
lit.
we got back our papers.
i think i did real well for the paper.
and in my one and a half years in anderson sec
never in my life did i get a good written on my paper.
a good was written on my lit paper.
quite happy lar.
~~ok it means my studies are usually lousy~~
but the feeling rocks lar.
however i lost a pathetic mark for the overall.
to get A2 lar.
~~the importance of a mark~~
cos my projs was slip shop work lar.
arugh!

after school touch up on our srp report.
~~hope it is fine~~

sorry siangyee i couldnt go home with u

all the tests are officially over
~~at least for now~~
until EOYS which is like so fast.
shall enjoy for now (:

2006-08-15T15:59:00.000+08:00

it is a lovely day
dun u just agree with me huh.
the weather is like oh-so nice can.
so cooling
and for me i love it ~~so far~~
and dun u come and ruin my mood.
grrrr.

ok before i start rattling on about my day.
i would like to wish my dad
a happy birthday!!
ok i know that he doesnt read my blog.
but oh wells.
who knows leh

today=happy+high.
ok most of the time yah.
got back three papers today.
lets start from
chinese.
chang3wen2suo1duan3 test.
yup the one i did ytd.
~~my teacher mark damn fast lar~~
i managed to pass.
and it is not a jus pass ok.
maths paper nxt.
after many months of crying ~~after i got back my results~~ failing and trying.
i finally finally passed
and i m happpppppppppy (:
although i wasnt so when i got back my paper.
nonono no credits goes to tanteewee.
it all goes to me!
ok and the other people who helped me.
especially ziai who forced me to stay back for maths tuition.
~~although there were times when both of us didnt feel like teaching or learning~~
science.
i passed (x
and i think i improved by quite a bit lar.
so i m pretty happy about it.

lady luck seems to be shining on me.
maybe it is not merely luck that i got this kind of grades.
it is that i deserved it!!!
yes must think this way (:
hopefully the luck will carry on.
and i can be happy which in turn makes me feel high and i will be smiling.
which so much better than the sulky face me right?
so u ppl must pray that all my days turn out real good.

due to my highness today.
i bet i did a good job by cheering the person sitting beside me during lessons
~~gosh i m so pro~~
and it was through some silliness of myself which i dun wish to mention.
lest to make me lose face.
i didnt know wad was so funny we were just quarreling over some facts.
which obviously i was wrong.
haha.

now all of u must pray that i am HAPPY (: always

2006-08-14T16:41:00.000+08:00

lalalala~

dun ask me why i started off my post like that.
just felt like to (:
and i am not in a very good mood either.
so.
lalalala~

my day started with me waking up.
~~obvious~~
when i came to school.
i chionged to the locker to get my dnt book and the other books.
well needed my dnt book to study.
~~look i study ok~~
and my test is today.
after a while some stupid person switched off the lights super duper early.
guess who?
got down for assembly.
had pe after that.
played captains ball for a while.
than retook pull up.
did 15!!!
haha.
-welcomes my gold happily (:
dnt.
had test.
got some news.
-smirks.
ok the test was fun didnt feel like a test at all.
the teacher was far far away.
so u know wad i mean right?
students with normal mentality will know
hehe.
had chinese test.
suo duan chang wen.
anyhow do one lar.
got back chinese paper.
whahahaha.
I FAILED x)
expected lar.
science.
went through the ans for the paper.
although msong havent mark yet.
ppl say byebye to the treat by msong.
aiya nvm lar.hor

after school had to listen to some srp thing.
ok the report is over 78 marks.
oh great.

went home.
ate cadbury boost.
it is nice (:

2006-08-12T21:54:00.000+08:00

thoughts of the day.
angry sad happy and fun (:

i was angry cos of some small matter.
aiya dun ask.
but thats me i get angry easily.

went for dental appt in the morning ~~if u consider 11.30 am morning~~
saw a couple of andersonians on the way.
they were stjohns doing their flag day
was nice and donated to the first one i saw.
~~i usually dun donate~~
felt obliged to.
lucky i didnt see anyone i know
dental appt kinda sucked lar.
and it took longer than usual.
it hurt alot today.
rah.

than after that i chionged to woodlands to meet jocelyn.
she was at the library.
cos she had to tend to her srp booth for competition or sth.
met her and shopped in causeway.
I WANT TO BUY MORE CLOTHES!!!
shall go and beg or bug my mother for money to go for a shopping spree (:
bought some stuffs.
couldnt really eat.
the front teeth hurt :(
so cant tear my food.
aye my teeth is currently weak.
think it will be ok after a while.
and than i can continue eating my heart out :p
went back to the library after that to study
managed to find a seat.
as i mentioned i didnt bring back my txtbks.
so i spent most of the time stoning while jocelyn was busy studying.
suprisingly i stoned for about an hour or so.
ok we talked a little.
not a little.
quite alot lar.

after that went to walk arnd again.
went to the pasar malam there.
the candy floss is nice (:
actually some fakes look like the real ones.
and maybe nicer.
haha.
dun get wad i mean.
look deeper.

hope i manage to scrap through my tests.
~~without studying~~

2006-08-11T21:11:00.000+08:00

back to school after the national day hols.
it was normal lar.

assembly sucked.
wah.
everyday nag nag nag not tired ar.
aiyo.
lessons.
english didnt bring my work.
but fake a bit lar.
haha.
maths went to comp lab.
stupid tanteewee go and block the internet access.
rah.
had chi test after that.
do until super sian diao lar.
didnt bother to check and anyhow answer the questions.
fail lor x)
geog test was uber easy.
anyhow crapped my way through lar.
dun nd to study also can.
~~hinthint~~
ok we were nice and helped ms sheela arrange the tables.
~~we were forced to~~
suprised that we finished the task quite fast x)

went for lunch opposite school with jiale.
when we were at the canteen couldnt c anyone.
~~as in netballers~~
we thought wad is trng was cancelled.
but that was mere thinking of our part.
walao i kena slapped by ziai until my face red lar.
damn pain lar.
i scared of her liao.
trng was ok.
many things happened.
did ball passes today.
do until my shou suan lar.
haha
didnt really go high today.
sadly :(
the 4 teams thing didnt make me scream out everything.
but nvm.

after trng went home.
boring day right?
rah.

i have realised that i didnt bring back my books to study.
rah.
i totally forgot about them anyway.
who cares.

having a blocked nose now.
the wind blowing into my room is so cooling can.
wow (:

i have realised that meeting some ppl in life makes a whole lot of difference.
thanks for those who made a difference and continued their walk with me.
u know who you are.
and i hope i did too (:

2006-08-09T22:05:00.000+08:00

happy national day!!!
singapore is now 41 yrs old le.

very quite slacky today.
i spent the whole day lazing arnd and everything.
didnt feel like doing any work.
was snacking almost every minute.
but i did some revision ok.
i studied for one hour.
very good cos i m at resting mode lar.

went to my grandma's hse in the evening.
was my grandma's bday today.
i think is chi bday.
ate dinner.
and cake ((:
and gosh i feel so healthy lar.
i ate alot of fruits today!!
ok namely longan durians and apple.
i ate alot of longans (:
they were nice and sweet.
some durians.
damn damn nice lar.
super sweet and creamy.
~~and i think it explains my throat now~~
one piece of apple.
haha.
at least i listened to the
an apple a day keeps the doctor away
saw the fireworks live.
not on the television set.
but sadly when i wanted to capture it on my hp it is jus a glow of light.
aye nvm.
~~but to me fireworks arent that spectacular.~~

so i m back.
pretty tired from the day.
wah.
i gonna get some rest and tml i will have to chiong my work le.
):

BYE

2006-08-08T21:48:00.000+08:00

the weather rocks today!!!
ok lar.
at least it was cooling can.

wore jeans and the red shirt to school today.
my father even questioned me if i was going to school.
haha.
got my hair sprayed the moment i got into class.
the colour was supposed to be red but it turned out a little like purple.
~~ms thoo's hair colour~~
but nvm it was cool lar.
haha.
had the national day celebration in the parade square.
luckily it was cooling or i would have died.
had the class games and everything.
was a little sian diao lar.
but i didnt spoil the mood hor.
i m nice (:
after that it started to ~~pour~~ drizzle.
we were chased back to class to get our stuffs and change to get ready for cip.

beach cleaning (:
was overally ok lar.
was taking pics.
haha.
bored wad.
the breeze at the beach was really nice.
but we had to pick litter :(
i skived and did the easy job of
holding the trash bag!
haha.
we heard a lady warming up her voice.
power leh.
we so far still can hear.
~~i actually thought it was a siren :p~~
in the end took class pics.
and i am going to take the pics from the camera people!
haha.
faster upload and send to me!

got back to school.
went to causeway with minshan and eileen.
went to eat sakae.
couldnt eat alot cos i dun have alot of cash ):
but nvm.
we talked and talked and talked.
spent quite along time there.
took neos after that
the machine is so twitish leh
-shudders.
shopped arnd and went home.

i came home and slept.
so great right.
suddenly i feel like i have nothing to do.
the more impt tests are over.
at first i was busy like shit and now i m free like shit.
wah.
nvm.
i need to rest my mind and body for the next day (:

so u know wad i mean.
i m off to sleep!!

2006-08-07T21:42:00.000+08:00

i almost died today due to the overdose of tests.
haha.

pe today.
i cant do my incline pull-up.
why???
someone teach me!!!
maths.
didnt do wad tanteewee want us too.
instead was busily blog hopping.
almost kena caught.
aiya he wont scold one lar.
after recess had the tests marathon.
first up was lit.
just wrote whatever came to my mind.
than anyhow crap lar.
immediately after that is science.
was asked to sit according to register.
i had to sit in front.
like wth.
i couldnt think.
mind just went blank jus like that.
stared at the question for a really long time lar.
but luckily my mind came back to me lar.
english after that.
letter writing.
didnt bother to write lar.
anyhow crap through and went to sleep to rest my tired body.

after school
shopped for national day stuffs.
red tshirt.
arugh.
went to macs and saw this scence.
-a guy is scolding the girl.
the girl cries and the guy tries to comfort her
wad he did after that.
was like touching the girl all arnd.
we laughed like shit lar.
haha.
sorry mean lar.
but than cannot helped it wad.

aiyo ger ar.
ur fabric paint keep making until me leh.
haiz.

tml going beach cleaning.
lalalalala.
not fun one.
i will pretend to clean the beach only.
haha.
if i can.

not in the mood to blog liao.
bye (:

2006-08-04T22:17:00.000+08:00

it friday already.
gosh it is super duper fast lar.
time passes really quickly can.
one moment u are complaining about why u are here.and another moment it is all over.

today was fine.
had maths test today.
was freaking out even before the test.
at the same time i seriously had to calm myself down.
was trying to confirm certain things.
i think i freaked some ppl out.
like seriously.
-sincere apologies.
msthoo was angry with us cos we didnt do her homework.
and shooting paper bullets.
ok lar.only 13 did her homework.
~~i counted~~
i didnt hear wad.
cannot blame me de lar.
nvm spent the time revising maths again
the maths test was rather ok.
only thing was my mind seriously went blank.
but luckily not for long.
or i will kill myself.
hopefully i didnt flunk it lar.
i will be disappointing many who have high hopes on me!!!

training was fun at the end (:
which is a good thing.
cos i really screamed my hearts out.
pity goes to my defenders.
sorry.
warm-up ran up and past the classrooms in the school compound.
was waving at anyone i saw familiar in the classes
haha.
being lame lar.
the drills part i was kinda blur.
didnt know wad i was doing.
~~retardedness~~

siangyee u pro lar.
u have such a glib tongue can?
haha.

talked on phone with joce on the way back.
wah.
i wont go retarded like u did ok.
hmm.

lastly i shall be nice and wish everyone which passes my blog
GOODLUCK FOR UR TESTS!
~~if there is any left~~
dont care if u think u flunked ur test.
just do better in the rest (:

2006-08-03T19:54:00.000+08:00

been studying like siao these few days.
i m skiving and updating.
see i m so nice can.

wah.
alot of tests have been postponed to nxt week.
looks my weekend is gone.
*stares at weekend flying away*
-sobs.
haiz.
will try to be a good girl and study lor.
life during the tests/exam period.
so sad lar.
i know u ll would be saying if doing regular revision dun need to mug now wad.
but u know me lar.
i say i will do revision
in the end dun have.

these two days quite normal lar.
the shedule for the days are basically
go school, eat lunch, come home study, watch tv for awhile and sleep.
how saddening for me to lead such a miserable ~~boring~~ life.
haha.
although only for a few days only.
IDUNCARE!
after the tests i shall play my heart out again before the final yr.
haiyo.
history test today was ok.
wrote my life out.
and i think my poor hand almost got disconnected.
-aww.poor thing.
haha.

national day next week le.
so fast can.
IDUNCARE!
i m going to wear white.
no way m i going to wear red lar.
about wearing jeans i have to reconsider.
if u want me to wear jeans in the assembly area.
i must as well die lar.
cant change my braces colour in time for national day.
ohwells.
at least i did it last year.
feel like spraying my hair with streaks of red on the 8th.
haha.
wna have fun that day.
beach cleaning.
arugh.
want to play after clearing the litter.
looks like we have to go bakc to school
walao.
no fun lar.

tml maths test.
hopefully i will pass.
*sees a shooting star and wishes hard.*
-chants IWILLPASS IWILLPASS IWILL PASS IWILLPASS!!!!
i seriously dun wna let down my darlings
all of u ll who helped me with my maths.
wah.
i suddenly feel so grateful to everyone arnd me.
u ll rock!
yay.
will not let u ll down. ~~i seriously hope not to let u ll down.serious~~

focus x)

2006-08-01T18:38:00.000+08:00

here to blog!
yay.
woke up not long ago.
feeling quite tired now.
was studying ~~i studied can~~ than suddenly cannot tahan and slept. (:

ytd the weather was nice.
so cooling.
how i wish everyday like that.
wah.
than dun nd to go assembly somemore (:
didnt have pe cos msho wasnt here.
mrs poh came in.
was a little suprised lar.
she talked crap about andnovation carnival.
i didnt enjoy the andnovation carnival at all.
hello!
later went for dnt.
tripti please stop showing me that u memorised everything!!
wah!
didnt have test. ~~lucky~~
but i think will have to stay back nxt wk.
haiz.
my toy looks like a toy.
i got A2 for it.
yay!
lessons after that was normal.
no nice show in class today.
had aroma later.
kinda slack
spent our time making the soap.
we talked about childhood memories.
how different we were in the past and now.
haha.

today.
was praying that i would rain.
but apparantly it didnt.
haiz.
lessons today was kinda normal.
nth really interesting happened.
haiz.
lessons are such a bore for me i guess (:
efl was okok.
slept and slept and slept.
but not nice lar the sleeping position.
haha.
the aircon not strong somemore.
squeeze like siao.
how to sleep.
haha.
ok lar.
i think i shld go and study and stop thinking about sleeping anymore.

jiayou everyone for their tests.
wah.
~~i dun even know when is mine lar~~

2006-07-30T20:46:00.000+08:00

HELLO.

i actually studied during the weekend.
surprise surprise!!!!
haha.
got that sudden urge to do my hw and study lar.
and partly is due to my sis using the comp lar.

ytd went out to study at macs.
with tz minshan ger lihui and goldie
in the end study for a while than go shopping.
haiz.
we saw ms yeo at macs waiting for her boyfriend.
we were like who is her boyfriend.
wad if it is tanteewee.
lucky it wasnt tanteewee.
haha.
when i really felt like studying some person suggested we go j8.
wah.
haha.
went to j8 to take neos.
the machine was pretty cool
but sadly we didnt really know how to use it.
after that tz lihui and goldie had to go off.
so me ger and minshan happily took another set.
we are pro-er now.
haha.
experience do count lar.
walked arnd for a while.
came home.
ate dinner and study.
can u believe how unremarkably hardworking i m?

today.
i studied oso ok.
dun think my hardworking spirit is short term.
quite long term lar.
~~i count 2 days long lar~~
painted my dnt toy today.
haha.
anyhow squeeze some colours out and paint.
i think the colour combo is ok.

haha.
ok.
i will not go back to study today le.
i shall panic about my retest for napfa tml during pe.
my legs are still hurting a fair bit.
it sucks!
i must get GOLD for napfa.
must be nicenice gold somemore lar.
i want to continue my 4 yrs consecutive gold!

((:

2006-07-28T19:38:00.000+08:00

YO!!!
HI PPLE.

apologise for not blogging the last few days.
didnt have the mood to.
yup.

let me start from wed.
shall not elaborate on the details.
only thing is that the andnovation carnival this yr was a total FAILURE!!!
at least last yr's was nicer and more well organised i think.
this yr we just stoned around after the judges judged us.
and that's how i spent my 2-3 hours bah.
haha.

thurs.
had a really hard time staying awake in class.
as usual.
the time dragged on really slowly.
finally got through.
haha.
i didnt know that i make ppl arnd me leng diao so often.
that is gd lar.
at least i entertain ppl.
which is good news.
went to j8 with minshan ziai and jiangmei.
was feeling quite high for a while.
until i the sian diao mood was passed on to me.
thanks to ziai.
walao lar u.
but glad u xiang tong liao.
yay (:

today kinda sucked lar.
as in not the lessons.
the napfa test that occured a few hours ago.
i screwed up lar i think.
sit-up i got A.
but i do until my leg pain lar.
i oso dno why.
suddenly jiao chou jin.
haha.
sit and reach was okay.
but i was freaking pissed off with mrschong lar.
she tested me for sit and reach.
dno she see me bu shuang or wad
keep asking me to do again.
at first i do 48 cm one.
than in the end 44 cm.
wtf lar.
she made me do like 5-6 times i think.
she say must push slowly or wad lar.
aiyo.heck her lar.
shuttle run gto B i think.
not bad.
the floor super slippery.
i almost slipped.
and wasted a few secs
or else i can get A.
wah.
incline pull up.
the teacher was such an ass.
i got angry with myself for screwing up.
the teacher suck too.
~~asshole~~
standing broad jump.
couldnt really jump lar.
leg muscles were all aching.
jumped 160+ cm only.
so sad.

after that went amk central for a while
than went home.
leg muscles damn pain lar.

2006-07-25T21:44:00.000+08:00

monday
assembly sucked as usual.
was perspiring like crazy.
haha.
rambutans.
get wad i mean.
it shld be durians instead.
aww. :p

pe
did the 5 stations.
i bound to suck this fri lar.
i realised that i have not been training.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

maths
mr tan flared up.
surprising leh.
he like so fake can lar.
flare up the voice change.
face same one.
haha.

lit
was ok.
supposed to do worksheet.
cos mrs lee wasnt felling well.
in the end she joked with us.
a human can even *ahem* with an animal.
arugh gross lar.

science.
tried to understand.
was guai and copied everything ms ong flashed.
test coming le. :(

english.
watch national velevet.
wanted to sleep but there was this siao kia carving the pen beside me.
all the strips flew all over the place.
oh yar and i woke up in time for the climax.
the show ended late.
we were released late as a result.

life science.
practicaly jus sat and stir that mixture.
wah boring.
but very funny.
i kept laughing.
ppl can change sooooooooooo much.
ppl in the past can be so hilarious.
ger he can self entertain leh.
haha.

went to causeway after that.
shop shop a while.
walked arnd.
didnt buy stuff.
go there to pei someone
went home after a while.

today
dnt
aye boring.
fell asleep during thoery.
but i listened lar.
dno wad he saying only.
haha.
than practical.
was doing my toy.
heck care lar.
i dun wna care about it.
-darling toy go and die bah.
haha.

mtl
did oral preparation.
i m bound to screw up oral.
haha.
i cant speak chi fluently lar.
wah.

sci.
today was normal.
dno do wad.
but just stuff everything in my brain.
later go digest lar.

cme.
wah.
msthoo pms again today can.
suddenly call us pri 2/5.
like hello.
who is more like a pri school student lar.
get a life can.
slept throughout the lesson.
it wasnt obvious lar.
i almost collapse.
her voice is so hypnotising.
can make me fall asleep.
-applause.

search for teachers to lend us laptop after sch.
i realised that some ppl are so bloody cold hearted can.
whahaha.
there are nice nice teachers here.
thanks you for lending us ur laptop MSYEO!
i am trying to drive at sth.
i dun think u will get it.
haha.
went to macs after that with ger minshan and lihui.
crapped our way through.
wah.
was laughing like shit today again.
haha.
i MUST laugh more lar.

wah i didnt get pissed today!

~~i realised that i have quite a good memory~~

2006-07-23T21:20:00.000+08:00

i dun want to c that sad post anymore.
so i m updating ((:
ok actually i m not sad le.
feeling quite happy now.
yay.

friday
in the morning was feeling quite depressed but i got over it!!!
racial harmony.
2/5 wasnt oursleves today.
17 ppl actually wore enthic costume!!!
with 0% from last yr.
great improvement.
hehe.
but i still prefer the 2/5 who dun care.
haha.
recess was 1 hour.
aiya nth special oso lor.
had stomach pain.
wasnt allowed to put soya sauce in my fishball kway teow.
-curses.
it tastes so plain lar.
drank cold drink.
although not supposed to.
but cannot finish.
haha.
lesson was normal.
school ended.
was thinking and thinking if i should go trng.
cos i was not in the mood lar.
finally i went.
to pei someone.
i soooooooooooooooooo nice can.
haha.
trng was fun.
i was happy again.
tiring but we crapped like siao.

saturday
slept until 11plus.
slacked arnd the whole day.
didnt really study or do hw.
boring day lar.

today
wah i learnt something.
turn obstacles into growing processes ~~or sth like that~~
dunno.
it jus reflected on me ~~the last few days~~
did revisions today.
i dunno wad got into me lar.
but it is gd i guess.
tests comming le mah.

tml sch again.
wah toturous cycle.

2006-07-20T22:10:00.000+08:00

this week has been a horrible week for me.
and to make matters worse.
i think today is one if the worst days of my life.

it seemed like really a trying year for me.
everything dun seem to be gg well.
i am just really tired.
plus all the things that happened today.
didnt know wad got into me.
i suddenly felt so depressed, sian diao and everything.
i seldom feel like that.serious.
maybe it is cos i dun think so much.
everything is jus gg on too quickly.
i cant catch up.
i miss the times.
when i was still a young, innocent girl.
unknowing wad is ahead of her.
living every day to the fullest.
now i spent each day with boredom, sadness.
i wna change it.
but it is different now.
being older = more matured.
and there is much more obstacles i have to overcome.
it is tough.
i overcame a couple.

but i just broke down today.
unknowing why.
why i m feeling this way.
wad is happening to me?
i m unsure.
someone please tell me.
someone please bring me to another place where things will always be perfect.
like in fairytales.
i know it is unrealistic but i sick of everything now.
i feel like ending my life.
asking everything to quit moving so fast.
but wads the use.
i know it is part and parcel of life.
wad can i do.
running away will not solve everything.
i must face the truth.

thanks ziai.
thank you for listening to me today.
although i know i cried like shit.
but thanks anyway.

and everyone that has always been there for me.
i love u ll loads.

i know that u ll always be there for me (:

~~i have learnt to appreciate~~

2006-07-19T21:43:00.000+08:00

i m kinda pissed with myself today.
i duno why lar.

it started out quite fine for me.
except that i was supposed to be pissed lar.
haha.
i went crazy today.
according to the ppl seated arnd me
they said i m totally berserk today.
ok lar not so serious lar.
just was super high only.

later i started to become depressed lar.
cos i lost my appetite.
ok lar.
i looooove eating so it kinda sucks when i dun feel like eating.
i have no appetite to snack in class and everything.
damn bloody sad can.
wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
depressing can.
i duno why lar.
but i feel so sad after that.
and usually at abt 12 like tt i will feel hungry.
but i didnt.
didnt feel like eating lunch oso.
man qiang de eat it lar.
good news is i think my appetite is back!
after trng.
so be careful ppl.
i am back to snatch food from u (:

wahh.
trng today was normal.
i felt that time passed really slowly lar.
like after sooooooooooo long only a freaking hour passed.
tiring.
but maybe i m not in the mood for trng today.
trained in the rain.
was super duper pissed with myself.
i felt like cursing and swearing and screaming.
guess it is the disappointment in myself.
~~maybe i really do bother~~
unsure in myself.
wth.
must have confidence girl.
match was uper duper tiring.
half an hour at one go.
maybe i do prefer GA.
not so confined i guess.
i really must jiayou.
but sth's pulling me back from doing my very very best.
haiz.
shall ponder over it.
i guess.

lalalala.
i off (:

2006-07-18T17:45:00.000+08:00

it is nearing the end of today.
aye.so fast.
havent really enjoy myself yet.
-sobs

let me recall wad i have been doing today.
couldnt really sleep so woke up quite early.
8++
super early right.
my sis didnt go school.
she was sick.
~~i thought i had the comp to myself the whole morning~~
watched tv and used the comp.
than slacked around.
did some studying for science.
~~cos i seriously dun understand a single thing she was saying~~
now i understand liao.
than had lunch although i didnt feel like eating.
after that.
slept and slept until duno wad time.
went to bathe.
than after that watched tv.
slept again.
until now (:

wad a typical boring day
i didnt go shopping today.
uber sad.
everyone was busy :(
i am currently having the urge for a shopping spree.
although i have my limits.
wahhhhhhhhhh.

tml will be another typical day
time passes really quickly.
soon the common tests will come.
i seriously hope i wont flunk the tests.
i know that ever since term 3 started i sort of lost the motivation to study.
wad happened girl!!
wake up!!!!
jiayou.

i wna have confidence in myself.
it is hard.
but i ll try =)

2006-07-17T21:33:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYLLLL!
wah older liao :)
thanks for the postcard =DDD

today was fine.
only that i was feeling not so well in the morning.
had pe.
did some silly warmup thing.
than do some stations thing to practice napfa
do until wana die lar.

later had dnt
many ppl were late.
teacher scold and scold.
lalalalala.
than only do thoery.
boring.
ger showed me some guy.
ok lar.quite shuai.
haha.now she dun wan superman alr.
but this guy better lar.

recess.
wanted to grb a bite b4 heading up but long queue liao.
buy drink.
cannot finish.
threw away lor.
later hungry than took food from the others.

chi.
go through worksheet.
than it started raining.
everyone started to cheer.
than i was like dun rain now, rain later during 2.4 run

science.
dun understand a single thing ms ong is talking about.
duno wad relation it has with txtbk.
tml must go read!!!

eng.
ms thoo wasnt here.
she gave us worksheet.
crapped my way through.

bell ring.
went to eat.
and buy sweets and everything.
made myself mentally prepared for the run.
reached yck stadium
waited and tried to sleep.
failed.
was feeling quite nervous
went to find daphne and talk to her.
sorry chopstick if i abused u just now.
thanks for letting me hit u :)
haha.
i am not dao-ing siangyee.
she is so happy lar.
our turn to run.
jus ran lar.
thankfully i had my mentos and i told myself not to stop.
~~although i did for a while and kena scolded :)~~
thank you ppl for cheering me on.
i think my stamina improved.
thanks to trngs =DD

giants.
i m proud of all of u (:
u ppl rock!
2/5
yay.gd job ppl.
:DDDDDDD

lalala.
i am quite proud of myself.
but i can do better :)

i m going to sleep in tml
haha.

P.S: daphne/jocelyn/me had almost the same number.
0014/0114/0214
spot the similarities?

2006-07-15T16:17:00.000+08:00

friday
happy birthday sarahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
hope u liked the present we gave u (:
dun think so much about other things ok.
have fun (:

well fri was ok.
eng oral sucks lar.
the passage was ok.
i think i read it kinda fluently ((:
the picture convo there was pratically nothing to talk about.
msthoo kept prompting.
i started to get nervous.
convo had two topics.
i was trying to crap through but nothing came out of my mind.
arugh!
the bell rang.
i was the last person for the period.
everyone started coming out of their classes.
msthoo didnt end the oral.
started freaking out.
when it was over i ran in.
relieved and everything.

at the end of lesson had to arrange tables for the o lvls listening compre.
everyone ban1 their books to the locker.
haiyo then super ma fan lar.
make us ban1 the tables.
i didnt help
-suddenly feels so guilty
i was busy copying hw haha.

netball trng after that.
sec1s had friendly with clementi town and sengkang.
we shouted at them until almost qi4 si3
nevermind all of u still have half a yr to jiayou.
must not slack hor.
find the passion in u.
confidence.

sec2s were kinda bored cos we did nth but stone and stone.
than finally coach allowed us to play amongst ourselves!!
i hope i played better.
getting used being a GA le
only thing is i must work on my lobes
coach said i improved!!
but i musnt be to happy.
i still got alot to work on.
aiyo chopstick wad's wrong with u ytd?
lets jiayou 2gether
everyone. ok?

today
went to the dentist.
he duno do wad to my braces.
luckily today not pain!
ate lunch and came home.
my sis friends came over for proj.
arugh!
they used teh comp and i was so freaking bored.
i was also kinda pissed duno why.
haha.
but now at least i get to used the comp :)

bye.

2006-07-13T18:03:00.000+08:00

i loooooooooooooooooooove today :)
haha.
u might think that i am crazy but i am not.

be patient ppl i will tell u soon.
whahahahahaha.

aiya being a long long day today.it sucks.
but not so bad.
first period eng
msthoo was not here for class.
gave us worksheet but i didnt do lar.
was sleeping.
having such a great time to catch up on rest =)
than after that is history.
was reading mag so didnt really pay attention to the lesson.
recess
was uber duper hungry so ate quite alot.
didnt poke any juniors today.
see i m so nice ~~bhb~~
science
msong wasnt in school also.
marked the theory workbook.
but in the end i mark a bit than went to my dreamland again.
hehe.
art was next.
everyone rushed up to the art room.
scared to become punished i guess.
in the end mrs kamal was later.
and very late.
actually quite.
did some art thing.
i forgot.
than mrs kamal wrote half of her name.
whahahahaha.
maths mr tan never come.
three cheers!
but got worksheet to do.
ci
form and co-form teacher not here
so another free period.
yay.
actually today dun come to school also can.

i guess there is nothing much to blog about le.
the reason i blogged is because of the free periods today
i was super duper happy cos of this??
ok.
bye =)

2006-07-12T21:48:00.000+08:00

starting to rain this few days.
soooooooooooo nice =)
but uber nice for sleeping in.
ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

ytd couldnt rmb all the facts.
have stm u see.
but i can rmb after school
went gyming!!!
in yio chu kang.
forgot to bring towel
had to purchase from them.
was on the treadmill for a while.
ran until 1.6km was kinda tired.
so went arnd doing other stuffs.
actually wanted to do weights but didnt in the end. =)
and i actualy didnt stone.
haha.
was kinda cool working out.

today.
uber uber nice weather to sleep!!!! ~~i soooo sound like a pig~~
but i had to drag myself out of bed so i wont continue sleeping.
there was no assembly today.
super yay!
but that gave msthoo extra time to do oral.
boo =(
she went from 40 today.
gosh it is freaking me out now lar.
who knows how she will test tml?
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cannot lar.
i will die b4 i start oral.
recess
wah i think that everyday linkai and jiaxin kena bullied by us.
so poor thing.
chinese
was crapping my way through my compo.
lalala.
had a worksheet to do.
in the end copied lar!
haha.

i declare that wed will be the day where i will be easily irritated.
cos of srp/ipw.
someone please take away this stupid projects.
i will soooooooooo appreciate it.

netball was normal.
did the usual stuffs.
ball passes and ball drills.
i think i did ok-ok lar.
not exactly putting extremely high hopes on myself.i guess.
game did normal.
suddenly coach came in with 3teams playing.
super messy
quite fun lar.
i think ppl who were looking they will be like
wad are they doing so many ppl chasing a ball.siao x)
i made a nice interception.
but sadly only one.
maybe i will continue and jiayou!!

forgot to add on mon
p/s thanks chopstick for the bracelet ~~although i broke it~~
pp/s msthoo squashed a cockrach on mon.ewwwwwwwwwww.

2006-07-10T21:51:00.000+08:00

it rained today :)
gosh i am sooooooooo happy cos there is no need to go down for assembly.
usually i would stand there and perspire like siao.
whahahahahaha.
pe today sucks lar.
i dun like to run!!!!
stupid napfa.
i was praying for rain ytd so we dun need to run outside.
but we still had to run.
aye wad's the use of integrity lar.
tml going with some class ppl to gym.
train for napfa??
but i think i would be just sitting there and stone.
haha.
napfa is next week.
i guess i ll have to miss trng for the whole week.
cos of the bloody napfa.arugh
maths is total rubbish.
i listened ~~a little~~
i jus copied the graph and went to sleep.
haha.

I DECLARE LIT AS ONE OF THE BEST LESSONS IN THE WORLD.
ok not lit lar.
but mrs joanne lee is really funny.
she made the whole class laugh like we never did.
she understands us
i enjoy lit soooooooooooo much now.
how i wish she was our eng teacher.
haiz.
it is one of the many lessons where i can enjoy myself.
three cheers :)

science
normal.
eng
some ppl had eng oral.
i am not nervous yet.
but when the time comes.
i tell u i will totally freak out.
10 mins talking to ms thoo.
omg.imagine that.
wow.

aroma chemistry.
i love peppermint, white musk and vanilla the best.
haha.
i love my perfume :)
the teacher says my bench talk too much but wadevr.
thats how we are.

after that we went to amk central.
boring.
went to the normal places.
ger wanted to buy the jacket but we think it is not so worth it.
aye.

went home.
i m bored.
ok
bye =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2006-07-09T16:17:00.000+08:00

i m bored.
was busy figuring how to do my maths homework jus now.
i realise that although graph is quite easy
it is very mafan
have to do alot of workings.
now i m too frustrated to plot a graph.
haha.

tml
sch reopens again.
and i will look forward to fri
than sat and sun will pass uber quickly and i am back to school
arugh!!!!!
the toturous cycle.
haha

right now i feel like sleeping.
haha.
i know i sound like a pig.
but had to wake up super early today morning.
to go somewhere.
but after that i kept finding time to sleep.

lessons that i can sleep tml:
-maths
-english
so sad only two lessons out of five.
haiz.

aye.
this is getting super random.
i guess i ll stop here.
shall go blog-hopping
:)))))))))))

2006-07-07T22:05:00.000+08:00

today was okay.
schools were closed at 12.30
but it makes no difference to me.
cos lessons also ended at the same time on fridays.
lessons today were kinda normal.
english was half asleep throughout the lesson.
i was too tired wad.
haha.
than maths.
i didnt even stand up to greet the teacher.
was too busy sleeping lar.
didnt really listen
cos i was sleeping.
~~i m so not a pig ok~~
than chi.
normal.had spelling didnt really learn.
copied!
hahahaha.
geog.
ms lee took over ms sheela.
everyone was so spontaneous.
cos she chio is it?
bet the class guy were drooling.
haha.
joking.
she was so nice.
let us off early.

after lesson.
there was a fight? ~~if u call that one~~
and someone ended up crying.
shall be nice and not say who.

later went shopping with joce.
first stop j8
was super crowded can.
than went to northpoint for lunch.
walked around.
haiz.
didnt buy anything.
didnt c anything i like?

tml's saturday.
shall wake up super late tml.
to replenish my lost sleep throghout the week.
a break from school.
haha.
see u ll when sch reopens!

2006-07-05T21:37:00.000+08:00

was really pissed during lessons today.
sorry if i accidentally insulted anyone on the verge of anger.
today things just didnt go right lar.
several minute things are making me blow up.
probably one of the worst in class.
sorry to those sitting arnd me.
oh well.
after that i was a little better.
at least i think.
although there was a little anger in me still.
i shall not dwell on it anymore.

shall talk about the moe survey we did ytd.
it was a reality check.
it really kept me thinking about the answers.
some of the questions relate to me.
but there was a couple of repeat questions.
somehow the same thing but phrased differently?

ok now to netball trng today.
normal lar.
but went gyming.
haha.
was sooooooooooooo fun lar.
enjoying the aircon.
haha.
than had to go out to let the bball guys use.
did some drills.
played games.
i cut out quite a few i think.
i am bad at making decisions in a short time.
being aggresive?
~~there seems to be nth to push me~~

have been thinking about it.where is the passion?have i lose it somewhere
or is it inside me all the time.i think there is a spark but i m unsure.how can i get it back?

2006-07-03T16:22:00.000+08:00

HAPPY HOLIDAY!!!!
haha.
youth day holiday i mean.
feeling quite high right now.
aye i m just bored.
there is still a pile of homework to touch~~i've jus realised~~
haha.
actually today is the day where i turn 14yr and 1 month old.
okay that was super random lar.
oh yar i didnt know i was such a good blogger.
many ppl said my previous post was so touching.
*thank you, thank you* =DD
aye the previous post was meant to be sad cos i was sad wad.

okay let me talk about 010706
went for daphne's housewarming.
supposed to meet siangyee at 11.
i was late but still earlier than her.
we bought a gift for daphne.
took a long long ride ~~from bus to mrt to lrt~~ to reach her house.
went there and eat ~~the food was nice~~
the curry as nice lar.sea cucumber/coconut is not nice lar.
than cher and lyn went to play maple.
i helped lyn get into aquila.
thank me.
and lyn i so do not want to play maple.
haha.
watch them play.
went home.
left daphne's hse at 7 and reach home at abt 8.30
so late right.
aye nvm.
haha.
oh yar. thank you daphne for ur hse and being such a great host. :)

ok i think i have to go off.
to do homework.
-spouts curses.
bye :)

2006-07-01T09:44:00.000+08:00

couldnt blog ytd although i was so desperate to.
i was really depressed ytd.
seriously.
let me start with a higher note.
lessons boring.
but the fire drill thing.
arugh make us stand under the sun.
so hot somemore.

trng was ok.
kinda fun lar.
played something like telematch.
went to old court cos the security said we will disturb the exams.
it was fun.
but i was thinking in the train.
why must it be me?
somehow i dun think i make the cut.
i really felt like giving up my place instead.
~~u ll might think i am crazy~~
say that i lack self-confidence or anything.
seeing those tears, i felt like breaking down too.
i really cant bear to not know wad to say.
i know all of u put in a lot of effort.
but it is not the end.
the memories we had together are still playing back vividly in my mind.
we used to laugh,cry,suffer or be ourselves as a team.
i want life to be the way it was.
without one of u people there will be a missing piece in my life.
without u ll i would not have made so far.
i know i cant keep clinging on to the past.
life must move on.
things will change.
but it to stay the same.
i dun want to u all of u cry.
i would rather be in ur place.
i love u all loads.
all u of u have a special place in my heart.

so smile.

2006-06-28T19:45:00.000+08:00

third day of term three.
starting from sch.
english.
total crap.
maths.
couldnt hear wad the teacher was saying.
he asked me a question.
i was like huh-ing.
than he asked sth about 5 minus 3
i heard as 5 plus 3 ~~dun ask me why~~
than i said 8 lar.
ppl said i was mean.
like hello he was so soft lar.
he taught graph.
i didnt understand anything.
in the end ziai taught me.
chinese and science.
almost normal.
ipw.
ms ho came in.
so we just sat in our groups and gossip.

learning journey.
i liked the kranji war memorial the best.
i duno why
but i feel so peaceful
away from the hectic singapore as walked through row and rows of tombstones.
it was fun looking at the names.
observed a couple of things.
i was filled with respect.
saw some really sad things.
one baby died like only a few hours from his/her's birth
so sad.
went to the presidents grave.
paid respect.
i wanted to take my own sweet time looking through the tombstones.
but we had limited time.
one day maybe i want to visit the place again.
spending hours relaxing myself and looking at the names.

2006-06-26T20:14:00.000+08:00

first day of term three.
mixed emotions.
wearing my pinafore seems so alien to me.
i somehow lost the technique to wear my belt right.
so when i walked into class i remove my belt.
haha.

first lesson PE.
actually said that dun want to run one.
but in the end ran a little.
to get within the time limit.

after was maths.
new teacher.
mr tan.
sucks lar.
he seemed so scared of us.
and had the 'bully me' written all over his face.
i want to bully him lar.
the way he teaches... *sighs*
i might fail maths again
~~i dun want!!!~~

after recess
literature.
i used to dread the lesson.
haha.
changed teacher to mrs joanne lee.
she so funny and lame.
she makes me feel like taking lit next year.
i would love to get a distinction.
she understands us.i think.
i think she rocks =DDD

the after school lesson.
i was practically enjoying the air-con
and on the verge of sleeping lar.
mixed some spices.
my group's turned out real smelly and weird.
haha.
i think the lesson is very relaxed!

holiday homework still undone

2006-06-23T21:58:00.000+08:00

220606
went out with my church friends.
walked arnd orchard
two of them tried to prank us that they were lost
could hear laughing in the background
we didnt really get tricked.
played along with them.
booked tickets for she's the man
gosh that is a nice show ok.
maybe one of the few shows i do not regret watching
if u really want to laugh your hearts out.
watch the show!!!!
yup i laughed like crazy.
lovely ending.
it is really niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
gotta believe me lar.
i wna watch it again!!!!!
i desperate to laugh watch it again.
i wnat the cd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
gosh i m going crazy.

today
had training
seng kang came down.
the seniors also came down.
the netball court felt so lively (:
ran in school.
kinda tiring but better than 2.4km.i think.
did the 4 balls square and the 3 ppl one.
kinda confusing but i think i got the hang of it. (:
later played friendly match with sengkang.
played GA again.
was kinda tiring cos my stamina sucks
arugh!
i cant jump high enough.
butter fingers.
shooting.
i must jiayou.
played against the seniors.
we won!!!
ok i cant be so happy.
they didnt play for a looooooooooong time.
haha
but still we cant cancel off the 'beat seniors during match' in our giants blog.
playing with sengkang was nice.
didnt keep track of the score.
it is jus a friendly

now a few days more.
school reopening.
there is still a pile of homework left.

why must time pass so fast

2006-06-21T21:37:00.000+08:00

the sun was burning overhead.
gosh the afternoon was freakingly hot lar.
i almost died.
had friendly with chungcheng (main)
they are nice bunch of ppl lar.
unlike some...
i enjoyed playing with them
although the last few matches we were fooling arnd.
haha
kept laughing like siao.
had to play GA for a couple of quarts
aye so tiring lar
cos u have to run out and everything.
adding the humid weather
i think i kinda got the hold of it.i think.
did i?
cannot really play GS cos my shooting not so gd lar.
~~must practice shooting.cannot be lazy~~

ok shant talk about netball le.
today i woke up at like 10+
was kinda reluctant to go and play bball with my friends
hanging arnd at home cos i couldnt decide if i shld eat first or wad
in the end i went to chengsan and eat.
haha.
didnt play bball at all.
spent my time eating :p
and i got my present from ziai.
thank you!!!
happy?
wallet!!!
myuk de.

torn between the good girl bad girl kinda thing

2006-06-20T21:27:00.000+08:00

well today :DDDDD
normal.jus that the weather was so nice to sleep in!!!
arugh!!!
went to springfield for a friendly match.
and i jus one word to say about them
~~dirty~~
i shall be nice and not start my bitching.

after everything
went to bus and started bitching.
muhahahahhahah.
cannot say lar
oh yar ppl when u take bus is provided to bring u arnd.
as i the sch hire one.
muz make full use hor.
cos damn ex de lar.

later went to macs.
ate and chatted.
nothing much lar.
not as in i can rmb.
STM

went with joce to jiemin again.
now we felt much better.
not so stranger-ish.
played with the lil' kiddos.
haha.
in the end the masaged for me.
~~that is the part i rmb the best~~
comfortable lar.
i was so like enjoying myself lar.
haha.

that's all.
i dun feel like blogging anymore.
for now i mean.

2006-06-19T21:54:00.000+08:00

hi ppl :)))
i suddenly lost the passion for blogging.
awww.
i shall do random today.
yay.
i changed my blogskin.
duno why but the old one had to go.
i m too lazy to change the skin of my tagboard
so can some kind soul help me change the skin?
i finished quite a number of my hw today.
at least i think.
i m left with difficult-to-do ~~as in ma fan~~ hw
but i still think i m left with a lot of homework lar.

these few days i m waking up quite late.
i need a lot of rest u know.
i m growing wad.
cannot blame me.

haiz
this week have alot of friendlies.
i m quite excited but still nervous.
i m not used to playing with the sec 3s?
no confidence.
arugh.
dun think about this lar.
do ur best lar.
passion.

school reopening.
~~so fast?!?!?!!~~
four weeks is not enough.
i dun want to go to school
i dun want to lead each boring day in the classroom
i dun want to countdown the days to exams
and to get the results.
life's a bore.

2006-06-17T14:08:00.000+08:00

i m bored
real bored
dun have any freaking motivation to do my homework
someone motivate me!!!
but no betting
it wont work for me lar

ytd had friendly with bedok south and tampines
played a couple of games.
had to play with the bdiv
i m not used to it.
sorry if i disappointed u ll
haiz
i jus feel pretty pressurised playing with u ll
looks like my shooting technique is wrong :(
someone teach me the right one.
now almost everything is so off form lar.
look on the bright side
at least it is not tournament time
jus practice more.
have more passion
i can do it!!!

it started pouring
we headed home.
but jocelyn and i went to jiemin pri
~~after our lunch~~
for cip.help play with the kids lar.
they keep bullying us lar
call us names and all.
playing with them was so tiring can.
i almost died lar
i shant elaborate on the details.

went home
and slept at 9.30 like that.
and today i woke up at 12noon.
cool.
didnt know it was so late until my mum told me that it was 12
and asked me to eat duno wad for lunch.
haha.
i think i was seriously tired.

i muz do my homework.

2006-06-15T16:20:00.000+08:00

HEYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M BACKKKKKKKKKKKKK.
bet many ppl miss me :)
haha.
actually i was at a church camp there.
i spent some time listening to the boring talks.
one incident i even fell asleep for awhile.
hehe.
then after the talks we would have to sit in our grp and discuss.
about i duno wad lar.
the youths would try to pon it.
cos it is boring and i dun like sharing.
aye wadevr.
but i manage to go through it without really sharing until i m promted to.
gosh.
but the camp is kinda fun.
overally.
i stayed over at my friend's room on one night.
in the end some of us couldnt slp so we and watch tv in the living room.
~~the rooms are suites.they have a living room and bedroom~~
we chatted then after awhile we cannot tahan so we slept.
at abt 4 (singapore time)
than the nxt day was so tired lar.
had buffet for all three meals.
the food was pretty nice.
didnt manage to do water sports
~~dun feel like it?~~
so we played darts and ping pong and pool.
we played pingpong until we went crazy.
LOL
on mon after dinner.
the ppl born in june were called out.
i thought i could escape that
but they had a way to find the june ppl.
we were given the bandana thing and made to dance.
i jus stood down there
moving a little
hehez.
the last day.
we were asked to take grp photos.
didnt want to.
tried to run away but cannot :(
after that some ppl took us to places.
some shops and all.
we went to mega mall.
was only given one hour to.
i didnt really c anything i want.
so didnt buy anything
after all one hour is too short a time lar.
nvm.
i shall shop right here.
had A&W there.
i ate the ice cream.
nice lar :)

today
had trng.
meet jocelyn on the way.
she was late so we reached at 7.30 instead of 7.20
ran 2.4km.
had friendly with senkang and woodgrove.
i played GS.
didnt know how to play GA :(
was a little uncomfortable.
didnt know how to play with the sec 3s
i think we still need time to learn how to cooperate.
oh well.
the new coach is nice.
she somehow understands us.
tml there is friendly match.
gosh i m so tired.

2006-06-10T21:06:00.000+08:00

tml i m leaving singapore alr.
bet many many ppl will miss me lar.
gosh i m crapping.
haha.
the actual motive of me blogging today is to wish

GERMAINE.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
hope that dream come true.
~~although it is kinda impossible~~
i shall be nice and not say wad that dream is :)

and.
HAPPY
ADVANCE BIRTHDAY
FERLIN!!! =DDD
cant wish u on that day sorry.
but better early than none wad.

okay.
i dun wish to list out the boring facts of the day
but since the post seems short.
here it goes.
went to my aunt's hse to celebrate early father's day.
~~i dun know wad is the actual day~~
there was pizza.spaghetti.satay.soup and i cant rmb.
ate and ate and couldnt eat anymore
after that was watching 'shen2 hua4'
by jackie chan one.
watched it halfway.
kinda nice all the actions and all.
later went home.
i know all this sounds boring but no choice lar
my descriptive skills aint gd wad.

and oh my blog gonna temporaily be on hiatus.
but pls tag.
wish me bon vovage and wadevr crap.
haha.

bye =DDD
~~i ll be back in no time~~

2006-06-09T16:04:00.000+08:00

i know my previous post was crappy.
but when i was typing that post my eyes were on the verge of closing alr.
after that i went to sleep
and the next thing i knew was that it was dark and my mum switch on the lights to wake me up.
haha.
it was like 8+ going to 9.
i lay on my bed for awhile b4 realising i did not have dinner.
went to eat and at 10 lidat.
when to sleep until 11 the nxt morn.
haha.

i guess i shld proceed to today.
trng today was so fun lar.
i find myself enjoying.
kinda did PT cos it was raining.
1324 was tiring.
the bench thing.haha.
i went to fu-yan some ppl.
coach coming nxt tues.
i m not able to attend
-wails.
going to batam.
~~muz miss me kaes.hehe~~
later lunch with siang lyn tess and pris.
went to macs ~~again~~
and we at least spent 3 hrs there.
from talking about shows to the past when we were young.
i realise that there are many silly things we do in the past.
so innocent
unknown what is in store for us nxt.
the things we do unknowingly
not knowing the consequences
gosh.i might miss the times
when we dun need to be afraid if we dun listen to teachers
dun score well adn everything.
the times
went home later.
chatted with tess for a while

right now back at home.

2006-06-07T16:30:00.000+08:00

i m so blur and tired right now.
back from class chalet.
it decreased my energy level by a lot

let's start wif 060606
we met early at 10am to shop for the bbq stuffs.
the items were really really heavy.
we waited and waited for jiale's parents to come and fetch us.
cos we could not check in yet
we had to wait
so we had lunch.
carried the bags and bags of plastic bags.
everyone was staring at us as we struggled to lug our stuffs into the resort.
when we finally got into the room.
i was so relieved.
there is no need for me to carry the stuffs le :)
soon ppl came streaming in and the room was stuffy and packed.
we took a whole box of starters to start up the fire and keep it going.
in the meantime we entertained ourselves by
playing poker cards watching television and talking.
when the fire was ready
we ate and ate.
was kinda nice :)
ger minshan lihui tz goldie and me went to the arcarde
and played until we were bored.
so when we reached the chalet again many went home.
the remainders were mostly ppl who stayed over.
played some games as a whole.
when we were done somehow most of the people wanted to sleep.
ghost stories were told and i jumped from shock.
tried to sleep.
i couldnt
the most i could was to catch a few mins of rest.
i could not fall asleep no matter how much i tried
went out and talked wif ger tz jiale and rachel.
well the next day ~~i think~~
we went out to watch the sunrise.
had to cross some paths which was dark and scary.
was so scared lar.
the guys even ganged up and make us afraid and scream.
wth.
walked and walked to get the perfect spot.
caught a little sleep too.
some were impatient and went to the chalet to sleep.
for me
the sunrise is a lovely scene
got to the chalet and slept for a while.
hanged arnd and went to escape.
we did not do much.
the haunted hse made us scream all the way.
the race car rocks big time.
i stepped on the 'gas' kinda hard.
it was fun and thrilling.

was really tired slept all the way in the train ride.
was afraid that i would miss my station.
cos i didnt really know wad i was doing.

the class chalet was ok.

2006-06-05T20:31:00.000+08:00

i m rotting at home.
nah.
in fact i think i m going out too much and my money is dropping uickly.
gosh i need to control my expenses

today was kinda normal.
i did my homework.
cos i realised there is alot that is needed to be done.
copied some parts of maths notebook
~~cos i threw it down the rubbish chute~~
did 1/3 of the science summary
and completed close to twenty excercises of preston.
great accomplishment ~~for me~~
the next three days i would probably be playing like siao.

tml class chalet!!!!
060606
cool date lar.
duno how it will turn out to be like
fun or boring.
hopefully i will enjoy it :)
will stay over for the night.
we might not be sleeping at all
gosh i am looking forward to it.
no plans for the nxt day yet.
i think i ll bring some extra cash ba.

080606
nball bbq!!!
haha can bond with my dearies.
i am so loooking forward to it lar.
haiz but jocelyn is still not back lar.
damn sad lar.
nvm.
she will be back in 6 more days.
heez~

my mum said u have two bbqs take care wors.
i wonder how will my body take the bbq-ing
haha.

I CANT WAIT!!!!

my holiday is so packed lar.
i think it ll be gone in a flash.
time always fly when u are enjoying urself lar.
~~i dun wan school to start again.i still cant figure out wad i m doing~~

cheez~

2006-06-03T18:37:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!
i m now 14 wors.

i woke up quite early today cos i was hungry.
ate breakfast but was still hungry.
lols
than watch television for a while.
the sms-es came in wishing me happy birthday.
sorry i didnt reply cos i left less than 100 msg ~~abt 60?~~ for the nxt 10 days.
i think i shall reply here lar.
but let me continue with my day!
went to visit my grandmother first than went for lunch.

buffet!!!
there was alot of food.
tim sums, rice, noodles, soup, meat, cakes, chocolates, ice cream and many more.
i had many rounds.
ate alot of icecream and chocolates.
they were nice!!!
the cakes were nice too.
but i was too full to eat more.
i wanted to take more chocolates but sadly i couldnt eat anymore.
haha.
that's my birthday lunch.

later i went to my old hse.
had to clear the stuffs.
initially i was slping on the sofa.
than i was forced to help clean up.
so reluctantly i did.
gosh the place really brought back memories.
i lived there since i was p2??
the things there also seemed much shorter than in my new hse.
finally we were done.
and here i m now at home.

birthday sms-es:
tess: thanks.lols.better being early than none. :)
daphne: yes u beat siang by a few secs only.wow i m so touched that u stayed up to wish me and not play maple. =x
siang: wow.u stayed up so late to wish me.haha.i am finally 14. :p
cheryl: haha.u changed it to the tune of 'happy birthday to u'?cool. and nice oso. :D
ger: being late is better than none.u r not the first :(
sinying: thanks.wow u rmb me b4 u leave.bin voyage.take care too.
ziai: haha.thanks wors :) when did u not thank someone for their present?
ferlin: hello :) thanks.
effa: yea i real hope my stop growing taller wish comes true lar. :D

ok i think these are the ppl who will visit my blog.
and sms-ed me.
to the rest thanks alot for ur wishes and greetings.
sry if i missed anyone out.
yup.
i think i m really blessed to have such great friends around me.
:DDDDDDDD

2006-06-02T20:19:00.000+08:00

there is like soooooooo much to blog about.
let's start with ytd.
010606
went shopping with the netballers.
ok i was very late.
not my fault laa.they knew why i was supposed to be late.
i had dental appt lar.
tightened my braces.
now it is like so pain lar.cant bite hard things.
aiya after a while ok de.
went to suntec and look for the netballers.
haha.i found them or can u say we found each other.
they bought a cute shirt for me.
gosh the shirt is under washing so another time lar.
daphne got me flip flops.
thanks!!!
but it a bit too big for me.
my leg looks so small in it.
we fooled arnd.
walked and walked.
later went to yoshinoya to eat.
they sang a birthday song for me.
it wasnt loud lar.lucky. *phews*
went to the arcade for a while.
then went home.
spent 30 mins walking from suntec to the mrt.
tess and jiale got crazy on the way too.
they counted the number of steps taken through the citylink mall to mrt station.
didnt reach 1000 but was 600++if i m not wrong.
went home.was kinda late lar.
and dark.
walked really fast home cos the way home was kinda quiet lar.
p/s:if u wan to c the pics taken go c cher/siang/lyn's blog.i m too lazy.

020606
had remedial.
5hours.
ms ong came late for 1hour in the end had 2hours of science.
had headache could not absorb anything
i wanted to sleep.
but sci is impt.
when the lesson finally ended.
i was quite happy
went to help val the grp do srp.
went to buy some snacks to last me for ms thoo lesson.
but i finished it b4 the lesson.
english was boring lar.
couldnt wait for the time to end.
in the end she extended the lesson by 10mins.
ok was in a rush cos i was going somewhere.
met with my church friends and went to another friend's hse.
watch two movies.
a series of unfortunate events and mean girls.
both of them quite nice.
ok ate dinner than after that went home.

i think it is about everything.
whoots tml is my big day seh.
*makes a wish*

2006-05-31T14:18:00.000+08:00

ytd was told that there is training today.
i was happy initially
but when i saw the time i was like wtf so early lar.
haha.
let's progress to today.
woke up at 7am
got ready and everything.
strolled to mrt station.
when i reached amk
i thought i was going to be late.
but i was not. (:

training started off pretty well.
~~went back to the old court.memories.gosh~~
running 10 rounds under 4mins.
did that before.
so was pretty okay.
did stretching warm-ups and the usual stuff.
sprinting was fine.
the court is much smaller lar!!!!
but the sun blazed like siao lar.
after that went to the fitness corner.
to do some bonding things.
and teach the sec ones the rules.
thought them footwork and everything while we seniors jus slacked arnd.
haha.
but we manage to drill some stuff into their brains.
hopefully they will get it.
dun let us down lar.
in time to come we hope to c u ll shine.we've wasted half a yr without a coach.so bear with us
the teachers in charge of us is so horrible.
not referring to all of u but one of u.she is in school but she never appears lar.in the air-con room.if cannot tahan the heat and go change cca in charge lar.without such an irresponsible teacher it will be better lar

haiz.
i think i have to miss three holiday trngs.
2nd june--due to the remedial marathon science.8-11am 1 hour break and english.12-2pm.crazy lar.
7th june--have class chalet.6th-7th.i m staying over.if i chiong for trng it will be impossible lar.from pasir ris.than wad the use of staying over.gosh i duno.
14th june--day i come back from batam.i come back in the afternoon somemore.
when school reopens i hav to miss somemore on 28th learning journey wad crap lar.

tml going out shopping with the netballers. ~~as in sec 2s~~
woots
didnt really go out together as a big grp ~~i hope~~ before.
looking forward.
010606.
:)

3 more days.

2006-05-29T19:51:00.000+08:00

gosh one day down in the hols.
arugh.
that means one day less to sch reopen.
haiz.
did not touch my homework yet.
except on last sat when the netballers met up to do homework.
i think i ll go do my homework after i post.

went out today with my younger sis.
actually did not want to go out one but still went out.
went to lot 1.~~i didnt choose the location~~
she bought my bday gift.
thanks alot.muacks
handphone strap form gift a name.
later went to take neos.
lols.
not bad quite nice.
after that walked arnd for a while.
ate and drank then went home.
nothing much to do there anyway.

tml going to update the photo in my passport.
it has been a couple of years since i last changed it.
gosh i look funny.
weird.
alot different from what i m now.
thank god that i changed.
i cant imagine how will i be if i dun change throughout the years

off to do my homework.
~~my chinese birthday today~~